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Wednesday, November 30, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@12:44 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i thought today was real, but i guess it was no big deal.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Monday, November 28, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@1:04 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


HELLLOOOOO!
hahaha! i just came back from retreat! OMIGOSSHIIEE! ahahah <-- i learnt that from clarissa! gosh. i love her to bits! hahah she is so funny! heh.
anyways, retreat was AWESOME! hhaha tons of fun packed in two or three days. jiaen kat steph and i stayed at the copper lodge. hahah! we got to sleep in a bit more since meetings were held at copper lodge. heh. we stayed there with jiaen since she had her leg is a CAST. hahah but it was fun. heh i love jiaen! but the other bunks were soooo cool. hahah! it was like WOW! hahah there were the cave jungle and marine lodges.they were so pretty! hahah on saturday night, we went to service in church, and after that, it was soooo funny! hahaha! cause isaac was making faces, so me kat and clarissa asked him to make faces for us. ahhahah! oh gosh, it was soooo funny!
happy face!
sad face!
sleeepy face!
angry face!
CRAZY FACE!
SAD CRAZY FACE!
ANGRY CRAZY FACE!
hahahah! it was damm funny. we were laughing till our stomachs hurt, and almost rolling on the floor la. it was OMIGOSSHIEES! hahaha
well, many things happened, and im missing it now! it passed by soooo fast. gahh. sadness.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Friday, November 25, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@12:51 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


im going for retreat tmr! hahaha! i cant wait! GOSH !
ISAAC ! my intentional friend, cant forget our tradition yeah?! hahah even though its not sentosa with the beach and the waves, we still must complete our tradition. hahah !
KENENTH! my brother, its catching up time! ahhah :] cant wait.
I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT ! ! hahhaha
:]
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Wednesday, November 23, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@10:43 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello dearies!
hahhah! im BLOGGING! heh. as usual. today was boring, had to go for that stupid study camp thing, then i had council meeting then we DANCED! hahah! we learnt our dance steps for the orintation thing. it was fun. hahah! sarina was such a darling! heh. so glad to have her back in singapore! heh. malaysia as a third world country. gosh! hahah thats sooo funny. never heard anyone say that before. hahah! ozy was oh so angry. hahah! we danced to walking on sunshine ! hahah it was fun. kept missing the steps though. :]
omg omg omg, im growing so fat! gahh! im freaking putting on weight la! i call for a DIET! hahah! oh wells, after i came back from school, i watched CHICKEN LITTLE! hahah! its SOOOO CUTE!
WHERE ARE YOU FISH?! hahahah! the pig is soooo cute and fat! hahah omg. i think i have a crush on that pig. PIG! he is called runt of the litter, and he is mine! :]
--> ahh..i cant upload runt! gosh. never mind. i'll see if i can upload it another day. hahah!
LOVE!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Tuesday, November 22, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@9:24 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello ! hahah i just came back from council meeting. gosh! it was sooo long. it was such a long day. it was like from ten to five! goodness. it was like mild torture. hahah! but it wasnt so bad la. it was practically raining the whole day. so during lunch, feline and i shared an umberalla to walk out to holland to eat. hahah! then, we were laughing so hard cause wailiong's umberalla was spoilt, so it was damm funny. he look like a mouse under it! hahah! i wished i had my camera with me man. then, a car drove past and it SPLASHED us! hahah! well okay, not so much of me, but poor feline. hahah! it was damm funny.hahaha! she was complaining about it. hahah ! so cute. heh. well..after lunch, we went back to school, and like had the meeting again.. hahah!
freaking JAMES and KANE bullied me AGAIN! gosh. it was so horrible la. i was just sitting there, and james just comes and entertains himself. sigh. my neck hurts damm bad. hahah! but oh wells, i shall not take it too hard upon myself. i mean, theres no point in getting angry and shit, cause they will never say sorry.
hahah, well thats about it.
IM SORRY PHOOI! I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU! BUT I CANT.. I HAVE THE COUNCIL THING AND ALL.. ONCE I CAN, YOU WILL BE THE FIRST TO KNOW. hee.
LOVELOVE! :]
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Monday, November 21, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@10:46 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..














