Sunday, February 17, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@10:13 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i will be leaving for SYDNEY in three days timeee (WEDNESDAY!)
omg i have so much to do with so little time. I cant believe we're leaving already; three months of just bumming around has gone so fast, and truly i have mastered the skill of just 'doing-nothing'. it's gona be a very bitter-sweet departure. ):
It's been the best summer holiday anyone could ask for (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Tuesday, February 05, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@3:01 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
I just got my wish. (:
besides that, I got to spend a really awesome time with my BFFL today. things couldnt be any better.
love.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Monday, February 04, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@12:49 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Omg, I dont know what to do to like contain my smile. I find myself smiling/ grinning at the weirdest smallest moments in the day and i cant help it. HAHAH
I think it's time to put this infatuation to a stop because it's becoming much more to me.
but i cant seem to stop beautiful.
SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE> i feel like a small kid in a candy shop.
this is really random but talking about smiling, it's really a wonder how my whole family can ever smile again like this'
( my parents were on my paper pashing aways as well. goodness!)
It's been about three years since ah ku died and to be able to smile again as a hhhuuuugggeee family is really something. it must take alot for celine and auntie doreen to even break a grin, and yet we all do so; as a family. We just had our chinese reunion dinner at my three-ee's place last night! (: steamboat, durian, korean bbq.. omg, it was a major pigging out feast.
my biggest fear: FOOODDD.
i have to keep to my words: become anorexic! ): but it's been a really BIG failure so far.
my mum loves chinese new year because of all the old traditions, so i love chinese new year too. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, February 02, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@3:12 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Some times when I read blogs about their 'broken hearts' and all their emo-ness, I pause and think how lucky i am that i'm not going through it. Talk about sourness? I dont think what i feel is sourness but actually relieve. Well yes I do like someone in my life now, but it's not something that I wana go through pain with. I mean, I'm going to sydney and he's... I've always thought that long-distant relationships dont work; but deep down with him, I wana try.
My daddy is so cute. He's worried that I would remain single for the rest of my life because I'm not dating now. HAHAH! daddy dont worry, it's just that i dont see the point in going into a relationship now and then having to go through the pain and missing of each other when you're overseas already.
Of course I want to have a boyfriend, I mean who doesnt. To feel loved, to be taken care of, to be treated like a princess. But at the same time, I want the next one to be one that I see a future with and not just the present.
okay enough with my rambling. Chinese New Year is coming! And this year we can celebrate. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
