Saturday, April 14, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@3:32 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i feel like blogging- last night i was really down because drinking again made me remember how i felt when i was - heartbroken.
hell, im going to be all fucking sappy again.. ): i hate it!
i just read jiezhen's tagboard and ONE part settled my heart to a certain extent i guess.
at least he kept his word. on that night, he told me that he would not enter a relationship with another girl anymore because he just keeps fucking up. and he doesnt want to cause .. sadness (?) ... dont wana continue .
i dont know what is going on in his life right now, but yes he is a great guy but just really really confused. he has a really big heart, and an awesome friend. (well i hope so, we technically never really were just friends)
he is the guy i gave my whole heart to,
he is the guy that made me smile,
he is the guy that also broke my heart.
but he is also the guy that tried to patch it back.
and he is also the guy i will always be there for.
he is was and always will be a part of me.
and my fucking 2007
he's not been mentioned here in a really long time but this will be the last time he will be mentioned here.
bye bye love.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