MY LOVELIES!
there --> those are just some of the pictures we took. hahah! oh man, memories. i will cherish them forever. [the pictures seem too big, so just click on them to get a full view of it :]]
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@1:05 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello! hahah! omg. my friends from mgs JUST left. YAY! omg. it was soooo fun. they came so early that i was so shocked! hahah cause usually we always arrive a bit later than usual. hahah! but anyways, during dinner, we had like so much fun. hahah! had shabu shabu. heh. thats like the our name of steamboat. hahah! it was so funny, alecia was so greedy that like she drop the meat all over her plate and towel! hahah! so horribe. heh alecia, joy, franky, ethel, ellen, alex, mel and natloh, came over. ! hahah we took like TONS of pictures. gosh, i miss them like shit la. gahh! EVERYONE! COME TO ACS INTERNAITONAL! ahahha
anyways, after some left, some angmo came over and like started to bitch about how much noise we made.
she said this: " you guys have been making so much noise, that it has woken up my family, my husband and my kids. tmr, my children have school and my husband has to go to work, THIS is just plain rude. blah blah blah. i have called the police already and if the noise starts again, i will call the police AGAIN , and i will personally come up here WITH the police. got it? "

gosh! we were like BITCH! omg, i was like wth. its not even eleven la. it was only CLOSE to eleven, if it was like one something then maybe i understand, but like AH!

but oh wells, that isnt going to change my mood. hahah! im so HIGH! gosh. laughed and screamed so much that i have a sore throat again.
gona have them over again! heh. CHRISTMAS! then we're going to wear christmas hats and hang our christmas socks up for santa to come!. hahahah! so fun. heh its so childish la! heh.
ill upload the pictures soon! :]
iloveyou!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Saturday, November 19, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@9:34 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


sadness is taking over,
sigh.
i feel like shit now.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@9:31 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


this is what i blogged this morning, couldnt get it to upload as i was dc, anyways here it is.
yesterday was the last day of school and gosh it was a long day. in the morning, we had chapel and all the usual stuff, then we had to take school photo! hahah! it took soooo long just to get everyone together. wow. but it was tons of fun. heh :] sarina debbie kat and i were standing together! YAY! at last. it was so funky. hahah! oh wells, after that, i had council meeting! gosh, last day of school somemore. but it doesnt matter cause sarina was there! hahaha! after like close to an hour, kathi called us to ask us if we wanted to watch harry potter! hahaha! sarina and i were so excited! gosh! it was like crazzzyyyy. hahah! so we left council! hee. "HARRY POTTER WAS CALLING FOR US! " sarina and i were like brisk walking out of the school to get a cab la. it was so funny, cause we only had 15 mins to go there to catch the movie. hahah! in the cab, we were talking so loudly that the taxi driver asked us to "shhhh!" hahaha! he was so rude! like some grumpy old man. goodness. but anyhows, we got there on time! hahahh
i must say that CEDRIC is soooooo HOT! he was amazing. hahah! i was so heartbroken when he died! sigh. and well, i guess overall, the night was okay. there were some parts where i was totally just depressed. anyways, after the speech night, i went with my parents to chatterbox for supper! hahah gosh! i ate okay! cause the whole day i didn’t eat, so i felt soooo hungry last night. so i ate chicken rice! hahahah so filling.
ah going to stop here. no mood to blog. LOVE!
my life sucks like shit
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Thursday, November 17, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@8:29 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello! sigh, i was just wondering what i want to do in my life before i die. and well, i thought of a few things,
i wana -->
get totally drunk and pass out
get married
have two or three kids
jump out of a plane and land with a parachute!
bungee jumping, most proberly killing myself in the process.
ride a horse all by myself
have a tattoo
a full brazilian wax
meet my perfect guy
be in two places at one time
win an award
have a day in my life where im completely happy and contented

hahah well, those are just some of what i wana do before i die. YAY! im going to do all that man. wait and see. hahah! ilovemyself! :] these are so random.but i like being random, its like speaking your thoughts, what you are thinking about at that point in time.

