Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

at least i still can go with you guys to KL! (: and and and, i have one more week with YOOUUUU! and i plan to make the best out of it. heh WHIEE!

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

today was a tiring day. i went to church and then to the club and then i went to sentosa to meet family friends! hahah i dont really wana go into much details about it. just ,

I SAW SHUN YI! (: that bugger. he is taller than me noww! not fair.
at sentosa, there was a guy serenading his girlfriend.

and a young love blooming.

how sweet. (:

i think this guy is so cute! so small.

auntie val! i swear she's so cool. hahah!

the amount of drinks they bought me- could last me through the desert!

i love sunsets.








Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

if you leave, dont leave now.
please dont take my heart away

last night was a blast! (: i didnt want to go home! heh i wished i brought my camera too. gahh! i dont know why, i keep forgetting to bring it. i hate blogging without pictures. it's so wordy, a picture paints a thousand words right? heh

met ellen and sheryl at wheellock after SO long because they were stuck in a traffic jam. woah, i didnt know that it was so crowded in wheellock at night. kat and i had to queue at NYDC for like 45 mins before we could get our table. so anyway, we had good dinner conversations. HAHHA! gosh, ellen and sheryl never fails to bring a smile on your face.
so then sheryl left to meet her mysterious boyfriend. hahah! that silly girl, didnt want to let us see him. cheh! heh but in the end, we did. we love you sheryl! dont kae siao with us okay! heh(:

so it was left ellen, kat and i. hanged around coffee bean for a while and then we decided to hop over to lido's maccafe. heh we thought EVERYONE was at juncai's place gambling and whatnot so we decided to try our luck and call jonny to see if he was in town. AND HE WAS! with the whole group. YAY! hahah and guess what, they were at lido's pepper lunch! omg, and we were just gona cross the road to lido! hahah! so we three joined jonny, juncai, james, marcusphooi, lawerance at pepper lunch. then nic, dom, jonho, becs and ed came to join us later. Hmm, so fun so fun. marcus phooi was being retarded by stuffing his pepper lunch into the 'comments card' holder. ): damn gross .
i need you like i needed you then
KANE DROPPED BY FOR A WHILE! OMG, I LOVE YOUR HAIR! heh hope you get well soon! you went into army for the first week and you're MEANT to do exercise and train, but you did none! hahah good job good job.

so then we all left to chips to see elsony! on the way, juncai and the whole group of guys wanted to disturb tranny-s. omg, no way am i staying for the show. hahah! i heard that tranny-s are like damn fierce when they are angry. seriously dont wana be beaten up by a boy/girl. hahah! so yeps!
it was fun. heh
i promise i'll upload pictures soon because it's the river island fashion show! hahah WHIEE! (:

you always said we'll be friends someday.
so where's your fucking promise?



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


that song has been going on and on played in my head for the whole day. hahah! ELLEN! omg, we were like singing to it during lunch and like kui was like raising his eyebrows at us. so we took off our ipod earpiece and like gave it to him to listen to it. HAHAH! THEN HE GOT ADDICTED TO IT! that silly boy said he got damn turned on. HAHAH! retard.

we realised that we were sounding really stupid just singing that chorus when no one can hear the music. hahah! (:

im trying to decide on what my mood is now because it's either i stay at home rotting on my couch watching a nice sad romantic movie OR i go out.
im tired, but i still wana go out. so GAHH! how to decide! ):
oh yeah, and i feel fat.. bleah i ate a whole horse today.
bak kut teh in the morning and TONS of sweets and snacks in between.
basically enough to make a person feel disgusted with herself

SO HOW!?

my mum said that i cant go to anymore house parties because i will only drink and gamble there. my mum knows me too well. gahh! so i dont think i can make it to juncai's house. Hmm, SO HOW?!

oh oh, im going to a fashion show with my daddy tmr! (: and with vip tickets which is just awesome cause then i wont have to be standing in the crowds. i love it! whiee! i'll definitely gona be posting TONS of photos. i love my daddy. i hope he feels like shopping because when he does, WOAH, you can imagine. hahah! he wants to revamp my whole wardrobe, it's like his 'project' now. he wants to make me wear dresses and like stuff, so well i dont mind! hahah i can be his barbie doll. (:

Hmm, i just had a sudden urge to talk to GLENN LIM! that silly bugger, just cause he has his Os this year he seems to be always busy. WHAT ABOUT YOUR BFFL HUR! heh oh wells, call me soon babes! *insert a cheesy smile (:

my laptop is so screwed up now. some stupid part just popped up so it looks so.. GAHH! it's a really big hint that i should really be getting a new laptop. hahah (: *hint hint!

okay! ive decided. i'll be meeting ellen and all for dinner tonight because... gahh! shucks. okay okay, so ive got to bathe now. LATER BABES! (: maybe pop by juncai's house?

less than 3 more days to my REAL holiday (: hell, i cant wait!



