Sunday, December 31, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@8:41 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!
would you be part of my small little world?
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, December 30, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@7:54 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
ah! i just came back from flaunt. it was MUCH better than eve at DXO. oh wells,
i had fun (:
first my daddy dropped me of at liang court then i went to meet jeremy and samchow. gosh, we walked the LONGEST most possible way to momo. hahah! but it was fun. i sort of forced everyone to make a wish and pop the coin into the river. hahah but hey! now we can wait for that wish to come true. heh (: so then we headed down in the rain, but it was too early so we sat at a bar and just threw peanuts at samchow. hahah it was damn funny. oh and i got a soft toy! hahah
so then we went into momo for a while, but i must say it was quite empty. hahah at first NO one wanted to dance. but well it was good after that. heh but we left after a while and to walk around, and i swear we did the most retarded stuff ever. like sitting down in the lift until it pms-ed on us and didnt want to move, or like asking random people to help us take pictures with the ultimate bungy (if that's how you spell it), walking all the way to fort canning park and scaring ourselves silly. hahah omg, it was seriously hilarious.
anyway, i slept SO late last night. i had only one hour of sleep cause of a certain someone. i slept at seven and woke up at eight to go to school again. hahah gosh was it just sheer utter crazy-ness. but i got to watch the sunrise in the end! hahah well part of it. but the rest of the day was just being all grouchy and moody. hahah i was so tired i had to literally crawl up the steps of the stage to learnt the leaders' dance. sigh, the sacrifices i make. hahah
a special note to someone: hey, well i think you will know who you are when you read this. at least i hope you'll read it since you said you will never come here again. but well i just wana say how sorry i am that things had to end this way. i never meant to spoil your christmas and well, im just so sorry. i didnt mean any of it. if i could turn back time, i would. but well i guess it's time to move on and just start a new chapter of our lives. there's no point hanging onto something that's already gone. i really enjoyed it while it lasted. i hope we'll stay friends still, cause you know i'll always be there for you mn.
i'm way over my head, again.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@3:12 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
ENG'S CHRISTMAS JUST GOT A WHOLE LOT BETTER BECAUSE OF ME!
thank you eng for that wonderful bracelet! omg, i have been wanting that for OH SO LONG already. omg, I LOVE IT! (:
THANKYOU! (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Monday, December 18, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:21 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
I'M BACK! (:
okay, JAPAN was amazingly boring. i couldnt wait to jump on the next plane ride home. and like i swear, i hate the drama. i hate everything! i should be able to like leave everything behind and go on a nice holiday, but i cant! and i know i cant. ah! but well.. i spent many hours on the bus to the airport and plane ride back just thinking about my life and what was happening. and i swear, not a good thing to think on the plane and all, cause well i didnt talk for like 7 hours STRAIGHT. i thought i was like mute or something. i almost went crazy! hahah and so right after that, i couldnt stop thinking. i think i drove kathi nuts. hahah! she was just sitting there nodding her head in agreement. HMM.
so anyway, i shall get on with japan.
samchow, mingyui and jeremy came to send us off! hahah me kat and liz.so sweet!
samchow bought liz a chocolates,
mingyiu bought kat chocolates
so yeah, we left on a jetplane to japan.
then took a 1 hour 30 mins bus ride down to saporo (not sure if i spelt it correctly) to club med! hahah i must say i was super anti social the first two days. cause i was really tired and i really didnt feel like talking. so well, kat told me off. so i went out to make friends! hahah
HELLO TZELING! (: hahah
oh oh, i met a pair of TWINS there too! and they were guys! hahah so cool. i always meet girl twins but never guys. but i did over there! hahah i swear i thought they were 15, but they were 18! omg, everyone was shocked la.they looked so young! their names were ping and an. hahah so i made up a whatever for them. hahah!
hi im ping!
hi im an!
and together.. we're ping an!
hahah how cool is that right! omg, i was so amused with myself. hahah terrible.
it was the last night that was the most fun. like it was almost as if all the kids in club med (in my own little world) came together to make friends, and surprisingly all of us were leaving on the same night. hahah oh oh i was on the same bus and plane as ashley for the whole ride to the airport and we took the same plane. ahah HMM.
