Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@7:44 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
firstly, i really should be doing my HOI instead of blogging. but hey, life doesnt stop for HOI.
last night was study night. (:
nigel, nic, justin, rayner, kat and i spent it at the library until 1 AM. (the library closes at 3am during the week because melbourne uni exams are round the corner. yikes!)
Whiee! it was fun. hahah there we were, in the midst of mugging university students doing our HOI essay.
100 words! 115 words! 200 words!were the words that were slowly exclaimed throughout the night.
but later on, the guys (Nigel) procceeded to his dota, and Justin played his Golf game on his Sony E. phone.
hahah! rayner kept thinking i was out to suan him. Oh wells, it was unintentional silly.
IT WAS FOR LOVE! (:seriously, i think im a cynical when it comes to love.
rayner was also trying to make me emo with his DAMN SAD EMO song. AHHH! heart melts.
Seriously?!
so then we headed in the chilly air to intersection for supper! a slice of pizza please! there was this porno show on tv. So that's what aussies watch. hahah
school was a drag again. i skipped my Maths 1 tute to go for extra Maths 2 lessons. Boring Boring Boring. i think the drama teacher, danny, loves to pick on me. especially during the warm up part, he keeps staring at me to make a sound. I Hate Drama. i cant act for nuts, much less do the monologue exam two weeks from now. HELLO?! someone kill me.
Oh oh! i stupidly picked the Worst monologue EVER! it's so hard ! the thing is, i didnt realise it until now, two weeks before the exam. GOSH, i just randomly picked one, and i picked the Matchmaker. ): it wasnt even in my 'okay-i-can-do-this-maybe' list. So basically, i'm fucked for my drama.
this is the song Rayner tried to drug me with.
across five aprils- a year from now
listen to the lyrics, (duh). the most decent video i could find on youtube. anyone knows where to find songs to put on blogs that's not on youtube? please tell me! (: thanks!
Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory, We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real, You said they were,What happened?
You were a priority, Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways, And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? I don't consider this a mistake,I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
yes, just kill me right now.
awesome lyrics. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:43 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
james love, you have no idea how much i miss you everyday.
i'm so happy that we've been through so much. cant wait to see you again james!
(:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, May 26, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:53 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
to the hustle!
hahah im listening to this really gay song right now on nic's mac. BOO!
so anyway, I CUT MY HAIR ON THURSDAY! you could say i see the world with new eyes now. i see More things. hahah went to the hairdresser downstairs of Arrow- Karioos ( i think). my hairdresser was so cute! i was like her barbie doll for the day. fuck man, she cut my hair SO fast! like snip snip SNIP! and there goes my frindge! i amost died. my heart stopped for a minute. it was not even funny la. i wouldnt say my frindge is that bad, it's okay. just a tad short. so after that 5 min hair cut, she procceded to CURL my hair then shaved/trimmed my eyebrows. HAHAH!
i walked in a chinese, i walked out a korean. ):
maybe i was born to be a korean.
lalala but i hate korean food. japanese food i love
friday night,went to melbourne central to watch PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 3 with 11 people! (: gosh, i must say firstly that it is a DAMN GOOD SHOW. (i watched it twice!)
sem: (at the sad ending part) CELINA! hold my hand! hahah so cute! but i really enjoyed it. so then kat and i made our way down to
S.L.A.P!Sounds Like A Plan - 25th May 2007, party at Arrows.
it was a really good party.
pity i didnt bring my camera. but i was just next to the toilet bowl maybe for the whole time i was there.Argh, everyone puked it was not even funny.
i swear, nigel, justin and nic went crazy! they bought a 'many spinning colour' light bulb (if you know what i mean) and they even had a SLAP playlist. hahah!
the security guard came to chase us away, but then after 'reprimanding' us, minutes later They came to join the party. with a few other next-door neighbours. PHEEW! friking irish people are damn hot with their accent. hahah!
