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Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:19 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


30 01 07

i went to school today just for biology. gahh, i proudly handed in my lab report only to find out there was another one due next week again. ah! and here i thought i finished everything. hahah

oh wells, then i left school to meet dumbdumb at the cathay. (: then we took a bus 518 all the way to pasir ris!

we had the whole bus to ourselves !!

hahah omg, it was so last min. but hey, spontaneous beats hands down. silly boy skipped school as well cause of his hair. cheh! shave it shave it! hahah im sure you'll look just as good.

so then we past by this fish farm ,



and omg had had had to go there. hahha! we wanted to buy this fish and take care of it. but in the fish farm was filled with gold fishes and sea water fish only! hahah so oh wells, next time dumbdumb.
i'll pick the fish; you can name it (:




it had gooses/ducks there too!

so to cut things short, on the way back from pasir ris we passed by this super ah lian shop. hahah! and so we decided to buy something from there. hahah! gosh was it silly.

we bought this! (:





it looks so much like this -->

hahah oh wells, (: coincidence.

kane's sick

kat and i are planning to visit him tmr, sarina! hint hint (:

GET WELL SOON KANELIM!

I BET YOU NEED TO SEE ME TO GET WELL RIGHT?! HAHAH TWO WORDS I'M GONA RIP FROM YOU - CHEERS BITCH! (:


tag replies :

babyboy: hahah i know who you are! AWW, I'M SORRY !! omg

marcus phooi: hahah! im one in the million going ass! hahah so if they see me, im sure i must be damn straight special (: cheh!

james: thank you james (: i dont even know what hunglikeahorse mean. i guess that's his name. hahah now about the picture .. TAKE IT OFF NOW! hahah come back to school!

kane: thanks kane :D GET WELL SOON! think of mariah

sarina: nana! i wana see you soon! hurry finish all your homework. hahah we need to talk!

pri : i love you priyanka!

hunglikeahorse: i'm willing to take a chance on the unknown. i would suppose it'a a risk you've never taken before.

esther: i'm in desperate need of hugs too! ):

to the two anons: thank you :D i'll be sorting out my life soon, that's for sure.

marcuseng: eng eng eng! 100% !! whiee !hahah at LAST for YOU! hahah (: all smiles baby.

thomas and marcus: i dont know how to respond to you so i'll just smile at you guys. and err.. thank you for visiting my blog? (: i feel so fake someone slap me. im trying to be calm and collected and be nice about all this, i think i need therapy.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Monday, January 29, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:53 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


I'VE GOT THE TICKETS !! (:
ELATED, HAPPINESS, DIZZINESS, FAINT, FABULOUS, AMAZED, DAZED, SHOCK,
THAT'S WHAT IM FEELING NOW. :D I CANT STOP SMILING! HAHAH THIS HAS GOT TO BE ONE OF THE BEST DAYS FOR A REALLY LONG TIME, HEE
TO MEET THEM WAS ONE OF MY DREAMS EVER SINCE LAST YEAR (SHALLOW DREAMS;I KNOW) AND NOW IT'S COMING TRUE! (:
*CROSS MY FINGERS THEY DONT CANCEL
ON ANOTHER NOTE, LISTEN TO THE BAND SECONDHAND SERENADE.
THEY'RE AWESOME. (: EMO-SWEET.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@10:04 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


note to self for the past few weeks: it is a beautiful day to run.

but well, i did not run UNTIL TODAY! (:
hahah! i dont know what possessed me to run but i did. gosh, i think it was because i took a bus and walked home today . the sun was setting and the wind was just fabulous. hahah and so i did!
gosh was i satisfied. hahah
the one thing i wanted to do for the past few weeks has been accomplished. i just hope it's not a one off thing. heh

FALLOUT BOY IS COMING TO TOWN !!
JUMP JUMP JUMP AND SHARE MY JOY FOR HELLO?!? FALLOUT BOY IS COMING TO SEE MEEE!!
I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, I LOVE FALL OUT BOY,I LOVE FALL OUT BOY,I LOVE FALL OUT BOY,I LOVE FALL OUT BOY,I LOVE FALL OUT BOY
!!!!!
hahah im so damn happy! it just made my day SOOOOO good. (:
forget the run, fall out boy is coming! hahah
FALLOUT BOY, I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN!
everyone keep 3rd march free (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Sunday, January 28, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@6:23 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