the clubmed group (:
so then we went to tokyo and ate and shopped. but i didnt buy anything! just didnt feel like doing anything. my mind was just so preoccupied and i was moody and just so utterly pissed off. oh wells! i think i overreacted and stuff. SIGH. but my mum had tons of fun in the food halls. just shopping for our coming up christmas parties and all while we just sat in a corner dozing off and camwhoring.
oh oh! kat and i had like fan clubs in japan! hahah like a whole bus load (: i swear, we were just amusing ourselves. but anyway, we were walking down and suddenly this bus appeared and the school people inside just started waving and all. hahah so it was quite cool. then we took picture with them. hahah AWW. i was so touched. hahah!
the guys in japan are So hot if you only look at their hair. i swear, puberty does them no good at all, well to most of them anyway.
i had this stupid crush on this guy in club med. wait, let me show you a photo of him.
THERE!
damn cute right?! omg, i wonder how he will look when he grows up. i hope not too bad.
alright! that's about it.
this is why i love clubmed. hahah (:
my funky crazy ski instructer. doesnt he look like mr santa claus?
a short note to that special someone: mr hersheys, im really sorry if i screwed things up for you. i really REALLY didnt mean too.. i swear. and im just so embarrassed to like even face you. i dont even know what happened. i dont even know how i can get to tell you this since, i dont wana friendster msg you again. ): gahh, im so confused! i feel so bimbo. hahah but i hope that you're doing fine and all. HMM, i am screwing up alot these days huh. i dont know..! i really dont! all i know is that it's killing me cause i keep thinking it's my fault. and i cant take it! im so embarrassed! ive never been so embarrassed in my entire life before. but well, if you need an explaination i would love/die to explain it to you. so yeps! i would love to be friends again..but only if you wana.
hahah my days feel so heavy these days. HMM (written on the day i came back, 18 dec)
okay, i guess this will be a really long post since ive not been updating. this blogger has been pmsing on me so many times lately i cant sign in! ): gosh. oh wells, i guess it's a blessin in disguise since ive been so lately that i dont even have enough sleep! ever since i came back from japan, it has been so hectic i dont even have time to think! hahah oh wells.
so when i came back, i must say it was kind of drama. but still, i enjoyed myself. hahah
I LOVE ACS INTERNATIONAL!
omg, i wouldnt trade the people in it for the world. we are like one big family. hahah (: okay, so i have been going back to school for the past week EVERYDAY for orintation training. whoohoo! im gona be an OGL again! (: so fun so fun. hahah fun but tiring. i love taking candid photos. hahah i missed SO MANY people in school. i swear, when i just saw like feline sarina and all, i just couldnt stop talking. hahah cause i missed them so much! laughed till i got abs. hahah WHIEE! i love love love everyone.
oh oh everyone, SARINA HENG IS LEAVING US TO ACS INDEPENDANT. OMG, FINE SARINA! hahah you silly ass, im gona miss you so damn much. ): school definitely wont be the same without you and your retarded-ness. hahah but well, good to know that independant is so near us, we can always have tea in holland! hahah
anyway, on the 20th was SO crazy. hahah it was the day daryl was going of to the UK to study. boy am i gona miss him. the class rep for 4y , the horniest guy ive ever met.. hahah omg, AH! hope he's having fun in the UK now. hahah
okay, im too lazy to type all that happened, so i'll just rip it from kathi. hahah i hope you dont mind my dear sister! (:
ANYWAY, TODAY WAS FUN! hahaha.we tried out the games and all. and it was raining, so all of us got really wet! HAHAHA! damn fun okay! i love the rain! but then again, its killing my house! everything is falling apart here! haha. not gonna elaborate. (:
left after the games cause it was getting late and i needed to go home, change, and rush to marcus eng's house! yeah. so anyway, at eng's house, met jonho, we did daryl's collage (: rushed to the airport at 8.45pm. met up with phooi, juncai, debbie and uwei (: had dinner. then met daryl! hahah. but i had to leave soon after CAUSE I WAS LATE FOR MY MEETING WITH CLARISSA, GLENN AND CHUA! hahah. anyway, take care daryl! i'll miss you! ): dont have too much fun in UK! haha
I TOOK A 45 MIN MRT RIDE DOWN TO HARBOUR FRONT TO MEET CHUA, GLENN AND CLARISSA! hahahah 45 MIN OKAY! thank god mildred called me! hahah :D but yeah. i was so late!
