Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i love/miss kane lim! (:

here is a straight rip-off from kane's orange town xanga.

we need a massive reunion

WHO said those days were gone, we need to bring em back. The people, the cacophony, the daily strolls to holland v in chanel shades. Luncheons at crystal jade. Anorexic days at subway. Temptation is inherent . Soon binging on macadamia cookies. We were trying to be anorexic. Gossip mongers churning like the windmill at holland v. How frigging symbolic. We invite gossip, we breed it. As jerilyn says "loves it, kane".

An international school with international students. It was born to be fillled with chaos and social "riots". Picture mean girls. I could say that we were the "mean girls". not literally girls people but the highest up the social ladder. We had Jerilyn the guys who pounced on her on every chance. Desperate for date with this queen bee. We had the twins. Yes the ugliest yet the most complex and sophisticated in their own ways. An x factor i would say. I was attracted to them. not physically ! more characteristically. They possessed this calm and incredible social skills. Laughing hideously were their best traits.

Introducing mich, the subtle girl with meek voice but strong in her field of academics. I respected her for her brilliance in maths especially. Someone you know that will never break any form of friendship, loyalty or trust. I give you mich !

Oh how can i forget Sarina heng. I took the time to repost this again. Sarina the dutchess of the school. Be it her immaculately neat tightly pulled hair or her wavy luscious hair she walks with poise and confidence. She never fails to intimidate others with her unique accent of hers. I totally remember how mrs mok gave her a lecture "Sarina you are getting impossible". Yes sarina, although you have crossed to the "brighter side" of the acs family. You belong to the group anytime. I miss you a shit load, the times we argue, the fights whateves. I'll remember em'.

Then my best friend since like ancient times. James lu. Everyday was a fashion show. It was like the website " bag borrow or steal" Everyone seemed to be wearing james's collection of jackets at some point in time. James and I ruled when it came to fashion. James the most defensive of the lot. Be it hurling scissors or vulgarities he stuck to his principals and friends. This is what i call a friend indeed. There are many more I've yet to list. There was sweta who we conspired within the group to feed her something non vegan ! There was grace who we dissed for her impeccable scores for test !

The elitist school others might deem. Sex, drugs, rock and roll splashed in the papers. We defended our school. I admired the patriotism we had. I look in awe when people stuck to their friends during debacles. I felt a sense of pride of our school. The teachers were nevertheless tortured by our incessant computer games. War craft was IT. I indulged in music concerts while learning algebra. Math was a total mess. Bobbing our heads to the i pods we blasted. We were our own island.

the thing about this school i'll never forget. WE OWNED IT.

-end.

p.s this is for kane, about kane.
kane, the ever fashion trendy male in the group, (and james of course) never failing to bring out the latest Hermes bag or Prada. It is safe to say that he was the VERY LOVED AND INDULGED one in the group. People of all years all had a soft spot for kane, and gave in to his every whims and fancies. (if not, tradegy might befall on them) With his strong command of Both Languages, Chinese and English, he 'so totally owned us in that'. But, i can safely say I beat him in HISTORY, at last! hahah Kane, i will never forget our childish 'fights' around the school canteen and hall. Our endless pulling of hairs screaming like bitches, spraying water with the water bottles like we were kindergargen kids. but look at us now, all grown up. Kane, in Army, sarina in ACS independent, jerilyn currently in the states, james and mich in acs intl and the awful twins, kriskat in (fucking) melbourne. boy oh boy, we can safely say we have gone International.
what would ACS international be without us? almost NO DRAMA!

nothing more is needed to say. except, I WANA GO BACK NOW!
kane, my introduction is way too short. whatever happened!hahah re-write! (:

on another note,
MY EXAMS ARE OVER!
fuck that bitches! (:

retail therapy was all i did today. loves it (: (JERILYN! i miss you like crazy!)

after the last-minutes catching up on subjects and stressing, it is finally over.
2 more days till home sweet home.
2 more days till 30th june. (: happy birthday to me.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

someone give me tissue, i want to cry already.
AH! i just finished my 3 hours maths paper.
someone stab me.