EVAN'S BIRTHDAY DINNER PARTY! (:

ah this silly boy. hahah has been like stressing over his party for So long, worrying if it would be fun and all. and i mean, HELLO MY DEAR?! it was fun. hahah

okay so kat and i were actually earlier for something for once. phew. it took GREAT effort okay! hahah we were there on the dot and people like VICTORIA wasnt. hahah!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN! (: I HOPE ALL YOUR WISHES CAME TRUE. (bad bad photo)

we went to dan ryan's for his dinner, the whole 30 of us. hahah gosh was the waiter mad. we were making a hell lot of noise and eating SO SO MUCH! hahah! there was just too much food.

the whole night, i was basically almost stuck to this guy.
-->

HAHAH! okay, im KIDDING BRYAN! he doesnt look this bad actually i swear.



he looks almost like this! (: heh

oh well, he's the most fun/entertaining guy, next to amrit.

(i could have posted this picture up instead okay!)


and thus, he drew me this.

this is my friend shihchern.


HAHA! the most embarrassing/funny thing happened to him that night. i swear, it got everyone all grossed out. hahah! there was this indian transverstite who walked up to him and asked him if he/she could take a photo of him! hahah both leon and him. ): everyone was shocked la! hahah

she was like almost begging them! and even tried to touch them. gahh!

then he did this, and said: no paparazzi please.


and apparently he/she got so pissed/embarrassed she just strutted off. HAHAH! omg, and to think from the back she's hot?! hahah i swear, her legs were like WOAH! mind blowing. but apparently her face was like screwed up. hahah! i couldnt bear to look.


(this was the table she approached)

i was at this table! (: with bryan nic vic anna evan amrit david ezra and shawn!


victoria!

david and amrit.

this is how we cam-whored. (:

too blur

amrit had no eyes so we HAD to take again.


hahah ahh, perfect. (kat nic me amrit and david!)


so after the dinner, a few of us crashed evan's car to raid his house. hahah and omg, did we sqeeze. it was the most comfortable ride ever. hahah i swear, nic should be a seat.



i stole bryan's blazer because it smelt like a special someone, exactly.

be my ralph lauren baby. (:



cheers evan. (:





tag replies! <3

ah i dont know where to start.

marcuseng: hey there pal! (: thanks for always being there for me. hahah I'M OUT I'M OUT! WE MUST ALWAYS BE 100% NEVER 30 30 .
sarina: NANA! hahah you always never fail to make me smile. i miss hanging out with you in school!! remember the school toilet?! hahah you made me cry in school the other day okay! cause i missed you so damn much ):
james: hahah i really think he stole your lines too. or rather he's your second half. gosh, i hope not! hahah you make my life hell and heaven at the same time. hahah! i love you james! and yeps! that's right, only you and kane can call me fugly and it dont mean a thing (:
russell: omg, you're so creative idiot! hahah didnt know you listened during TOK! hahah now i know where you put what you learn into practice. heh
priss: hey there babe! (: ive only just known you and you've become such a dear to me already! hahah you and eng are just the same. "i tell your mum ah!" (:
andrew hill: PATRICK! hahah living up to your reputation on friday night huh! hahah i love english noww!
kathi: thanks kit-kat. (: but you never know huh. you might be wrong and i might be right ! hahah i love you sis!
pri: hey there my pretty junior! hahah thanks (:
steph-ann: thank you STEPH! you know i'll always be there for you too! hahah plenty of hugs !!
- : hahah thank you
babyboy: hahah how are you?! heh but yeps! thanks a million. (:
anon: (:
thank you for this moment, i've gotta say how beautiful you are
(to all of you)

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@4:10 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


thanks everyone for being there for me. (:

ah okay, i'll update soon. love!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Saturday, January 27, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@2:44 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


as i said keith, i would love to meet you so you could tell it in my face. (: if you really want to, pick a date and place and i'll be there. (: no point saying all this bullcrap when you dont dare to even say it in my face, am i right?