asshole! hurry up, i miss you.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Wednesday, November 16, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@8:34 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i just watch the perfect man. and sigh, i wish i could meet my perfect man.

about today.. sigh, you know sometimes i wonder why i even try. i go out, look for something that i think you will like, then when i give it to you, you just throw it in my face and say "i dont want it" like wtf la. do you even have any fucking manners?! you could like just accept the damm thing, and like bring it home and dump it with your brothers or anything right? you know that what you did was damm hurtful. you have no idea. fuck la. im not going to fucking bother about you anymore. what the fuck do you want huh? one time you can be nice, and the next minute, you can be as cold as ice. make up your fucking mind on how you want to treat me, then stick with it. im not just some fucking toy that you can just play around with okay. when you 'feel' like being nice, then you become nice, if not, you just treat me like shit. or when you have someone to msg, you just become all cold and shit, and when you are lonely, you come to me and expect me to be there for you. what the fuck okay. ive always been there for you, even when you didnt need me,when you treated me like shit. i was always there for you. and if thats the way you treat people who care about you, then fine. but let me tell you this okay, history repeats itself. one day, you find a girl that you like, or that you love and she treats you like shit, hot cold hot cold. then you will know what it feels like to be me alright. history repeats itself. sometimes, i just dont wana think about it. i pretend that nothing happened, that everything is alright. that im perfectly happy. well, i can tell you that that is wrong. i have this friend who told me recently that when i smile, i might as well not smile, because the smiles that i give are so fake. when you smile, your smile reflects through your eyes. people say that your eyes are the key to your deepest thoughts. well, my friend said that my eyes were as dead as a corspe. when i smile, there is no twinkle in them. it is like im trying to use the smile as a cover-up. well, i guess you could say that my friend read my heart.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Tuesday, November 15, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@7:53 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello! i ponned school today. was so tired in the morning, that i just didnt want to wake up. hahahh! so before i knew it, it was too late to go to school, and like my mum didnt want to send me after that bacause she said i had no decency to go to school now since i just skipped school and like continued to nag and scold me for the next half an hour. gosh. but anyways, i went to taka today with my sisters for some dentist appointment, then we went to whealock for a while to wait for my brother to come, before going home. while waiting for him, i searched for like BOOKS to buy since i had like a $25 gift card to use. hahah! so i bought books! gosh, when i was in borders, i immediately had a splitting headache . gosh! it was so painful. it must have been the words. hahah! i had to like sit down for a while la. it was so funny. hahah! i have not read a whole book for the whole year! i wonder how my english actually improved la. hahah! oh wells, after that, i went up to buy stuff for a while! :] hahah!
to the person who said this--> wah, how come you didnt buy anything for me?!
--> I DID BUY YOU STUFF NOW! I BOUGHT YOU LIKE THREE THINGS! ITS SOOOO MAJORLY CUTE. ILL PASS IT TO YOU TMR, SO YOU BETTER COME TO SCHOOL! OR ILL SO SLAP YOU . SEE, I DID THINK OF YOU WHEN I WENT OUT SHOPPING. HAHAH!
there! hahah thats all i did today.. anyways, going to watch my rented movies now. gosh! im going to grow SIDEWARDS! horror.

im jaded, stupid and reckless
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Monday, November 14, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@1:30 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


aerosmith- crying

There was a time
When I was so brokenhearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah
'Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin' kind, listen
All I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way that I got kissed

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
your Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do-down on me

Now there's not even breathin' room
Between pleasure and pain
Yeah you cry when we're makin love
Must be one and the same

It's down on me
Yeah, I got to tell you one thing
It's been on my mind
Girl I gotta say
We're partners in crime
You got that certain something
What you give to me
Takes my breath away
Now the word out on the street
Is the devil in your kiss
If our love goes up in flames
It's a fire I can't resist