this beat shit is Automatic Supersonic Hypnotic Funky fresh.

fuck, that stupid song was stuck on my head the WHOLE time while i was doing maths. i'm so glad it's over. you have no idea. no i only have -

tuesday: lit essay
wednesday: Maths 2
thursday: Accounts
saturday: SINGAPORE!
AH hahah cant wait cant wait!

oh zd is designing a tatt for me! i pray it'll be nice. (: cause knowing me, i will take the whole day just trying to decide on for myself, and like i'll end up regretting the design. hahah!

okay, off to memorise my whole lit essay. i cant bring in my essay plan, i cant bring in my literature book, so like wth. my brain is gona explode!
i love exams!



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

my pal did the craziest thing ever WITHOUT ME! ):
oh boohoo.
hahah ! oh wells, it's really sexy pal. (:




i'll be back in 6 days. (: wait for me will you?





Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i was at bec's blog and OHMYGAWD, SOOOOO CUUUTEEE!

hahah THIS definitely put a smile to my face. I LOVE THE BRITISH ACCENT! GOSH, it has the sign 'fcking hot' written all over it.

hell this little boy is only 13 years old and he can Dance WAYY good. did you see simon's expression?! hahah priceless. it's a MUST watch.

hop over to bec's blog to check out the other videos. it's to die for. (:

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

today i made awesome pot roast. HAHAH! it was SUCH a success. (: thumbs up to me! last night at like 4am in the morning, i suddenly had this idea of looking for an esay receipe to do something with the slowcooker. and i found this! (:
http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Awesome-Slow-Cooker-Pot-Roast/Detail.aspx


so i went to safeway early this morning, and had to ask for help because i had NO idea what kind of meat you use for pot roast. silly me. hahah! so Oh Wells, thank god there was this kind helper there to help me. (:

so anyway, i did it! hahah tons of effort was put into it be like just trying to find the ingredients. SIGH, i'm such a housewife now. HURRY MARRY ME!
and anyway, kathi was such a bitch. I cooked and like did all the stuff and like she goes: " OMG! i'm gona give it to -"
i'll be nice and not put the name.
talk about UNgratefulness?! talk about INSENSITIVITY?!
like wtf kathi, did you even ask me first?!
You spoilt my could-be-wonderful dinner.

I'm stressed.

Oh Wells, then i had a diet coke float. C A L O R I E S!
didnt improve my mood any better though.

for the past few days, i've been sleeping at like 3-4 o clock in the morning just studying with melvin, houyu and bitchkat. i think the lack of sleep is affecting my mood or maybe it's just my up-coming period. ):

EAP EXAM TMR!
talk about the most useless subject ever.
i need to study now. I'M SO STRESSED! i'll come online soon my loves.
sarina, we have to continue our talk
marcus eng, i wana know about your hongkong trip!
and to those who went to the yunan trip, WAS IT FUN?! hahah
(:
this is the song that has been playing in my head ever since the guy in drama played it.
awesome song.
brook fraser- shadowfeet.

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


basically, my week has been awesome. (:
i love it when my parents are here.
love, awesome lunches and dinner, and a great way to get out of the city and visit other places of Melbourne. hahah!
it was such an awesome feeling to be able to order whatever you want without needing to look at the price.

(:


I love and adore my family. kind of sad that they are gone now. but i'll be seeing them in less than two weeks time! teehee

and victoria was here! late nights hanging out at her friend's place, laughing and singing along to Britney Spears. Ah! i miss you VICCKY! (:



shoutout to sarina heng :
SARINA HENG! i cant believe it! hahah i'm in shock all the way in melbourne! HAHAH love, i'm truely happy for you. (: so so happy. i hope it all turns out well, and he is a great guy. (: cant wait to see you! I LOVE YOU HUN.


and this is for you-
I'm really sorry for all that has happened and believe me when i say that you deserve more that me. do i regret all that has happened? i would say no.. i dont. I'm glad that we went through all that we did and that i had a chance to know you. You are an awesome guy -, and i wish i could be that one for you; but i cant.. I really hope that things will get better between us and that we may be great friends again. even if it take time, i'll wait. I'm glad that you understand my intentions. i believe that they are for the best. I'm sorry - .