a1, i feel really sorry for you because you're So not updated that you should really get your facts right before insulting me. cause it only comes back to you.

gosh, okay. im such a bitch. and im sure i'll be getting much more comments about this, but you know what? i really dont care anymore. say all you want but only jiezhen and i know what's really going on. and all you people just have nothing better to do. you guys are just embarrassing yourselves with your comments that should be in history books cos they're so backdated. this whole thing is between me and jiezhen and we've already sort things out and come to an 'agreement?'. so what is everyone's problem?. do we have to openly state everything out to you? noo, i dont think so.
reality check -
it's none of your damn business.
have some sense and just back off, please.

i know that im not as pretty/hot/ whatever you guys say. and i know that i cant offer much to him compared to alot of other people. but i know that i do love and care for him, and he means the world to me.
i am what i am and i trust him with all my heart.
i hope that's enough.


but thanks to all the other people. it really means alot to me. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Thursday, January 25, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:39 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


school was boring. nothing much happened except many people like JAMES, RUSSELL, MARCUS, IEKKA left halfway.
gosh, there goes my fun.
so well, after school i went to meet sarina and marcus! (: i love love them.

hahah yeps! what eng says is true. the only reason why im even bothering to 'explain' myself for all you hunglikeahorse people is because im being accused of something that im not even doing! i mean, if you were in my shoes you probably be doing the same thing.

thanks keith for your opinion, i surely would take all you say into consideration. i admire your courage for even putting down your name. actions speak louder than words right? thanks for spending your precious time telling me that im ugly. i mean hell, you spend so much time on an ugly person's blog! wow, it sure speaks alot about you. i'm SURE you are The best looking person i would ever meet in my life right. hahah i would love to meet you one day,that is if you would grace me with your strong hot presence (:
hahah and in My opinion, fuck off with all your opinions.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:44 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


“So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination."
-one tree hill

i was so stoned today. oh gosh, i had stage fright! ): it's Not a Good experience AT ALL. oh man, i totally screwed up my presentation. ahhh! not again. hahah

oh wells.

so then the rest of the day was basically boring. i really am thinking of moving school; not because of the people. but because i need a change. oh wells, i think im too fussy.

ah but english was Damn fun, surprisingly. but only because of ANDREW! hahah that retard. he's so stupid la! hahah (: made me laugh like crazy when the WHOLE class was silent. cheh! i was trying to stop but i couldnt! hahah
'oh no, you're in BIGGG trouble dude'
hahah! (:

and so she says;
marcuseng: thanks pal! (:
hunglikeahorse:hahah! how am i ruining his life? and well, if the words " would you be my girlfriend" means that im not together with him. then i wonder what words one has to say to be together with a person. look, i know that you are entitled to your own opinion and i respect that. but as i said, i dont make shit up. and i never will. if we were not, i would say we're not and that im just some crazy bitch making things up. but im not. so yeps! oh and by the way, who are you?
anon: hahah thanks (:
sarina!: hahah! you know you love that picture! (: I MISS YOU NANA!
jerilyn: you know im right my dear! call me soon! we HAVE to meet up. someone's missing youu! (: stop sleeping at home and just being a potato couch watching one tree hill my dear! it's not healthy! heh
james: both of us wont leave acs international my dear.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Tuesday, January 23, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:06 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

today was the slack-est day ever.
i went to school late (as usual), stopping by starbucks to get my mocha.
i skipped two periods of maths
i skipped chinese
i skipped english
i didnt have history today.
and i felt so sick, my nose was running!

so basically i didnt go for lessons for the whole of today besides biology. only because everyone knows that if you skip miss loh's class you're officially insane.
so i spent the whole day just talking to aqeel and slacking around. hahah oh and of course, playing socialbles! omg, the most retarded disgusting game ever came about. but it was So Fun, it was addictive! hahah
asshole james dared me to stand on top of a cocktail table and scream " i'm a slut" to the whole damn school! hahah of course, i did. but i just sort of fumbled on the last word..hahah goodness, you're a man-whore james. (:

so then after school i went down to independent with andrew to get the application form for that school. but they didnt have it! Omg, it's such a retarded school. jeremy came down to see me for a while (: totally made my day.

