Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

hello! hahha. okay, today i went to church at ten cause it was combine service. well.. it was okay. i mean timong! yay! he is like my hottest cousin. hahah! then i was with uwei and his friend nicholas for a while. hahah! they were so funny. bleah. had to go for cellgroup, and we watched this super old film, i forgot the name, but it was about gangsters and all. they were all blacks, so they had this weird american accent when they spoke. hahah! it was okay.. just at times i had no idea what they were talking about! hah.
after that, i went with uwei to town to get joe his birthday present. haha! hope you like it joe! well.. after that, we went to andrew's house. gahh! i was so bored! i was like goodness! cause they were playing wow, and i was like shit, what am i going to do now. THANKS ALOT MINGYUI! hahaha! left me all by myself, i was like literally talking to myself. hahah! but it was alright, cause we left in a while. hahah! i must say that andrew's mum looks so.. in. hahah! she had like dyed blond hair, with like this hot figure for a mother of two. hahah! im impressed. heh.
after that, we went to acjc to play games! hahah! it was freaking fun, i thought. heh. was with alex and jiaen, and we were like soo scared of that paul guy. gosh. he was like tall and super strong. he was a waterpolo player, and he was playing captains ball with us! -shivers. hahah! he was mighty strong. hahah!
then, alex almost dislocated her knee. bleah. then, there was this guy, who did something really sweet. i was like aww.. hahah! cause, he went to like buy a cold drink for alex to put on her knee, and i thought it was really kind of him. how thoughtful. hahah!
yupps, well,thats about it. love!

ill keep you in the dark for now, and when the time is right, ill tell you.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

kristi: quick shout it..
small voice in my head: no no no.. dont dont dont..!
kristi: ookay.. i think i will shout it..
small voice in my head: are you sure.. what if.. what if..
kristi: nahh.. its okay. just shout it!
small voice in my head: its your choice kristi..
kristi: hahah ookays.. i will shout it.
I FUCKING MISS YOU!
hahaha! im high.. bleah. talking to timothyong now. whoohoo! he is sooo cute. hahah! he is my HOT COUSIN! ahahah! oohhh wells..



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

EXAMS ARE OVER!
omg. im sooo happy! WHOOHOO!

today i went out with uwei, ming yiu, soonleng and andrew. gosh. it was okay la. cause since someone had tuition and didnt tell me until today, so i had to last minute ask people out. hahah! goodness. watched zoro.
ATTENTION EVERYONE: DO NOT WATCH ZORO!
its a freaking BORING movie. i almost fell asleep in the middle of it la. hahaha! before the movie started, it was sooo funny. hahah ! uwei and soonleng were like doing some silly stuff. holding hands and shit. hahah! funny. heh then after the movie, i had to walk to hereen to meet kat and hk. well then at hereen i met marcus phooi and shermen. hahah! gosh. he looks sooo scary. bleah. but marcus looked hot. hahah with his cap. i was scared out of my knickers man. wanted to take neoprints with uwei and mingyui, but uwei was being such an ass, and didnt want to take. BOO! hahaha! saying what crap. hmph. then when everyone left and only left me kat uwei and mingyui, we decided to walk to borders to read mags. hahah! such cheapskate people. haha! but then half way, mingyui and i lost kat and uwei. bleah. didnt know where they went, so we just kept on walking. hahaha! then we got lost in the tunnels! hahah! it was freaking fun. hahah! oh wells. then we saw this man in thongs! wow.. it was shocking. hahah! red thongs! in the middle of the passage. ahah it was.. shocking. hah
okay, i know this is boring. but its 12.07 am in the morning and im stonning. gahh. im so tired! will blog later or something. love!

IF YOU WERE MINE, I WOULD LOVE YOU LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

if you were mine -- cyndi thompson

If you were mine I would celebrate like everyday was Christmas
If you were mine I would love you like it's nobody's business
I would give you everything I had
I would treat you right I would make you laugh
Baby I would smile forever
If you were mine

If you were mine baby night would be a romance novel
If you were mine I would quench your thirst
Like a tall glass of water
You would be my one desire
I would kiss you like a house on fire
Baby I would burn like crazy
If you were mine
If you were mine
If you were mine

You're everything I can't resist
Just to hear your voice is bliss
It is,yeah it is

If you were mine I would shout it out
We'd show the world what love's about
We'd never sleep in our big old bed
We'd just kiss and kiss and kiss instead
If you were mine I would be complete
Nothing would be missing baby
If you were mine
If only you were mine

this song is dedicated to YOU!