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
your Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do to me

'Cause what you got inside
Ain't where your love should stay
Yeah, our love, sweet love, ain't love
'Till you give your heart away
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
Your Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' just to let you
Do what you do what you do down to me, baby, baby, baby

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
Your Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
Your Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
Your Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
Your Love is sweet misery
Do what you do down to, down to, down to, down to

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
Your Love is sweet misery
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Sunday, November 13, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@11:29 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello! hahah today after church i went to meet my god sister,sarah, and cousin,gillian.! hahah! YAY! it was sooo funny. heh we went to secret recipe at plaza for lunch and it was so funny. hahah!
so then, this was soooo funny! hhaha we all wanted oreo milkshake, but gillian ordered a set lunch which included a ice tea. hahah! so then she was like " but i still want my milkshakeee.." hahah! then the waiter, being oh so cute, went "HUH?!" and like his head like immediately turned to me for help to understand what she just said. hahah just imagine it okay. it was so funny. and like the waiter was so cute! hahah. cause he had like some flu, so his nose was like red like a red nose rainder. hahah! aww, it was really adorable. heh
after that, we went to take neoprints and like shopped a bit. heh
i bought like a bag, a shirt and like this really really cute, but bimbo pen. but it was so funky. hahah!
i wana watch harry potter! hermoine is sooo hot. heh WOAH. i wana be like her. although i heard that she is a bitch. hahah she is supposedly daryl's friend friend. hahah! how cool is that. the world is like oh so small. heh
well, nothing much to say anymore. heh im listening to my addiction now! hahah its such a cool song! hahah amber pacific, gone so young. apparently, as i remembered, timchan sent it to me! hahah! i forgot all about it. i mean, i know that someone sent it to me, but i forgot who! hhaha! i thought that it was nathan or something since he sent me tons of song. but like only now then i got addicted to it. hahah!
msging sarah now! YAY! love her to bits! cant believe that she's going away to JAPAN! GOSH! I WILL MISS YOU SOOO MUCH DEAR! :] we have to carry on shopping in december when you come back okay?! hahah! CHRISTMAS SHOPPING! i can hardly wait.
ELLEN CHANG! i want my tanning date! hahah
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Saturday, November 12, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@8:52 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello dearies! hahah. cant wait for next party! its like the reunion of my mgs pals.YAY! hahah!
bleah, i have nothing to blog about now. so yeah, LOVE!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Friday, November 11, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@11:07 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


normally, we take the things that cannot be seen for granted. we just push it aside because we cant see it.
like love. often we dont see love even if its right in front of our blind faces. sometimes, we even walk past those who love us just because we cant see love. we take those people who love us for granted.
and like God. we cant see God, but we know that he is there.

that was just a thought. and well, im sure you know that my thought was a great thought. hahah! my day was okay.. the usual, hahah! DEBBIE GAN! I DIDNT SEE YOU AT FACIAL! YOU WENT TO SIXTH FLOOR AND I WENT TO THE FOURTH FLOOR! THAT IS SO SAD! BOO! im listening to my FAVOURITE song now! GOSH! its AMAZING! hahah.
here it is-->
Amber Pacific -- Gone So Young

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart you know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know your waiting
And if I should call, I know your there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.

there it is. GOASH! ILOVEIT ILOVEIT ILOVEIT! SWOONS :]
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Thursday, November 10, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@9:31 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


SHOUTOUTS!