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

oh God oh God, please send an angel to bring me money.

i'm SO BROKE! oh gosh, i swear i dont know how i spend my money. i have like $35 left in my bank to last me through the whole month! ): gosh, and plus my parents are going away.. how am i going to survive?! gahh, so angel please come like really soon? (:

i made my speech today! (: im quite pleased about it. for the first time, i actually realised that practicing does make a HUGE difference. for once, i practiced and recited my speech over and over again until i can even memories it. hahah! go me!


so yeahh, i didnt screw up that badly. but after i made my speech, my knees started to give way as i hurried off the stage. they were shaking uncontrollably! gosh, i had to sit for a while. hahah!


that day at ikea, shumei was being retarded again. hahah!


and shumei and her monster eyes. so cute (:

oh and i've met The Hottest Guy on this planet.

jared padalecki.
yes yes yes, tell me you agree with me. hahah! *swoons.
watch supernatural .

watch, for the best kiss ever. you can swoon with me (: it was my pleasure



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i WAS supposed to meeet sarina heng for tea after school today but that silly girl had some council briefing so i only met her for like 5 mins. i wana see more of you dear! (: so in the end, priss, eng, ellen, kat and i went to nydc. we were all planning to have this huge dessert after our main course, but we never got to that. SO FULL! hahah
throughout the lunch, we were persuading eng not to pull out of council. i mean, his speech was SOOO GOOD! it would have been a waste if he did just cause he thought he wasnt responsible enough. so please my dear pal, if you really do pull out, i'll really be very disappointed in you.

i wrote my speech! gosh, i really do pray that i dont get stage fright! i also do. sigh ; it's times like this that i wish you were still there for me.

so then sweets, david, joshua, andrew and a whole lot dropped by and we walked to meet mich and james at party with us. and OH MY GOSH, i saw a MONKEY climbing a lamp post! OMG! yeah yeah yeah! it was SOOOOO scary. hello, monkeys are meant to be in the ZOO, not in holland village.

then i met up with steph, sarina and cheryl and i left with steph for our manicures! ahh, dont you just love pampering yourself. hahah! steph! i want the pictures! (: i had fun talking to you dear !

steph says that there are four kinds of love.

1. family love
2. God's love (religion love)
3. friends love
4. relationship love

and you have to have at least two in order for a person to be happy. and well, no wonder im feeling okay. heh ive got three! (:

marcus eng, ellen, shumei, and like a whole lot of other people say that andrew and i will definitely get married. (....) dot dot dot. seriously. hahah! it'll seriously be damn funny if like what they say comes true. which is totally bullshit because andrew and i just cant get along well or rather we get on each other's nerves. heh andrew is always so short tempered with me and i, well i just cant stand him sometimes. so actually it's really silly, what they say. andrew and i were talking in maths today about what IF we really do get married. HAHA! both of us know FOR SURE that we'll definitely scream our heads off if we go to the same college unknowingly and it'll just be a jaw-dropping, run the opposite direction oh my gosh experience . cause then i'll be stuck with him for another.. 4 to 5 years? hahah! ive known him for 2 years plus already! heh eng and all were like coming up with weird examples of what our marriage life would be. HAHAH! it was quite humourous i must say. now im just so curious to peek into the future to see if what they predict would come true.

eng told me that andrew has a blog and on it, he did this lame ass thing of like listing down 20 people's names, and i so happened to be number 4. and guess what the question was?

question: would you date number 4?

his answer: hell no!

HAHAH! okay okay, you see! we both hate each other's guts. heh stupid andrew, i'll pour the garbage on you again . cheh!

and on eng's blog, he did the same. and eng put me as number 7 (my favourite number) and andrew was number 2.

question: Would #2 and #7 date?

his answer: YES! THEY'RE GONNA GET TOGETHER ONE OF THESE DAYS! IT'LL BE THE FUNNIEST SHIT EVER

hahah! tell me why eng is my friend again?! gosh, so yeahh. this is why. some call it fate, i call it coincidence. but i still do believe in fate, so i'll let it do it's work. but for this very moment, i think staying friends is hard enough. hahah!

am i right andrew? (: HAHAH! i swear he'll kill me if he sees this photo. he looks so weird, it's funny. there Are better pictures of him, but well what would i be if i put up a damn good looking photo here? hahah! i remeber not speaking to you for a whole year, im sorry about that. heh

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

OMG, I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU MY SILLY RAPIST! HAHAHA! (concentrate on debs, a really horrible photo of me ): )
YOU'RE SO DAMN SWEET!



I GOT A BOX OF HOME MADE YUMMY MUFFINS (filled with tons of extra chocs on the side)
AND A LOVE NOTE MADE BY DEBS

AND THIS REALLY REALLY CUTE LITTLE SWEET.

omg, my heart just melted. a smile was like plastered on my face throughout dinner. hahah! i was so happy!

my special shoutout to debbie gan :
lay!! omg, i love you so damn much okay ! i'm missing you like crazy without you!! you promised to come down to school today, but you didnt! i wanted to see you and i was going to call you but i couldnt get through. did you change your number?! ): but but but, your surprise totally made my day.. no no it made my WEEK! gahh, im going all gaga over you now sexy! heh i miss the times we had in china babe!(my rapist both day and night! ) and like our crying in the school toilets! hahah shared so many good memories with you my dear!