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

HELLO! hahah omg. i was reading through my past posts and i remembered the time when that special someone made my day! hahah! oh my gosh! and i dont know why, now im sooo happy! hahah! happy, when im supposed to be FRETTING over my LITERATURE! gosh. im sooo going to fail. i thought that lit was going to be a breeze and now, i think im sooo not prepared for it. gahh! but who cares?! that someone made my day for me! YAY! hahah
and yes, it is that cute, hot, amazing guy that said i looked good in my specs that day. hahah! oh oh and so to iain and marcus eng. you guys made my day the following day too. but not as much as him cause you guys copied him! hahaha! kidding. i think i sound crazy. i should stop. hahah!
swoons.
im happy and contented now.

I WANT MY RAINBOW TO COME NOW!



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

Kristi.

Kristi Ann Ong,
I have known you for so long.

Theres something about you,
I dont know about the others, but I sure do.

There is somethings about you that is indescribable,
Your character is definitely that of special.

Define special,
Honest and amicable.

Traits that many do not have,
Its their loss so too bad.

Smiles aplenty,
You brighten up many.

The courage and strength in you is evident,
That we all must truly learn.

Those experiences you went through,
Have thought you grow.

Without a doubt,
I would like to give you a shout out! “KRISTI ANN ONG IS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT! “


hahah! KANELIM wrote it for me! yay! lovelovelove! its a super nice one. not the normal depressing ones anymore, but the super NICE SWEET ones. hahah! whiee! i can never get the words to rhyme no matter how hard i try.gahh. anyways my dear poet, when you become famous, dont forget to make this your master piece! hahah. i know you want to. :]

love!



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

where did i go wrong?
everyone said that i was wrong, that he was not the one for me.
but i denied it and said, " you guys are wrong, i see something in him that you guys cant see"
but i guess i was wrong.
the thing that i used to see in him is now gone,
gone like the wind.
where did i go wrong?
i cant even get the care and concern you give to your friends.
am i worth less than your friends?
if i died today, would you even care?
no, thats the answer.
i just need one person to tell me that i was correct in choosing you,
right in saying that you are special, something worth having and holding on to.
but not one can tell me that.
where did i go wrong?



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..





Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

today was such a crap day. bleah. oh wells, life cant get any worse right? i mean seriously, gosh! i cant wait for the holidays, so i can finally get over you. cause to me, i cant get over you when im seeing you EVER SINGLE FUCKING DAY.
gahh. dont know why, today i felt damm fucking frustrated.
honestly, i dont have any idea why you were frustrated or pissed with me in the first place. i didnt do anything. it was YOU who did me wrong. you know its true okay. but like i decided to like just not mind it, cause seriously, i didnt really want to end of the day badly, and so i only said a few words, which was that you should have at least had the curtosy to inform me that you werent going to come, and i wouldnt have been like mad of whatever. i mean, YEAH!. but you didnt. and well, i didnt even say anyhting about it okay. but then you got pissed with me. and like if you dont notice, it was YOU who got 'irritated' with me first. i strangled your neck cause i was pissed, and i was, but i let it slide. and if you got pissed with me because of that, then well, i would love to remind you that you do that to me every single day. so whats the difference?. sigh. day by day, i see a different side of you.and i dont like it.
you know, you have no right to treat people like crap. even if they dont mean anything to you, you should at least respect them because they are people with feelings, and the things you do to them are just not.. fair and just.i mean who are you? you are not God or whatsoever, you are a human being as well okay.
and by the way, i cried not because of what jonho said to me, but because of you. it has always been about you and you only.
hahah i cant believe that i even made a present for your birthday okay.i made it. sighh.. i guess im not gona have to give it to you anymore. its not worth it. because, you wouldnt even be moved by it.
ah fuck. i had enough of this shit and all okay. even though i love you and all, i had enough. you have actually managed to push me away and hurt me so much that i have actually given up on you. so congrats, you did it, im never going to fall for you again because i will always remember the hurt you have caused me and all. so congrats, you have accomplished what you wanted my sweet love.

you were everything to me, but thats in the past, and its going to stay there, forever.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

FLY

I tried to salvage this relationship,
In the end I fell so deep.