THE FIRST TIME I STEPPED FOOT IN VIVO CITY, THE SHOPS STARTED CLOSING!!!! WTH RIGHT! hahah i thought it was damn retarded! hahaha. anyway, we were really retarded in vivo city! hahah it was really random too! hahaha so funny! we would like sit in the middle of the entrance and all. hahaha chua was an idiot! he wanted me to piggy back him! and i tried, but he was TOO HEAVY! so we both fell. hahaah silly guy! (:
okay, that's about it. the rest of the days.. well, it's just going out with people or staying up till 4 in the morning finishing christmas presents. hahah (:
the christmas period.
i really really really enjoy this year's christmas. all my close friends around and all. hahah and of course the lovely presents. never fails to put a smile on my face.
my mum has tons of parties to like organise and all, so yeah. it was really REALLY tiring. omg, but
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR CARDS AND PRESENTS! I LOVE THEM VERY VERY MUCH (: MERRY CHRISTMAS!
today was christmas! (: okay, i spent it with my family and my church friends! omg, WHIEE! i love my family. they are my number ones. heh followed by my friends. so after church, i had a family lunch then i went out to meet glenn chua tiff mildred amanda hans wayne samchao and jeremy. hahah i wanted to watch a movie, but everyone watched the movies already! so OH WELLS, im TOO outdated. hahah someboy save me! ): so then we went to ben&jerry's for icecream! hahah oh oh, but i played POOL today! hahah omg, i suck at it.. hahah! when i like just put my hand on the table to hit the ball, mildred started laughing and all. so like i couldnt play! not i i could at first. hahah oh wells, then EVERYONE started looking at me to hit the ball. damn stressful la. and so as expected, i didnt get the ball in. hahah! OH WELLS.
after that, i met my family inthe car to send hampers to the convict's familes for the church. hahah my mum said we were like angels on christmas day. aww, so sweet right. hahah so actually we wanted to go to the night safari to see ANIMALS! but it was too late, so we just went to east coast to eat and hang out on the beach. hahah it was quite cool. i mean, christmas on the beach, what more could you ask. hahah (:
the council people
okay so on the 23rd night, kat and i met up with jerilyn mich sarina and sarah for dinner at the esplanade! was planning to go to DXO for eve, but it was too tiring. hahah oh wells, we had fun hanging out at chocz and all. omg, i love those girls. hahah
oh then i met timchan! what a coincidence. hahah
ah! okay, ive not uploaded those photos yet, so i'll post them another time. heh (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Friday, December 15, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:42 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
okay, im in japan now and im feeling So Damn Weird.
GOSH. somebody save me please. im about to faint. ):
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, December 09, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:21 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
camp was fantastic!
haha! i loved my group to bits;
i loved the worship the most;
i love all my friends there
and last but not least, i loved God's pressence there.
even though camp was just four days three nights, i wished it could be for the whole month! hahah! it was so good. but during the camp, each day felt like eternity, but camp went past seriously Too fast. everyday everyone would feel So exhausted because of the hectic schedule and all. but it was still so good.heh okay, i didnt really take much pictures because of i didnt have the camera since kat was hogging it. but well, i was bunking in with debs! hahah every night it was just like either gossipping or like just pure sleeping because we were just all exhausted.
hahah! debbie and i share a secret! well okay, shared by a few guys on the last night. GOSH, was it nerve-wrecking. hahah but still quite fun.hahah well so like the last night was awesome, in wesley just worshipping God and all.
worship
chua and i! my partner in the mass dance and my best buddy in GENISIS (: thank God for him.
our favourite water booth (:
at minority report. hahah! giving out instructions and preparing the game. gosh was it tiring.
kat and i playing a game at war games.! twins at work was the name of the picture. hahah
my group was the best. i couldnt have asked for a better one. everyone was SO nice and sporting. so like yeah!