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..





Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i am over at 'Vic's ' place right now. it is 1.18AM and i have extra classes tmr at 10 AM. GOSH,
my exams are coming up in like than 7 days time. So the question is..
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING BUMMING AROUND?!

I cant wait for exams to be over, because i get to Relax, AND GO HOMMEE!

eng is in HongKong now, AH! I'm sorry pal for not msging you before you left. I kept thinking, what is it that I forgot today!! and when i remembered, you already left ! gahh, I'll make it up to you! :D

I just found out that I'M NOT GONA BE SEEING JERILYN TIFFANY KOH FOR A WHOLE YEAR! omg, that silly girl is gona be in SUMMER CAMP in God knows where when I AM BACK! JERILYNNNN!! my bimbo partner! I'll miss you SO DAMN MUCH! ): Please come backk and dont leave!

my family is still here, until Monday Morning. I'll see you guys back home!
omg, suddenly i was thrown back to my noisy days of really having NO QUIET time for your own. GAHH! my family members are one noisy bunch of people. ): I swear, i love and miss that part of my life. (:

my mummy and daddy thinks that i cant look after myself- only because all my clothes are all over the apartment. But my dears, it's only because I'm trying to find every opportunity to study, i have No Time to clean the place up! ):
and what have i been doing for the past two months if you say i cant take care of myself?
hahah i love you parents.<3 color="#3366ff"> A Walk To Remember with Vic and Kathi now. CHICK FLICK! I'm in dire need of Sweet Romanticism Ideas. (: so I'll see you soon my loves.
I cant wait to see you guys again. teehee



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


omg, and here goes my AMAZING sister in singapore LOSING WEIGHT AND GROWING TALLER!

see for yourself. ): Liz, I'm gona make you put on weight here in melb. (: teehee.

people, here's a pre-warning. when i come back, i WILL look fatter. ): ohmygod, someone kill me.

my lame excuses i give myself to justify not exercising.
1. it's TOO cold (it really is)
2. parents just arrived. therefore, i have to show them the best restaurants. (:
3. the college square gym is too pathetically small
4. i dont go to fitness first
5. i shall not be a gym junkie
6. there's already No Hope for me.
7. krispy kreme is just below fitness first. so there's no point in exercising.
8. i dont have MY sport shoes.
9. exams are coming- time is too precious to run it away. ):


is that justifiable enough?

i ripped this off liz's blog.

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.

-grey's anatomy.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i'm suffering from the 9th blues.
it was exactly 4 months ago love.

I'm glad that time is passing. Soon, 2007 will be over. it's already half way there, indeed time flies.
way too fast.






Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

my family are arriving tmr at 9 AM!

i cant wait, and i can wait.

guess who i am! (:
it's a wonder how time flies. i remember how a few days ago, i was counting down till they come, and WOAH! it's FINALLY tmr! that was quick mr clock.
oh and btw,
kathi is like GONE. like literally gone.
had a house party at palmerston and we played deathmatch (we call it social-bles in acs intl (: ) with SHOTS. hahah! it was craze. kathi and rayner were like 'enemies'. kathi should have known better. hahah! so like even after deathmatch, kat and rayner played indian poker, and guess who had to drink 6 in a row because she lost? hahah! KATHI.
well, she's paying for it now. she's in hell.

kids, listen to yours to hold by skillet.
fucking awesome song.
belle has the most amazing emo playlist EVER.
isabelle, send me the songs! (:

I'm ready when you're ready for me

Thank you Nic, just for everything. (:

nd for being there for me. you're awesome.

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

anberlin- Inevitable

this is what i'm feeling right now. I feel so down and this song just makes me wana feel real love again. i wana go home now please..

if i could sing, i know who i'll be singing this to.

when i promised you that you'll be my 2007, i wasnt lying. i dont think i can ever go through one day without thinking of you. I'm really missing you now. nd I wana go home.. when i think back of the last time i see you, my heart aches. i didnt know it would be the last time for a very long time.

i know that this is just wishful thinking on my part, but cant a girl dream? You are everything i love in a guy, and i dont think i could love another like i have loved you.

i still tear when i think of you j. you're the reason why i am still breathing now. amazing how life turns out huh.