okay, then i had to go through the worst experience of this year. i swear, it did not feel good at all. sigh, im really sorry. i really really am. so then after god knows how long, sarina finished school and we went to town! with her og group ? i think. they were nice people, just too smart for me? hahah i swear, they were doing homework.. gahh! oh wells. then i left with patrick. this new friend, and we were supposed to go to wheellock, but we walked the wrong way! gosh, we're too clever i swear. hahah! but he was quite an interesting person. i mean, just walking with him made me feel as though i was running a marathon. i swear, no one can walk as fast as he can. it was like sprinting!

i love sarina heng! (:
to m.n.
i hope you realise that it was a really difficult thing for me to say too. but mn, for you to move on i had to. there wasnt any other way. i really dont know what will happen in the future for us, but all i know now is that i just cant get my life into any other more complications or i'll just burst. i really want you as a friend and nothing more. yes, i cant deny that i still care for you alot. but let's just give each other time yeah? and well, if it's meant to be then it will. it may not be now, or even this year. it may be even ten years down the road, but who knows right? we did have great times together last year. we did enjoy it tremendously. but i guess things change, people change and feelings change. i'm sorry for everything and i didnt mean to hurt you the way i did. i just hope that one day, we can just be friends; the best of friends. that's my 2007 wish for us.
love, me.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Monday, January 22, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:29 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always. A promise. Like a reward for persisting through life so long alone. A belief in each other and the possibility of love. A decision to ignore, simply rise above the pain of the past. A covenant, which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties. A celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead. For two will always be stronger than one, like a team braced against the tempest civil world. And love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For tonight is mere formality. Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held. Promises made long ago. In the sacred spaces of our hearts.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Sunday, January 21, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:16 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i woke up at 730 today to go to church at 830 to help out in some event for the crosstrainers.

oh my gosh, i swear. im too old to deal with young kids. hahah! it's like so silly cause they just wouldnt listen no matter what. and in the end, i just end i had to change most of the game. HMM. but it was a good experience. i mean, when do you ever spend time with p4, p5, p6, and sec 1s hur? so i guess it was a good time, to remember how you actually were when you were young. (esp for guys)
- small little devils.

hahah that's right. they were so naughty! hahah (:
ohh oh, but today i got my delievered breakfast from my dumbdumb! (:
'hello dumbdumb, i want some gum gum"
( im sorry i just watched night in the museum yesterday, im really outdated)

THANK YOU MY DUMBDUMB!
you totally satisfied my tummy. *jumps!
okay so then i had crosstrainers meeting until about four then i went to the cathay for a while.
HMM, im really glad that i had that talk with you.
just a random photo - to say i miss you. (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@12:17 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


And I, I am for you,

And I, I will love you

And I, I am for you

And I, I will save you


♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Saturday, January 20, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:46 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


HELLO EVERYONE!

i'm so damn PLEASED! (: gosh, i cant stop grinning just yet. WHIEE!

So i got back my results yesterday and well, it's been a roller coaster ride ever since.

my results:
history - A
literature - A*
First language english - A*
Maths - A*
Ad maths - A
Biology - A*

WHIEE! I'M A NERD! (: hahah okay, all my hard work has officially paid off. i swear, the many times i dragged myself down to the national library, the many times i skipped stuff for work has finally paid off! (:

all smiles baby, all smiles.

hell, im a straight A student! hahah my parents are obviously overjoyed. (: i love this feeling. heh



gosh, yesterday was a once in a lifetime experience. just the waiting for the unknown just freaked all of us out. except jerilyn. hahah the results were only allowed out at 1.30 pm , so we were basically waiting in school for 5 hours doing nothing. at 1, everyone was just jumping around and screaming. hahah it was hilarious! we had a pact - to open up our result slip together as a level (since it was given out in tutorials) . omg, it was so cool. hahah we were running all over the place, going to the hall. hahah! it was such an awesome time. we were screaming and some, just crying . everyone did SO well. im just so proud of everyone, esp james and marcus eng. hahah they really did awesome. (:



(james and i sitting on the floor in popular just for the aircon.)