saturday-spent the day with nic at the state library, and then nigel and justin came to join us for dinner. omg, we went BOWLING after that! freaking awesome. it was So fun. and i realised that i actually dont really suck that much at bowling. my balls didnt go into the gutter. (:
justin and i made this bet at the end on who would beat each other, AND I JUST LOST BY LIKE 4 PINS! OMG,STRESS!
cause i was after justin, so all the guys were like 'GUTTER BALL GUTTER BALL'.
only stressed me up and so the remaining two balls were all gutter balls. AHH! so i guess i owe you a drink justin. ):
so after we went to catch potc Again.
so basically that's about it. Sunday was the usual.
i tried to study but i couldnt! no idea why, just couldnt concentrate. after that headed to sem and belle's place for dinner and our Sunday Night Talkie.
photos later.
i wana be your last first kiss-
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Thursday, May 24, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@1:07 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i was going through my past past PAST entries in my blog and omg, i cant stop smiling la. it's So funny. the way i used to type/speak/and even think is Amazing. i reckon it should be a documentry, no?
there are times in life where you just have to pick yourself up
and carry on with life.
yes, life wont be the same
but it will be different.
there are times in life where you love a person,
yet you have to let him go.
yes, life wont be the same,
it will never be.
but it will be different.
there are times in life where you have to block out all the pain and hurt
and carry on with life.
yes, life wont be the same
but it will be different.
i wrote this on a saturday july 16, 2005. AHHH! omg, it's so embarrassing. it gives me chills down my spine. haha it was during the time where marcus PHOOI and i were always fighting. hahah! and SERIOUSLY, i had the word iloveyou at the end of every post. WTF! HAHAH! SERIOUSLY?! i was sec 3, forgive my un-coolness. haha shucks, i feel gross. i bet when i am like 20 i will look back on This post and be like OhMyGoodness! Why is my 'i' not in Caps. *Bish. i shall not read anymore 2005 entries. it scares me. ):
im talking to glenn online now! i miss him a big deal! he had his SYF performance 2 nights in the row and i wasnt there! he had a Solo performance on his sax and i wasnt there! OhMiGosh, he made me feel like swimming all the way back home la! hahah
(glenn with his sax) ah i couldnt find a better photo of him. TOO BAD GLENN.
glenn; says:
the most handsome person on the universe?!
and
kristi says:
most definately (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:47 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i've not blogged in AGES! and so i thought i should give a little love to my slightly abandoned blog. (:
school has decided to give me TONS of essays to complete and it's all due around the same date. stress!you could say.
and i'm
SICK! like REALLY sick, ive got the whole flu viral thing in one- running nose, cough, aching body ect.
i wana get well please! ):
the highlight of the weekend : CELINA'S BIRTHDAY PARTY! 
PHOTOS, i'll let you do the talking.
belle, this will forever be your pose. (:
the guys - justin, tito, nic and nigel
kent, this is for you , - (:
the booze
the birthday girl! (: you looked gorgeous as usual my dear!
he smiled for this photo! hahah
it's time to blow out the candles -
I LOVE YOU.. AH, YOU KNOW ME SO WELL.. THANK YOU GUYS.. I'M SO TOUCHED.. IM GOING TO CRY.. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.. I LOVE YOUU.. AH, YOU KNOW ME SO WELL..hahaha! celina kept saying those lines, it was so cute.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR! (: HOPE YOU HAD AN AWESOME TIME. p.s you can use the thong in hongkong.. teehee
oh oh, eng called me last night !! i love you eng! so damn much (: what the hell would i do without you?! and can i say, you're SO predictable?! gosh, damn cute can. heh
oh and dear,
i've got a personal interest now (: fuck yes,i cant tell you now, so dont ask. but Hmm, have i told you lately that i love you? fucking Rod Steward is singing into my ear now.rahh i miss you
byebye!
on a small note-
VICTORIA! omg, i cant wait till you commeeee! but sadly, my family would be over at the same time! oh wells, i guess i would have to split my time. hahah! i miss you silly! (: so excited to see you again! i live at college square on swanston. i'll be damn near you!! whoohoo!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Sunday, May 20, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@4:48 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
awkward last words.
i really wana go back HOME! ): sigh, i'm feeling so awful today. let's not talk about it.
so i'll blog later about celina's 19th birthday party. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRINCESS! (:p.s i'm sorry guys for leaving. now, thinking back i really regret making that stupid decision. i should have known better.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Thursday, May 17, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@1:35 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i didnt see any green fairy. ):yesterday was so tiring! firstly, i had a FULL day at school. i hate wednesdays. a whole rollarcoaster ride of emotions man.