stephqueck: hey dear! thanks for your concern! hahah! LOVELOVE! ill bring your cd as soon as possible yeah?
gillian: hey god cousin! hahah yeah i know! THANKYOU! we have to go out with sarah and all soon yeah? love!
marcus phooi: WHAT?! hahah
glenn: HELLO NEPHEW! hahah! have not seen you in AGES! better come to church and see me again! hahah
TIM: hello cousin! hhaha! yes yes, you are my hottest cousin. hahah! WHATEVER!
marcus eng: YES! we HAVE to go babewatching on day. hahah! i know the BEST place of course.. hahah! and well, today i wrote you a testimonial, a super long one, but dont know why. i got disconnected. hahah! so.. maybe you will receive it, maybe you wont. hahah! if you dont then TOO BAD! :]
alecia: ALECIA! i miss you SOOOO much! hhahah! yes yes ! coming to my house next saturday? SET! hahah
kenneth: hahaha! noo.. im not a bad sister okay! YOU are a bad brother! goodness. hahah! i know i have a nice blogskin. hahah! kidding :] keep in touch! have not talked to you in AGES! hahah! take care! and good luck with you and your girlfriend! :]
kathi: so what if the song is yours? HMPH! hahah iloveyou sister!
isaaclim!: HELLO! hahah! take care too lim! hahah MAJOR GOOD LUCK for your os! hahah lovelove!
patrick: hello! thanks for dropping by!
ellen: THANK YOU ELLEN CHANG! I MISS YOU TOO! :]
kane: WHATEVER! hahah thanks --> grins.
joel: hello joel!
debbiegan: hello dear! hahah yeah! exams are disgusting but now they are OVER! YAY! . hahah! THANK YOU! kristi love you too!

hahah okays! that was all of the tags there was until i tagged. :]
ILOVEYOUGUYS SO MUCH! :]
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@9:11 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


yesterday, i had a wake up call. hahah no matter how absurb that sounds, i really did have one.
anyways, this is what happened.
i was crouching by the school's toilet bowl vommitting my guts out when my brain started ticking. i cant keep doing this. when i feel sad or depressed, i either feel damm sick and throw up or i just sit and cry.and well, i must say that it has been affecting my life damm badly. for one, i have a freaking OUTBREAK! gosh. i had a wake up call while crouching in front of a toilet bowl, the weirdest place ever. i realised that i couldnt keep doing what i was doing. holding on, hating people. it got to me after a while, it wasnt healthy. like seriously, i dont know what happened to me this year. i changed. from this optimistic person to this pesimistic person, looking at the bad vaults of the person instead of the good side, being suspicious and bitchy almost all the time. it really got to me. so well, after that wake up call, i decided that i needed to change my life. talking to nicpua also helped me though. at least i know that i have a friend to rely on. :]
now, im starting to slowly let go of the past and move on with the present. although i know that it takes time and of course effort, im doing it. i forgave, im forgetting.. but im doing it bit by bit, day by day. i cant say that i will be alright just over a day, cause that will be a lie. i want to change my life and well, be a better person. i hope God is happy with me for once in a long time.. its time to move on with life and live life to the fullest. there is no point in living in the past, cause that will only hurt you.
so there. that was my wake up call, so EVERYBODY! expect a better kristi when you see her. hahah!
goodbye first love...
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Wednesday, November 09, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@12:20 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


ah shit. ive been hurt again... i dont think i can handle this anymore. my days are like shit theses days, sigh..
i just realised how much i need you to brighten up my life..


with my shadow stretching in front of me, when my lonely thoughts meet my lonely feet.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Tuesday, November 08, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@1:31 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hey! i feel happy now. hahah! i have no idea why. its some random thing, but i guess if you know me well, you would know why. hahah!
OH WELLS,
today was okay..nothing much happened. watched nic marcus and jonho play basketball! hahah! omg . it was HILARIOUS! cause they were loosing to the foriengers are so they were like screaming at each other. so cute. heh. was laughing my ass off.
other than that.. nothing much happened.
listening to a song debs sent to me. I LOVE IT! hahah its fantastic.
SARINA! i hope you are feeling better! just remember that KRISTI LOVES YOU! hahah
alrights, nothing much to say anymore. LOVE!