so then sweets jerilyn me, angela, kane, kat, mich and james headed down to thaiexpress (again!) to have a celebration. hahah! we orderd SO much! gosh, cheers babes. so then kat and i headed down to borders to meet eng andrew nicpua priss and SARINA! hahah omg, i miss her so damn much!


this is what im leaving international for. (omg)

im going to acs independent on monday just for her. i told my mum that i wana 'try out' the school. hahah so if i like it there, i'll move! im getting quite sick of international already anyways. i mean, it's not that i dont like the people there. it's just that there isnt the 'happy i cant wait to go to school' feeling anymore. i feel so jaded already and so i think that i need a new environment. but i swear, if i change school i'll cry my eyes out cause i'll miss international so so much. oh wells. i hope i make the right decision. *i'll be crossing my fingers till then (:


so then i went home to change and bathe to have another celebration dinner with my parents at lawyr's in paragon! hahah omg, it was SO good. i love the food there.



so after dinner, i left to meet jeremy (:

so here i am with open arms, hoping you'll see what your love means to me.

HMM, on the way to heeren kat and i bumped into james, kane, cai, russell, marcus phooi, iekka, jeric, anthony, phua ailin, and others! hahah omg, it was such a surprise. hahah those idiots. they never fail to make me feel on cloud nine and in hell at the same time. hahah! so then jeremy and i left to the esplanade, and kat went to meet daryl, nicpua and priss.

the esplanade was fun (: we made a 'message in a bottle'. hahah it wasnt a message, but our resolutions for this year. HMM, i hope all our wishes come true babe.


it was supposed to be a balloon, but no one was selling it. ):

it was not my ear that you whispered those three words in,

but my heart.

it was not my lips that you kissed,

but my soul.

i love you too much to lose you now, oh gosh. i hate this.


♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Friday, January 19, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:07 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


my results are coming out tmr, 1.30 pm
so i guess that has not improved my day any better either.
oh wells, i just hope i do well.
im so nervous, i can hardly breathe. ):

oh well, school was boring but at the same time, emotional. everyone that took the igcse last year were just so nervous or scared for tmr.

today- goodbye school,
tmr- goodbye world.

today it was mostly down until the last few periods. hahah it began to rain So heavily. and i think it was because of stress, we all started to play in the rain. hahah it was Damn fun. like twirling in circles and then freezing our asses off in the aircon class. hahah! i love james!

oh thank you eng, andrew and charmaine ! i love you guys so much (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Thursday, January 18, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:20 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


okay, firstly. it's one thing to insult me. but its definitely a whole different story when you insult my friends (: . look, what did i do to you ? nothing! so just get your own life and stop contradicting yourself. please, you're the loser that doesnt even dare tag in your own name. hell, even im not surprised. you cant even get your facts right. like i didnt once tag jiezhen's blog? im sorry but PLEASE, who's the one flooding my tagboard now? oops! i think all fingers are pointing to.. YOU! well i guess that makes you the ugly-ier one. that's IF you can get any ugly-ier.
yes, i may not be AS good looking to jiezhen in your eyes. but did i ever say i was? i didnt say i was some top model did i? . but anyway, who are you to judge? you're nothing but a (: smiley face. god, cant you just grow up? if you were SO matured and grown up, then what are you doing tagging my blog. if you were so matured and grown up then you would just let me and jiezhen talk it out and stop interferring.

ah! okay, ive said my peace. (:, you may think im a bitch and so be it. think all you want cause you know what? you mean nothing to me. the only reason why im 'dedicating' this post to you is because i think you need it to feel more 'important' in this lifetime. so yeah, just deal with it. and i still want your name and school. the dare is on, take it or leave it and be a (: . im sure that's not you want right..?

you made me SO pissed off, im disappointed for letting myself let a smiley face (: get to me. you affected my day, you affected my mood and most importantly, you insulted my friend. you dont know me, so dont judge me.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:29 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


honestly, i cant be bothered with her anymore. i'm so over her and all her bullshit. i think it's time to just face the facts and just move now. it's better to leave with dignity and pride than to leave it all on the floor with shame on your face. i dont get it. yes, it's true that love brings out the fools in you. but this is seriously over-doing it. even fools have pride, even fools have half a brain. what the hell, what am i supposed to say? this is what im clueless about. im speechless. all i have to say is that, i never once tagged your blog , trust me. and they are not my friends either. so i have nothing to do with anything. if i have anything to say, i'll only say it on my blog. (: but im not bothered by anything any more. so yeah, peace.