First, i got embarrassed by wiri. that bugger.
in the room-kris: "hey hey! lets go say hi to - "
wiri: "okay"
outside when we just walked up to -.wiri: " hey -, kristi wants to say hi to you."
WHAT?! hahah i was like flabbagasted. stupid wiri, i think you made me go red. hahah
Second, it was a very last minute decision where lix, belle, sem, celina, wiri and haoyu came over for dinner. hahah! i didnt even know about it so there was like not enough meat! so we ended up eating spagg. the easiest thing to cook. heh (: sem is gona be a fantastic housewife.
omg, celina is SOOOOOO cute! she was trying to learn mambo moves AGAIN! gosh, you have to be there to see it. heh it's freaking cute.
i love taiwanese! (: (:
Thirdly, at about nine plus, kat and i went over to nic's place for jon's birthday. heh hanged around the park and all until about 12 when jon FINALLY came back. ah! it was fun. heh alot of cake smashing and camwhoring. heh (: but it was the afterparty that was the BOMB.
we had like absinthe (i swear i didnt see any green fairy.) , corona, vodka and whatnot.
HAHAH i remember my
gay guy. Gosh
i cant remember how i got back, but
THANK YOU VAN! you rock my world. heh
oh and hey guys! i've got a confirm plane flight back on the 30th June and i'll be back at 4 pm! (: WHOOHOO, you know i cant wait.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Monday, May 14, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@1:19 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
the HIGHLIGHT of the dayi pee-ed in the alley today. (:
an experience that's so gross i never wana experience again. hahah rim was having the time of her life staring at my freezing white ass and my pee flowing- making a small river. teehee
oh oh, i ate CRABS today! omg, thank you t. molly! it was soooo goood. heaven in a HUGE crab. i like.. heh
akon says: i wana fuck you
whitney says she wants ta dance with somebody, she wants to feel the heat with somebody.Yeah she wants dance with somebody,With somebody who loves
me. her
finch says he wants you to know that he miss you, he miss you so... he's not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops his heartokay, i was bored. goodnight world(: HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!
I HOPE MY MUM GOT MY LOVE ALL THE WAY FROM MELBOURNE (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, May 12, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:22 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
baby, you will always be the dreamer and i'll be the dream.
love, me
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
♥
Last footprint@5:19 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
me and kathi
sem!
celina and yond (They Can Dance)
rim, belle and yond
yond and haoyi
belle
last night was A W E S O M E !
lavish had a much better crowd then before. whiee!
i just wana say that i'm so glad i've found such an awesome bunch of friends (: Whiee!
Here's a story of a girl living in a lonely world, She also had a secret crush; A little boy who talks too much
And i'm standin in the crowd
And when you smile i check you out
But you don't even know my name
You're too busy playin games
And i want you to know
If you lose your way, I wont let you go
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Friday, May 11, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@7:06 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
pretend love, because there's no world beside us.
i feel so angst now! ): i swear it's my MOOOOOD swings.
notebook is on tv now.. Sigh, it's a movie no girl can resist.
ah! i want ryan gosling! his bedroom eyes, damn toned body..
omg, he's so damn sweet!
would you be mine, ryan?!today i missed my extra accounts lecture because of sleep. but i went for my HOI tute and lecture. for tute, we did this 'play'. hahah! it was damn funny! and for Once the lecture made sense. even though it ended early cause the lecturer rushed through it, it's still such a useless and stupid subject. ROME, GREECE, SPARTA. stoic philosophy, aristotle.. ah!