Entangled in the web of pain,
None of you will feel the same.

They said time would heal,
But I honestly dont think its for real.

Days and nights spending crying,
I finally realized all along you were lying.

You dont think Im strong enough,
I wont be a prisoner of your love.

Plucked up my courage,
And left and flew out of the cage.

YOU gave me strength and peace,
You gave me hope when I almost lost it all.

I think Ive found the one.
The one whos up above the sun,

You taught me how to spread my wings and fly.
And now Im alive.

Thank you.

---> omg. kane did that for me! its sooo freaking good. like wow! im impressed! hahah

I LOVE IT!
he just managed to cheer me up! :] lovelove!



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

oh wells.. today was an okay day, hahah! went to school todays. ahh.. i miss peoeple in school sooo much! hahah! like debbie, sarina, and yes! kane and james! i missed you guys! hahah and of couse those unnamed.. oh wells. hmm!
nicpua is sooo good in tennis! wow. im in awe. hahah! ill give him a standing ovation man. hahah! he will be my idol in tennis soon. hahah! roger federer move aside! hahah! i suck in tennis man. hahah! i hit one ball out of the whole tennis court and into the drain! hahaha! shhh.. dont tell alex! hahah! he will slaughter me. heh .
then during history, it was soo fun. hahah! marcus and kane was both beside me and they kept bullying me! my gosh! hahah! mrs tan was like scolding me for NO reason! hahah! idiots. heh. but it was damm funny..
then there was this silly maths talk about codes and shit. omg. i gave up trying to undertand it after a few minutes la! just stoning there. hahah! cause i mean seriously! i couldnt make sense of all the numbers! bleah. hahh!
thenn.. when debs kat and i were in biology, juncai and jonchua called us bimbos! hahah! thats so not true. gosh. only cause we couldnt hear what they were saying. hahah!
oh man.. i really really really dont feel like studying! exams are in seven days time! goodness. i have hardly finished anything! hahah!
anyways, going to mug now. love!

if i kissed you, would fireworks fly?



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

hello! omg. today was such a boring day..!! i almost fell asleep on my desk. hahah! did maths, biology and history today. but mostly maths. gosh. headache!! anyways, nothing much to say, so see you !

you told me to move on, and so thats what i'll do. its another perfect day..



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

you dont know how many times i want to msg you,
only to have typed the msg and then cleared the text,
because i dont want you to know that ive been thinking of you.
if i sent all the msges i have typed,
it would be countless.
you dont know how many times i want to call you,
just to hear your voice,
to at least think that you were thinking of me.
but i know that you werent,
and i know i can deal with it,
but this time, it is different.
because you are different.
i miss you so,
but i know that you dont.

someone please save me, my heart is bleeding...



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

we had it all but you chose not to know,
you always knew what my heart wanted.
i should let you go,
i love you with your disguse,
you have proven that love is blind
and there are no answers i find,
to stopped the tears from my eyes
and now everything looks black and white
you have taken away clear blue skies
and though its time to go
i know my heart has always been and will be there with you.

i want to let you go marcus, but i just cant and i dont know what to do. please tell me what you did to get over me? i want to know how you did it, badly.
imissyou.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

scars --> papa roach
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You should've never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I triedI'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

hello! today was a boring day.. hahah freaking nervous about tmr.. gosh. im sooo going to freak out tmr. bleah bleah bleah. talk about WORRIED!
please God, save me!
today during dinner was tense. hahah! like seriously, maybe it was due to the restaurant we went to. we were all seriously getting alot of bad vibes from the place. maybe its cause the feng sui wasnt good. cause seriously, all of us feel damm aggitated in there. oh wells, its over now. :]