okay, school was quite awesome today. (: there were plenty of free periods in the morning and then P.E! hahah oh gosh, i swear i cant run anymore. hahah! we were doing 'track and field' this term and we were supposed to sprint across the hall and i couldnt ! hahah it was like my brain was asking my legs to go faster, but my legs just felt so heavy. HMM, this is a sign. i should exercise more. (:

oh oh, there's a VENDING MACHINE in school! hahah omg, james and i were SO amazed by it; followed by the other year fives. hahah! it was like a kid's fantasy right in the middle of the canteen. like roller coasters and the popping candy. hahah! oh and so i ate roller coasters for breakfast! (: vending machines may seem really normal to most of you. but well the thing is that we never had one is school beore. hahah! we were like little kids in a candy store. i love james!

so after school, i hanged out with sarina and cheryl for a while in essential brews for about two hours deciding if i should go to acjc or not. gosh, no one wanted to go all the way down to acjc with me just for a minute since they all wanted to just sit down. cheh! and i called marcusfoo EIGHT times okay. but oh wells, i didnt know he was in canoe-ing. but in the end, i DID go with kathi and did what i wanted to do and ah! i felt so sweet. hahah (: but i was so.. shy?! ah shit, never in my life did i just want to run away. hahah and i did okay! oh man. shit shit shit. but oh wells. i still cant believe i literally ran away. hahah SO embarrassing. but in the end it was okay. hahah cheh! i hope you liked it.

it's all about a rose and a glatorade (:
i'll upload photos another day. american idol is just bekoning for me. LOVE!

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@12:46 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..




I WANT AN IPHONE! (:


omg, the phone is SO sexy! once vic showed it to me, i immediately found my next love.


tell me this is sexy.

anyway, school today was okay. im getting so bored of all the lessons and everything. it's like all the same! hahah but im getting back my results on FRIDAY! im so freaked out about it because i really dont know what to expect. it's like taking a toll on me but at the same time, i dont wana know about it at all! ): this is a nightmare.


so after school i went to meet jeremy and then we left to taka, then we hanged out in the coffee club. it was fun (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Monday, January 15, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:05 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


tag replies (:

ronda: hey you!

SAM: HEY! omg, i am hoping i am getting the correct sam. hahah anyway, it's alright! you'll get it soon (:

gillian: hey godcousin! hahah (: i'll see you in school hon.

james: JAMESLU! (: you dont know how much i adore you. hahah thanks for always being there for me. and well, knocking some sense into my head. i really needed it. you're the only one i allow in school to insult me the way you do. so be honoured! oh and hell's doing awesome down here. come join me one day yeah? there's plenty of space for the both of us. hahah

marcuseng: IPOD CHARGER PAL! i can always count on you huh. hahah (: POKEMON I CHOOSE YOU! (I'M OUT I'M OUT!) i swear we're retarded.

sarina: AH HENG! i miss you so damn much! come back from independent! hahah that school is SO boring just the few minutes i was there. hahah i almost died! but oh wells, you make it bearable. (:

ken: hello! omg, ive not seen you in ages! hahah yeps i will!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@9:45 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been

kat and liz have just gone out for a run, and me being me. im just sitting in front of my laptop waiting for my stomach to digest all the icecream and chocolates i just ate and turn into fats. and who's fault is it that i had SO much to eat?! KANE LIM!
omg
jerilyn kat and i went to thaiexpress today for our really late lunch after school since we ended early and oh gosh, did we eat. hahah! i swear no one should go to coffeebean cause the service is so damn horrible!
because they had to do some construction in the kitchen so they couldnt make pasta or anything on the menu (which is so stupid) and we were just clarifying and the manager was so rude. he rolled his eyes and like did the hand sign that we were crazy/stupid.
and the thing is, he was so impolite about it. so we just walked out and went to thaiexpress. hahah which was definitely a much better choice.