I WANA SEE YOUU!







Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


this song has been stuck in my head for the whole day - sigh.
if you are missing someone, this song is for you.
jesse mccartney- tell her

school was awesome today! i love love ADORE school. i walked out early in the morning to meet eng in holland for a starbucks breakfast. i bought a skinny latte for james! Skinny james, it's Skinny! (:
i talked to nicpua last night! that bugger; to the gym! im looking forward to your majorly hot body by december! (: you and i babes, we'll do it. hahah!
so anyway, much love in school. we semi 'gambled' in school again. hahah! the only thing we know to do when we're bored. it was damn fun! although i lost money, but it's in the thrill! awesome.

yuquan (jonny) tailored his school pants to skinny jeans! omg, so cool. i just realised today. it's so sexy i swear. so then after school, shumei kat yuquan rodick and miles went with me to ikea! it was damn funny, we have our malaysia trip all planned out. hahah! we'll bring out ice mountain water bottles there! (if you know what i mean.) heh something to look forward to-

if you see my boy, just tell him i miss his smile.
if you see my boy, just tell him i love him-
he's the one thing that i could never live without, but for now i'm doing fine..

(:

i went to mich's blog and saw this quiz and so i took it . Hmm, i dont know if that's true. i doubt it.

michelle lim sm! i'm gona miss you so damn much when you leave! we been friends since primary FIVE! and our friendship is definitely not gona end just because you're in australia! i'll miss you so much when we have our gatherings! but anyhows, we'll definitely hold on when you and frankie come back! (: take care in auzzie land, and dont forget about us! you Must come back for our shabu shabu dinners and our chicken stew okay! hahaha!

WITH MUCH LOVE, kristi

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

helped out at the go fish event in church today.
it was helpful. hahah it helped me to get my mind off some unpleasant stuff so i guess that's good. (: i was stonning throughout the whole morning because i slept at like close to 3 and woke up at 8 in the morning. so yeahh, i was like a walking zombie with a heart that's gona fail any minute. it took everything in me not to run away, i wanted to just run away and hide in a secluded area like in east coast for something. i kept looking up and down, up and down- praying and hoping that ... - and so thank God i didnt. i dont know what i would have done if, - . sigh, i think i would have ran away. im such a coward.

i love my BFFL! glenn glenn! Hmm, what would i do without you you lamespok! hahah !
hanged out with some of isaac's friends, then went to join kat and mildred. it was damn funny because of this toy gun. HAHAH! i swear it makes you scream when it's pointed at you. it's so scary! chills down my spine.

But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard

it's so hot now! i think i'll drag my ass down to my god foresaken pool to at least try to check one of the 'things to do during the march holidays' - to get darker.

It's taking everything in me

hahah! yeahh, i need to get darker. (: school is starting tmr! that means, i have to crash every piece of homework by tonight. gosh, help!

Just to forget your sweater so far

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

OH MY FUCKING GOSH, I'M SO DAMN PISSED OFF MY DAMN HANDS ARE SHAKING.
WHAT THE SHIIIIITTT!
ARGH, I DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE OKAY.
YOU CAN DO WHATEVER FUCK YOU WANT I DONT CARE ANYMORE.

i dont think ive ever been so mad in my entire life. now i know how much i really mean to you. FUCKING NOTHING. well, it's okay because from today onwards- you mean nothing to me too.

you make me sick, i hate you.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

everybody wants to be loved, every once in a while
we all need someone to hold on to, just like a helpless child
can you whisper in my ear, let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming down this road and now i know what ive been searching for..
it's been a long long wayy and now i see through the eyes it's been a long time.. ohh it's been a long time, coming.

i think i just need to cry or something. i feel so numb and just annoyed. james says i have a - problem. maybe he's right, i think i need one now.
kathi says i need to find a way to control my anger, i think i just need a break.
look, we're already Not together for a Month. i thought i was over all the anons and all. but i cant right? if anything, i hide behind my daddy. my fucked up personality only comes when You anons keeps saying stuff like that. i mean, wth. sigh, if your main aim was to affect me then congrats, mission accomplished.
i'm gona sleep it off. today was relatively a bad day, i missed him terribly for the first time since - . and yeahh, i think i need a new one.

p.s when i said : you have no idea who you're dealing with when you're talking about my parents. i meant that you have to deal with firstly, God (because you're Cursing,) and secondly my parents?
i didnt mean myself. oh wells, then again i dont have to try to explain myself to you right? i mean, you'll just say im trying to twist my words. so whatever. bye



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

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