GENISIS 22:12
jeremy! my new friend.
hahah silly chua was my paparazi.
john loh! leader and assistant leader photo! (:
clarissa kat glenn chua hans and me!
the crosstrainers! well some of it. gosh, we really did a great job at the games huh. heh i love these people! (:
thank you hans for carrying my bag! here's your shoutout of thanks! (: felt so bad still. hahah
after camp, PIZZA HUT (: everyone seemed to be there. hahah! like the whole camp was like there. gosh, it was so cool. hahah! like at least 30 people were there. whoohoo!
kat. FATASS. and i ! omg, i love my fatass! hahah she always blocks off the wind and light for me. hahah (:
such one tree hill addicts.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Tuesday, December 05, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:37 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
just wanted to add this before i go to bed. whiee! i love eng (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
♥
Last footprint@1:48 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
okay, what kind of depression should i have? i have a few ways of dealing with it,
- eat and eat until i forget everything( which is a REALLY bad idea cause i dont wana be a balloon next year, but then again, it helps wonders)
- dont eat at all. (really good idea if i wana kill myself and my boobs at the same time.)
- let eng give me his silly logical and poetic advice, meet jerilyn and sarina for good girl and girl bonding time and well laugh ourselves silly.
- go find somebody else (but i dont have anyone else! so not a really good option, and i dont want someone too)
- pretend that nothing has happened and carry on with life. (that's not really dealing with it. so not a good solution.)
- just let me rant and rave to this laptop screen/blogger until i get it all off my chest.
- okay, i have no more ways but i just added this point cause 7 is my favourite number. hahah (:
okay, i cant decide as usual. so i'll just go to sleep. there's camp tmr! at least something good to look forward to. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
♥
Last footprint@1:10 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
okay,im in a VERY pissy mood right now. people shouldnt be able to use what other people say as an excuse. it's just so.. pathetic. i hate it!
god how dare you use what my mum said about me to use it against me and then say no offense
.it's the most insensitive thing i have heard.
and my itunes isnt doing me any good. it's on shuffle and guess what, it keeps giving me songs that i dont wana hear now. for example,
i would have loved you anyway by trisha yearwood. please itunes, give me a break. i need one now.
okay, i didnt really want to say this. but after your last msg i think that you are this damn asshole, and you know what? i dont ever want to speak to you ever.you can go and take care of yourslef and keep in touch with your ownself.
GOODBYE.
you knew how bad my day was today, and you just HAD to do it today.calling me at least 7 straight times JUST to tell me that. well fine, im sure you got what you wanted. live with it. i know i will.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Sunday, December 03, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@10:40 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
ah! today i felt SO depressed. i guess the only ones that are close to me who know why.
oh wells. that's just how life is.
sigh, no matter how hard i try it keeps coming back and i cant stand it.
i know that im being really really REALLY stupid. but i just cant help being dumb. gosh why is life So complicated. oh wells!
so today i went to church early which i think was quite a waste of time cause in the end we still went for the later service and well i got annoyed as well. and i was SO hungry! hahah glenn should know. i was like dying in church. my stomach was like literally eating itself and that asshole didnt want to follow me to get a fast bite. argh . so well then after the two services, richie kat and i went to join the rest in mos burger to eat! heh then headed down for the meeting. gosh, i cant wait for camp! lalala lucky jonchua is in my group. hahah! stupid ass. i think camp would be a blast. (:
yesterday i met eng kat and ng for a while. heres a picture! (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
♥
Last footprint@3:14 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
the first photo together
HONG KONG BABY! HONGKONG!
hahah okay the trip to hongkong was AMAZING with kane james mich and kat. gosh, i couldnt ask for a better crowd. hahah! we literally shopped till we dropped and ate till the sun went down. hahah! it is actually a miracle that we didnt put on weight (wait and see) with the extent of our binging and our careless watch of the carbs entering our mouths. hahha! i think it must be the walking we did. i swear, if jerilyn was there she wouldnt have made it. ahaha! I MISS YOU JERILYN AND SARINA! okay so well i guess words cant describe the fun we had, but PICTURES SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS. so i'll just leave it to the pictures to do the talking. hahah
the silly retarded things i remember for life:
1. we went to ocean park and kane forced us to ride the abyss. it was the ride where you drop 20 storeys in the air. hahah! and gosh we were all chicken. hahah! i was sitting in the middle of kane and james and boy was it funny.
james: MY HEART MY HEART! it's pounding too fast!
kane: cant wait cant wait!
me: omg omg omg omg..
hahah! but the ride was SO fun. omg, i dont regret it at all. hahah i actually wanted to go again! (:
2. the non-stop paparazi i had in hk by my own personal photographers, kane and james. ahaha! esp when i was eating. gosh, im like their own superstar. hahah!