i think today was just SO unlucky for all of us. but oh wells! hahah jerilyn, we should keep our volume softer next time and look around to check if anyone's spying on us before we continue. hahah! (:

so well then we decided to crash kane's place since he didnt want to come out off his house. he is such a pig. and so we did. hahah! it was quite funny actually. like his dog, mocha, couldnt get his mouth away from my shoe so it was so wet and full of saliva it was disgusting.
and so kane couldnt stop feeding us food. he gave us hokaido chocolates that were so good i had to eat more, and then this ice cream! and we were just binging in front of his tv watching ellen and the tyra show.
it was sinful.
im just getting so bored of everything. somebody save me; i cant self-pity.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Last footprint@12:50 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hinder- better than me



♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Sunday, January 14, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@8:18 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


okay, i have not been able to blog for a few days already cause blogger keeps being unable to post.

but well, i just wana say thanks to eng, sarina, russel, JAMES, and kane for always being there for me. (:

only you guys know me the best.


i guess this is what 2007 is supposed to be,
it's how you deal with it that makes it special.



this is RIPPED from MARCUSENG!


but today was fun. like if not for today.. the whole week would've been shit. urghh.. like after school there was like really heavy rain. so a bunch of us were sitting in the canteen wondering what to do. and like kathi and kristi wanted to go play in the rain. so like i was gonna trick kathi into going into the heavy rain alone when andrew pushed me in. bastard. haha. so like we were messing abt in the rain. i got drenched. then we decided to go holland. and it was still raining with only 2 umbrellas. haha. me nic andrew priss kathi kristi and jerilyn were walking in the damn rain splashing each other and shaking trees for water to fall. priss and nic and kristi jerilyn were sharing umbrellas.. i was using kathis sweater and she was using her tshirt as shelter. haha. and kristi and jerilyn were like screaming and screaming and screaming cause water was splashing all over them. and cars were right behind us and drivers got pissed cause we were such a pain in the ass. haha. like we were blocking the road running about splashing water. i can safely say that was the most fun ive had in a long time. haha. went to holland. met up with brian and we went to eat at the foodcourt.. gossiping and shit. an hour and a half busride home with brian andrew and priss was fun too.. loud and funny. HAHA
okay, that was basically what happened on friday. hahah! it was so funny. gosh, you guys really brighten up my life. (:
ON THURSDAY, 110107
BYE FRANKIE! I'LL BE MISSING YOU!

p.s i cant believe daryl is in concord too! he better take good care of you! (:

today was awesome! youth alive came to wesley and oh my gosh they were so good. i really need miracles in my life now i guess , only God knows what they are (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Thursday, January 11, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@1:52 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


okay, im confused and really annoyed right now.
i think people should just get a life and just be concerned about their own lives and let others live theirs. i mean SERIOUSLY, if it's between three people then why barge in? i dont feel the need to explain anything to anyone. but with the constant questioning, i feel so annoyed by it that i just have to say this once and for all. (if you dont understand, then just skip this, you dont have to know)
  1. yes we are together
  2. he says that he and her are just good friends.
  3. if she says that we're not together then it's a lie OR he is really just lying to both of us.
and now seriously, IF he is lying to the both of us, then this whole drama thing is just not worth it. it's not worth the time, the effort and the stress.
if he is such an asshole that he's lying to both you and i, then well, i dont think either of us deserve/need someone like that.
but i trust that he isnt and well, yeah. that's about it.
to all the anons out there;
you can say whatever you want and think of whatever tickles your fantasy, but i know what im saying, i know what im doing, i know what i feel and i do know what's happening. nothing i say is/will be a lie, cos for god's sake, this is a freaking online DIARY, it's meant to say whatever i feel and whatever is happening in my life. i dont go around making up stories and spreading fake stuff.
so will please everyone just fuck off? i am SO DAMN ANNOYED with everything already.

ah! okay, i dont feel much better but at least i feel a little satisfied. i really am not like that at all, it's just that i feel so disturbed by this and i really have to vent. i'm really not a bitch.