--> and tonight i walk through an empty street, with my shadow stretching in front of me
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Monday, November 07, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@12:31 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


AHH! I CANT FREAKING UPLOAD MY PLAN FOR THE MARTIANS! BOO! OH WELLS, NEVER MIND MARTIAN! I WONT LET YOU DOWN, ILL JUST SEND MY SECRET PLAN THROUGH THE SUNLIGHT! BE READY TO GET IT ANY MINUTE NOW! --> TEE TEE TEE
THERE IT IS! HURRAY!
MISSION ACCOMPLISH!

hahah okay that was stupid.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@12:29 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello! hahah okay, today ill try to upload my plan for the martians. hahah!
today was such a good day, well sort off. i was like sooo moody in the morning. i was like HORRIBLE! i think i have to take chill pills or something la. i seriously hate her still and i think its affecting my life. oh wells, i dont care. not going to marcus chua's party tmr.. dont really know the people there. and im like freaking tired! its like i wake up at like 12 plus every morning when i sleep quite early still. gosh. but today i ran like shit with my dad. hahah! i ran with my father. goodness. i feel so bad cause he is like such a good runner and im like some shit runner with no stamina. but i still kept up with him, hahah! more like he kept at my pace. I LOVE YOU DADDY! hahah so then i like ran and walked abit for like more than 4KM!. after the run, i was at SMU track, and i was like desperate for water, so i decided to go to food haeven to buy a drink. but when i walked ALL the way there.. IT WAS FREAKING CLOSED! i was like SHIT!. so like i asked a nice kind passer-by where the nearest vending machine was, and well, it was a bit further down at the garage house. gosh. there comes the horrible part. i saw a water cooler there. and like i was a bit hesitant of drinking from there, cause you know, to me drinking water from a water cooler has got to be the most disgusting thing ever! and it freaking proved me wrong la! i was sooo disgusted. when i was drinking, some shit came out! i was like AHHH! i almost vomitted la! goodness.
but other than that, i must say my run was good. hahah! i hope i turned some fats to muscles! hahah! :]
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@12:09 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..



♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Saturday, November 05, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@1:35 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello! hahah! okay, i feel super moody. gosh! somebody come save me before i mess up my life even more.. sigh, okay. i felt sooo pissed just 5 mins ago, and now i feel stupid. hahah! cause i just drew up this stupid plan or route, for the invasion of the martians. hhaha! shit. i did it actually to take my mind of stuff. so here it is..

okay, great. i cant upload it. GOSH! some stupid error.. okay, never mind, ill upload it another day. bleah.but dont worry martians! ill plan a superb route for you! that way, you can come take over our disgusting low life lives. hahhaa! I LOVE YOU MARTIANS!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Friday, November 04, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@1:34 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


omg. i feel frustration, i feel depression, i feel irritation, i feel pms-y, i feel hatred.
i cant help it. gosh. i forgot to stand by the beach and scream, to scream out all my frustration and hatred.

i feel frustration because i know that i could have done so much better for my eoy results. it just disappoints me each time, but then again, i know that i have nothing to be depressed about cause i didnt even put in much effort for it. i could have done better. but its a could have.

i feel depression because i miss you. i didnt know that i would miss you this badly. but i do. gosh. i need to sleep to pass the time away. you flew away...

i feel irritated because of some stuff. sigh. i cant say it here. but well, if you really wana know, you can ask me.

i feel hatred becasue until today, no matter how hard i try, i cant forgive you. it just grinds into my mind each time i see you, and each time i see you, i feel like fucking slapping your face and just burry your grave for you. cause i just hate you so badly. i try each time to just let it go, like it slide. but i cant.
i just cant! its beyond me. i cant do it. i cant forgive people easily. i know i have to learn how to one day, but for now, i will just try to live with you, BSW. fuck, i cant even say your name out la. it just wants me to vomit out blood and my organs cause it disgusts me. the mere thought of you makes me want to jump of the building. that is how much you disgust me. i have never hated someone so much but you. one day, maybe one day, when maybe im senile or something, ill just forget everything, all the hurt and all the pain that i have went through, and maybe somewhere in me, i can bring myself to forgive you. but until then..i shall see what happens. i dont care what you think of me or what you say about me or whatever, cause seriously, i dont care a shit about you ever. and thats, a fullstop.
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