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

hello! omg. i have a turtle on my hand. bleah. so awful! my mum was like "oh my goodness! what is that on your hand?! who drew it for you?! oh my, you look like a gangster with a tattoo" hahaha! she is so cute. heh i love you mum! hahah
oh wells.. on friday i have to go for an operation. like put to sleep or something in the theater. goodness. im sooo scared! when i heard it i was like omg. are you serious?!
im sooo freaking scared!

today was uneventful.. in the morning i felt super sad and depressed. sigh, but like i was determined to not be that way for the whole day, so after lunch, i went to eat POCKY [if thats how you spell it] and i felt soo much better. hahah! then i went to call kanelim. boo! he should have came to school today. dont know why, but every time i see him, i always feel better and happier. not that i have a crush on him or something, because i dont. and he is not my eye candy. but yeah, maybe its just him and his aura..hahah! oh wells.
kanelim! come to school tmr! you need to calm my nerves. heh :]
yupps. so my day was okay. tried playing the drums today, but marcusphooi was sort of making fun of me that i couldnt play and shit. hmph! i can okay! hahah! im learning slowly... ahahha! asshole.
debbiegan! i miss you so! you didnt come to school today! boo! take care yeah? loveyou!



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

oh man. i think i need to chill man! bleah. im too stressed. stressed about soo many things.
1.my exams are coming, i have not even finished studying
2. i have so many things on my mind, and heart. its getting my depressed
3. with the things troubling me, i have major difficulties concentrating.
4. i get pissed over the smallest things.
5. i am becoming more and more petty.
6. bitchness is always coming up.
7. im soooo frustrated, its always like a silent scream in my mind.

i need tuition!
ADMATHS! <-- thats the major one.
i know nothing about it. its crazy! im clueless. bleah.

last night, i had a very very weird dream.. i only remember myself dreaming of nic, uwei and LOUIS! omg. talk about weird.. bleah.

--> i think that we can be happy if we try together...



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

today someone made me day! yay! hahaha!
cause well, basically my morning sucked like shit. cause of various stuff, but then after THAT, i was like sooo happy. hahah! didnt know just that one sentence can make a person's day, i should go out to everyone and say, " hey! you look good today!" hahaha! did i just make your day?! yay! hahahha!
sorry debs for copying this but,
WHIEE!! im high.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

hello! today was okay.. sigh. dont know what to say here..
there is nothing much in my life now thats good.
its all just majorly crap.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

everyday i put on this mask, a mask of happiness and joy
and i pray to God that no one can see through it.
because i never want to confront it, i just wana hide and run from it.
it hurts me so badly, but i just turn my cheek against it
trying not to think about it.
so the mask doesnt crumble and i wont weep in the corner
cause i dont want him to see me like that,
see me hurting so much just because of him...

--> to be continued..



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

hello.. today was quite interesting in the end. the rest was just screwed up. hahaha! played captains ball at the end of the day for oldham. it was so fun. heh omg. kane and james were freaking funny la! kept on laughing and shit until i had a stomach ache. heh! it was like the best game so far. heh. oh wells.. my eye is still like shit. but its getting better.. i hope it gets well soon. hahah!

oh wells.. sigh. i still miss you.. but i guess from the way you are treating me.. i guess ill just move on.. if you say you love me still, then you have a weird and funny way of showing me, because from the way i see it, you dont anymore.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

today was sooo interesting! hahahahah!
DEBBIEGAN! hahah! omg. during cellgroup today, we were laughing so hard cause of ______. hahah! it was damm funny! omg. so gay.! hahahah! shhh..hee. tried so hard to stop, but it was like impossible. hahah!
i feel so lazy to blog.. bleah.
had banana split in DOME. gosh.
--> FATTENING!
but who cares, its exam period. and that means, 3 kg put on for me.. gahh! that sucks. hahah!
i hope not though. heh
omg.. i feel so depressed la! wth. i think i have to go for another operation. gosh! what did i do to deserve this. bleah. okok this shall be my open prayer to God right here right now.

dear God,
PLEASE heal my eye! i really really do not want to go for another surgery. it hurts sooo much.. i dont think i can take it. sigh. please heal it tonight before i go to the doctor tmr..
THANK YOU GOD!
iloveyou.!

i want you to know that i will never forget us.

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