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i'm feeling really Really homesick these days. to name a few, i miss kane and marcuseng so damn much! ):




Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i feel like talking to someone now! ): my family just called me at like one am at night! they're at malaysia now having church camp. Ohmygosh! i wana go tooo!! gahh, at the beginning of the year, i was really hesistant on going. like i was trying to find every excuse not to go, and NOW, i wana GOOO! my daddy, who hasnt exercised for like two months has to lead a whole group of men out for an exercise tmr morning at 7am. he participated in TWO triathlons not too long ago too! omg, where did the 'i need to exercise' genes go too?! i can sadly say i have not run a single mile for THE WHOLE YEAR!
and my mummy, told ems that she needs to lose the fats around her thighs and ass. HAHAH! poor thing. you dont need to diet! but if you must, i'll join you. (: here goes to our aneroxic diet!

ems was being all bimbotic again. i swear, she's so much more bimbotic than me. she wins, hands down.

this is to the world's best family, parents i could ever ask for.
they're coming on saturday to visit me!! (: for once, i cant wait!

i'm listening to gay songs right now, thinking of how i can ever complete my accounting essay. i'm Supposedly suppose to be doing it now.. but i dont know how! ): SIGH

i miss kane. ):

kristi ann kathi lyn, the ugliest twins on earth. Return where you were meant to be. Remember who made you cool even how ugly you guys are. Remeber the times and may it last vividly till the end =). I miss you guys.



his shoutout to us! omg, i'm touched kane. hahah! and YES i remember you spraying me with water and running around the hall trying to kick each other. HAHAHA! those were the times.. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE SCHOOL FOR ARMY! if you didnt, probably everything would be different.. ): Kane lim, i wana go hongkong again! (:



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


Friday Night !! omg, i was so excited! it started out a happy night. (: made calls back to singapore to james, kane, and priss! hahah talked to marcuseng, juncai, johnny and mich! omg, i miss you guys so damn much! it was so nice to hear your voices again my loves! (:

i called my lovely sister LISA too! hahah actually she's called liz, but i love to call her lisa. (: GET WELL SOON DEAR! THEN YOU CAN SNEAK OUT OF THE HOUSE AND HAVE SOME FUN! HAHAH AFTERALL, MUMMY AND DADDY ARE OUT OF TOWN (: (: *WINKS.

so then kat and i headed out to palmerston to meet the guys (justin, nic, nigel, tito and kevin) and clara! we had to wait for nic to dress up. hahah! that guy is such a girl. so cute! but at the same time, we camwhored. (:



clara so pretty!










my ultimate favourite photo of all. SO FUNNY! nigel is an idiot.

the boys. (kevin, nic, tito, and justin)
And Nigel (:





headed down to Lavish AGAIN. ):
the outside queue

inside love

celina, rim, boyfriend, sem, belle, swang, kate and tert came too!

gosh, we really should hop to different clubs. it's getting boring. but the music was great and the crowd was okay. alot of old 30 plus year old men hanging around. throughout the night, it was full of drama and AH! just wanted to get out of everything. Sem, i hope you're feeling better love. (:

at the end of the night, Bryan protected us from the white poke man and he brought kat and i home. hahah! Thank you Bryan!

i had enough of always being in the middle. and so, i'm getting out of it. i'm sorry if you think i'm not brave enough to take a risk, but i'm just not ready.. a lousy excuse to you it might be, but it's the truth. and last night reminded me all over again why i was not. Actions means more than Words.


so today, i met justin for lunch at yoyogi then headed to the library to do our accounting essay. Gosh, accounting is supposed to be NUMBERS, not ESSAYS!? wth, so stupid. Nigel and Kathi joined us at the library.
then jean and kevin came for dinner at MACS! honestly, macdonalds here is Terrible. dont even bother trying. ):

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