STRESS!i've got so much work and assignments piling up, but i just cant get down to doing it! ): Oh Wells.
i watched the news a while ago and there was this really corny headline. home newsif you live in the world(they mean- world news.)*bish! Lavish later baby!
bye world ! (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
♥
Last footprint@12:09 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
My whole apartment smells of Fried Oil .
SERIOUSLY?! it stinks so badly, i think i'm gona sleep in the corridors tonight.
It's getting pretty darn cold these days.
I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven...
i didnt get to see my 'Jimmy' today.. ): SIGH, boohoo to me. never mind, tmr i'll see him for one lecture! hahah i'm such a stalker.
ohmygosh, kathi made me So pissed off today.
SHE LOST $25 . ARGH, HELLO SISTER?! WE'RE TRYING TO SAVE MONEY REMEMBER?! my God.
going to lavish again tmr night.
i promise i wont get smashed again.my run-in with bad luck today.i went to the bank to set up an account, then i realised that i had to bring my passport. so i went back to get it, upon returning the LADY tells me she needs my student visa expiry date as well. fyi, i dont have my student visa yet! shh, that's a secret i need to keep in the mean time. ARGH, so in the end after ALL the walking back and forth, i couldnt do it in the end.SIGH i really need a hug.. ):
i miss you guys!
i hope Children of God is doing fine and Crosstrainers! (: good luck in the upcoming bowling gala lovelies!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:38 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
liz has the notebook kiss. ):LISA! i bet you took the quiz a million times just to get the NOTEBOOK kiss okay! hahah i'm so jealous i'm turning green WITH ENVY! hahah
liz: hahaha too bad wendy woman kristi. i am the notebook kiss! :D now who wants to be my ryan gosling? (:is it me, or is she did she just call me WENDY WOMAN. ah! at least.. at least i am dressed in a NIGHT GOWN okay! hahah you in the 60's woman dresser. (was it based in the 60's!? Oh wells, whatever time period it was) argh, i miss my sisters so damn much! http://-vintagelove.blogspot.com/ go to liz's blog. Haha, and you can see why. she's so damn smart and gorgeous. (: aww liz, stop blushing. HAHAH! you're gona blow your top when you see this. *HEE I'M SO GLAD ENG IS OKAY NOW! WHOOHOO! WHAT A LOAD OF THE SHOULDERS MAN! NOW, DIET PLAN ENG! now i'm Jumping up and down, she's the only one around and she means everything to me. (:
this is why my day has been so great today (:
1. it was jam packed full of my tutes and lectures, tiring but bearable.
2. i had a small talk with MICH today outside of lit lecture. it was so dead boring! people were sleeping with their mouths open.HAHA!
3. i love FM static
4. i got to see my JIMMY! (my eyecandy who is just so majorly fucking hot)
5. became better friends with gideon
6. had lunch with Rim, Sem, Belle, Gideon and Kat at union house
7. met lix and van for dinner at van's place
things i HAVE to do or die
DO MY DAMN LAUNDRY! kristi is not happy with no nice smelling clothes.! shit, someone please help me do themm!! ):
and, i know this is bad But i wana shop.. FOR my winter jacket. HAHAH
yay! my daddy just uploaded my bank account with much much MANY love. ah! but it's meant for my rent.. SIGH, money in the bank but Not for you to spend. how sad is that.!
And, today is the 9th . happy 9th people! I just cant wait for today to just be over with. Hello 10th, please hurry up come!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
♥
Last footprint@5:22 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i was actually in this really sad depressing emo mood and thus i was looking for a song on youtube, called
Hey Now by FM static (awesome song, go listen) then i chanced upon this video. omg, it made me smile at their idiotic actions. hahah! american boys i reckon? Gosh, it's so cute.
if you wana watch a really retarded video,
see what i mean? hahah a person commented,
beauty in the breakdown.
and it has 2,922 Views.
hahah!
Canadian band, i lovee.
FM static,
All their songs are fantastic. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
(glenn with his sax) ah i couldnt find a better photo of him. TOO BAD GLENN. 