3. the SHOPPING! hahah AND the constant visits to prada, chanel, LV, cloe. you name it, we were there.
4. the dramatic 'fight' we had in the streets of hongkong. hahah! kane and i were the peacemakers while james and kathi fought. then like mitch cried and all.. gosh, it was just all so intense and stressful! AH! horrible. but i guess it made us better friends cause we sort out all the stuff and all.
5. the fight kane and i had on the PEAK. hahah! well, okay HE started it first okay! hahah cause i was going to jump on him but i didnt know his head was so big and our heads clashed. so then he started hitting me and so that started our fight. hahah! it was hilarious. kane like pushed me to the floor and all. omg, VIDEO! hahah i'll learn how to put it on youtube then i'll show you guys. hahah! i should think acsintl people should know what im talking about . hahah! gosh, im definitely going to miss kanelim in school next year! ):
6. last but NOT least.. WE WENT TO THE KANYE WEST CONCERT! hahah omg, it was AWESOME! ahaha
I AINT SAYING SHE'S A GOLD DIGGER, BUT SHE AINT MESSING WITH NO BROKE NIGGER.
hahah! YEAH! gold digger is our song. hahah!
the opening act was edison chen and well at first it was really boring cause he was rapping in canto, but then after that he did thuis special rap just for the crowd (the whole crowd were like either abcs or angmos.) and it was SO cool.omg, i was like amazed. hahah! it was like: " so what if im yellow, i still got a dick and balls between my tighs" or something like that. hahah! it was hilarious. the crowd was okay.. heh but i still say simple plan was still better. hahah! dont stone me please.
7. the time to get ready. james and kane took LONGER than the THREE of us girls to get ready. hahah and like mich's side of the room is always cleaner than ours. ahaha like super clean and super messy at the same time. hahah
okay guys, so if you wana see PICTURES, go to this url, i uploaded all of them to shutterfly. (be right back with the url, watch fcor this space soon! )
the last photo together
PROM!
awesome. hahah! sorry i didnt get much an opportunity to blog about prom. but well overall it was great. alot of camwhoring and much catching up. hahah! gosh am i gona miss the year 6s so much. they were the best seniors anyone could have asked for.
ESTHER!: im gona miss you so so much babes. no more morning hugs for me..ah! im gona cry next year cause you're not there! i love you esther! i pray and hope that you will remember me forever my hugging partner! cause you know i will.! (: and well remember, i will always ALWAYS be there for you, just like you have been for me. I LOVE YOU ESTHER! always and forever .
speech night! (:
okay, speech night was like the last night of school. gosh, it's so long ago!ahah but i didnt blog about it! so now it's catching up! hahah im just going to rip from jerilyn so it 's much easier. (: hope you dont mind dear!
speaking of school, speech night last friday was pretty good, i mean, okay, it was boring BUT it was nice to see everyone again and have something to once again officially mark the end of the school year. i mean, we'd all be lying if we said we werent going to miss having to sit through these kinda events, secretly doing our own things, laughing like crazy while every now and then mr smith would turn around to tell us to please be quiet, trying to discreetly eat cupcakes but ending up in a crazy fit of laughter and most of all, im going to miss having kristi to be stupid with throughout speech nights. hahaha! (uh no, sushi missing? what sushi? we dont know what you're talking about. why, thank you jerilyn, how very glamorous of you.)
i love jerilyn! (:
SURGE
okay, yet another old event.but still! it was awesome yet STUPID. hahah met up with alex ellen jerilyn adeline glenn chua and dennis nat mel and all. hahah gosh, it was fun but yet frustrating. hahah the security was so tight! so like i had to get my mum to bring my ic for me okay! gosh. it was so annoying. hahah and the 'fight' wasnt even a fight. gosh. hahah! and the music wasnt fantastic but oh wells! it was fun with jerilyn and adeline.hahah so then after that at about one plus, we went out of MOS and joined chua alex glenn ellen and all at the bridge . ah! stupid glenn, so fun to bully. hahah
weidong: smoking kills, awful neck cancer!
the six o'clock in the morning run with kane at botanical gardens.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
