Tuesday, March 29, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@11:41 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
today was great. hahah its the 2nd month! hahah yay! heh. oh well.. as people always say, its always the first three months that are really easy, its only the later part that will really test our love. hahah
i love him to bits! lalala
i am going crazy.
so bored without him.
hahah do i sound like a love sick ? well, i am not. so not. hahah okay. well maybe a bit. hee.
going to simple plan concert tmr! hahah cant wait.
I LOVE SIMPLE PLAN! and to all those who say that simple plan is gay, well go and die! hahaha not counting you know who. hahhaha
kidding!
lix is going to be leaving soon! like so so soon.. i dont know if i can go see her off.. gahh! why must she leave at night?!
if its like at the afternoon then most proberly i can make it..
gona miss her like shit..
oh well..
i think that i am going crazy. heh crazy in love. hahah
i love him truckloads!
i just studied biology.. gahh
theres a quiz tmr.
and its graded.
must do well. hahah
yay! thank you for going tmr! hahah [you know who you are] love you so so much! heh. have to make it up for me. heh.
lalala
:)
soon i will have to thank mildred for re-doing my skin for me.
THANK YOU MILDRED! you are such a dear! hahah
oh no.. tmr going to miss floorball. hahah oh wells.. heh. sorry juniors. hahah both the vice captains are not gona be there. hahah me and nic. hahah
SIMPLE PLAN HERE WE COMEE! hahah
it better be good.
heh.
was looking foreward to it for the whole week!
besides today.
hee.
hahah
omg
i am so corny..
hahah
cant help it.
i am so high now.
high on the love juice.
hahahah a
there i go again..
hahaha
gona see isaac tmr! well i hope i can see him. hahah see if i got the time. hahah
but i will see him! heh he is gona perform at the esplanarde! how can i not go to support him!?
hahah
anyway going now.
love!
i love you mystery man! hahahahaha
[you know who you are]
hahahha
there i go again..
heh
:)
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, March 19, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@4:10 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
yesterday was lix and kami's farewell party. oh my gosh going to miss them so much! esp lix.. anyway the party was held at debbie's house then mel's house cos debbie had to leave for australia!hahaha so lucky that girl. hahah it was damm fun.hahah went there early at like 9 to do the ppp for lix.haha glad she loved it. heh then the rest came at 11 or 3. iekka uwei and marcus came at 11. it was so fun.. when the rest came, we watched the scary movie. i think it was sleepy hollow or something. i dont understand it! hahah maybe cos i watched halfway only and not cos i am slow..hahah then later the guys decided to dunk people in. hahah first went kathi, then lix and mel, then kenneth. hhahaha oh gosh. so funny. then i was dunk. oh gosh. i cant remember who dunked me. but i am so heavy, they must be really strong. hahah i think it was kenneth and iain. heh. but in the end everyone was dunked. hahah like everyone..except joel, brian,sugi and marcus. those pigs.. hahah then later we went to mel's house. oh my gosh. i love her bed room! its so funky! hahah i want a room like that man..heh. we went into the dance studio. heh playing with the balls. so fun! hahah rolling here and there. hee. then we went star gazing.! hahah so cool.. but the grass was so poky. heh
overall the party was fun.but..
I WILL MISS YOU LIXIAN! SO SO MUCH! BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH AH! HEH.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Sunday, March 13, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@11:18 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
how can someone so young take away her life just like that? well last night i just found out that i just lost someone i loved. i found out that she committed suicide by jumping off.. i cried and cried after i heard the news. i mean i would have never thought that she was even thinking of taking her life at all. she is lily.my ex cell group leader. my first cell group leader in ym wesley church. i would remember her forever. she was the first person to give me something to be responsible in church.if you would ask me what was my first responsibility in ym, i would say typing out the lyrics of songs for a small cell group worship. i wouldnt have said oh it was from cross trainers[activities group] or anything else.but just that typing of lyrics that lily made me do. although it was a very small thing. but i will remember it always. why? because it was her that made me realise that even something small can make a difference.she taught me about the bible for about a year or more. she was always there for love and support. i guess we just never realised that she needed love and someone to talk to as well.i just saw her last last sunday dancing on tage as one of the dance team members for wesley.yes it crossed my mind to say hi to her. but i didnt. i didnt want to. and now i regret it 100 percent. maybe that hi and asking how she was could have made a difference. but i will never know.from last night i realised how easy it is to lose a person you love. it made me realise that we must treasure every moment in our lives. it doesnt matter how many breaths we take in our lifes but the moments that take our breaths away. i guess its important to tell a person that you love them everyday. as the person may feel that no one loves them.and it feels good have someone say 'hey i love you' to you.i guess it makes a difference in their lives.
gahh! i just typed so much just now. and then my computer just had to shut down! omg. so pissed with it now! oh well.. not gona say what i said just now again.. tell it next time. hahah
love!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Friday, March 11, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@9:05 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hey! oh man.. having a spongebob on my hand now!haha its so cute! marcus drawed it for me. and its so so cute. didnt know he was so artistic. hahah well i guess only with spongebob he is.
hahah cant wait for tmr! going to the barker carinval with kenneth! its been so long since i have seen him..haha only last sunday!hee. oh well.. school is getting so tiring! from term 2, we will be ending at 5 three times a week! oh my gosh.. i am starting to dread school la. i mean why do we need to have the school periods to be so long?! isnt like the normal schools coping well with the ending school at 2 plus!?why do we have to have the school hours so long! eight to five okay..! its like school is second home..i pratically spend every waking hour there. and whats more is that there is tons of homework!
the holidays are here! but what holidays do we have in acs international?! its like everyday we have to go back to school for extra lessons. gahh! its horrible! horrible horrible horrible!
i wish i was still in mgs at times.. but i mean whats the point of wishing and dreaming of something that can never happen. i mean it is like almost impossible to go back to mgs. cos term one has already passed by.. time passes so fast. one look its chinese new year. the next thing you know its christmas,and you are passing christmas presents to one another.hahah i think that i must really treasure my time as a teenager and a secondary student. i mean its gona be so soon that i turn 20..like i am 15 now. in FIVE years time i will be 20! oh my gosh.. thats horrible. haha but anyway i feel myself getting older and older already. hahah cant remember stuff! hahah well anyway as i was saying, i think that since i am already in acs international, i might as well make the best use of my time there. make great great friends that will last a lifetime and well get my studies all settled. well easier said than done. acs international.. haha gahh. as nicholas says. the whole time he has been in this school the only thing that he has done is to eat and eat and eat. hahah and sometimes study. hahah its really really true. i mean since the school is so near holland village, we go there almost everyday after school to eat at either essential brews, crystal jade or somewhere in holland. hahah OMG! i am getting FAT!! like so fat..! its almost impossible to exercise. unless you wake up early in the morning to walk around the estate. hahah which i know i will never do cos i am too lazy by nature. hahah
gahh i have been typing for ages.. hahah my fingers are so tiring.hee.
debbie is at my house now! hahah kathi and her are doing some silly henna thing. hahah my mum just came down and sort of scolded my youngest sister for having hennas on both of her hands. hahah
mum: you want to wear gloves is it?! go wash your hands until it comes off. its so ugly.
kathi: no mum you can only wash it off if you sweat cos its the pores what..
mum: then out your hand under the stove or in the oven then
kristi: oh yay!.. then we can have pork chop! hahahahhaha
oh gosh. i am so mean.. hahahah
okok going now.
love!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
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Last footprint@8:25 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hey! just changed my layout. haha did i ever tell you that i love black background?? hahaha its so much better than a white one. hee.[ get that mr goh?!] well anyway thanks kenenth for letting me steal this layout too! heh. thanks!
a short update for a while.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Thursday, March 10, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@9:54 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hey hey! haha at last i got a new layout. haha its the same as kenneth's one! hahah thanks kenneth! hee. :)
a short post.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
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Last footprint@9:54 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hey hey! haha at last i got a new layout. haha its the same as kenneth's one! hahah thanks kenneth! hee. :)
a short post.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Monday, March 07, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@11:02 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hey hey. have not updated this blog for so long.. hahah at last i have created another new blog for school so i always dont have to put the 'dear spam' and 'love kristi' thing. hahah oh well..
good luck to all the cheerleaders in mg for the finals on sunday! hahah esp to ellen and alecia. as twice i went to mg. twice they werent there. so it better be as good as i think it will..hahah i hope i can go down to watch them do their thing.hahah so funky.
chemistry..! i absolutely hate that subject. its so hard.. gahh. i have not even mastered what was thought at the first week of the lesson! oh my gosh. i am so dead..hahah
i think that i am going to change my layout again.. i mean now i dont have to have a white background so now i can have a black one instead! hahah at last. heh
trying to lose weight! ahhah hope i can..
a special shoutout to my 'brother' kenneth! : hahah hello dude! miss you so much. never get to talk anymore. anyway.. really happy for you and that thing that happened.. hahah you know what i mean. hahah see you in church soon my dear brother! take care. :)
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