to jz: if we need to talk, please contact me. i seriously dont think this should carry on any further. i think you and i know that it just drains the energy out of us both. i really want this to end.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Tuesday, January 09, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@1:18 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


okay im like damn bored now cause my internet keeps getting disconnected every few mins so now, pathetic me is typing on the notepad. i guess i'll put this on blogger later when im feeling better. im actually feeling really down now. HMM

oh wells, i dont know. today i did my new year resolution with eng and kat. hahah for TWO THOUSAND AND SEVEN! and i swear, i feel both excited and depressed at the same time. firstly, i am getting OLDER and well, im just so freaking busy! you know today is like one of the first days where i actually come back from school completely drained and like i just fell asleep in the car. SIGH. i feel so so tired, i dont know how this year would be like. i really dont want it to pass by like in a flash and not be able to actually that the time to soak it is and enjoy it at all. it sort of gave me THE 'light' i should just suck it up and carry on with life.

school is really fun like the new people are an awesome bunch. i couldnt have asked for better people. but it's SO stressful! i would NEVER tell people that they should do IB cos it's the hardest shit on earth! im getting all stressed up and everyhting already just thinking of what kind of subjects i should take for higher level or standard. and this genius from RI is gona do BOTH IB AND A LEVELS AND SATS. omg, is he INSANE?! he really is. i swear, just listening to him makes me wana go gaga. this is the first day of school and im already SO stressed up, i wonder what gona be coming round the corner.

ah okay, something to cheer me up. someone's gona call me now! hahah BYE PEOPLE. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Monday, January 08, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@2:00 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i would give it all for you baby;


hmm, i just realised that i have not been blogging as much as i used to so i shall get it going. hahah
anyway, i just came back from nic's place. it was his like super last minute birthday party. hahah like at 3.30 this afternoon, he called kat telling her that he just made up his mind to have a get together to celebrate his brithday today and so like kat and i had to call down people to his house at FIVE! hahah omg, i swear people are amazing. hahah! so many people came! like it was so spontaneous, it was even funny. hahah! but it was fun. (:
i mighty enjoyed myself. i had this super long 'girls talk' with debs my rapist! hahah i missed talking to her!





oh and then like at around ten plus, kat james mich and jerilyn came back from walking around and said that cai marcus kim iekka and all were like outside talking to the police. hahah so drama! hahah so we all went out to check out what was happening and like apparently it was some screening thing and so they had to give their ics and everything down. hahah then like when we were just about to leave, they asked for OUR information. hahah it was so retarded. but hey, something to talk about. hahah then like cai and all were asking them if we could all ride in their police car. hahah it was actually quite entertaining. (:

oh and i received flowers today! (: i love it baby. hahah




the first thing my dance partner said today: omg, purple is so not my colour okay!
hahah EVAN!

sarina! i miss her so damn much! ):

this dog is so cute; it reminds me of someone. hahah


kim has found her true love. (:

ah! i forgot to blog about my godsister/cousin/distant cousin outing. hahah omg, it was SO funny. hahah kat and i had to rush down from school back home to bathe change then rush back out to grand shanghigh to meet them. ah but we only stayed there for a while before leaving the adults to talk. hahah it was damn fun! like ive not seen my distant cousin for at least a year and omg, he has changed so much! hahah
ah so anyway we just hanged out in great world since we were too lazy to go anywhere else and like it was all closing! ahah so we just sat on the floor and ate ben&jerrys! (: loves it.



me, gillian, sarah, jamie, kat and lester lester the molester! (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse


Sunday, January 07, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@3:52 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..











ORIENTATION CAMPFIRE NIGHT WAS AWESOME!

hahah omg, im so glad that everything just fell into place. hahah good job evan! all our efforts payed off. hahah even though we were stressed and worried for almost half the time, we still did it. hahah (: three cheers to kris-ev! hahah

so basically i have been having three hours of sleep every night for the past week and thus have been REALLY cranky at points. but still, i have the time of my life. hahah!
the highlights of orientation 2007:

  1. i absolutely love my group; love. they are the best year one group any leader could ask for. hahah i was SO proud of them and they were the light and the joy of the camp (: hello LOVE!
  2. the 'kristi' pose (: and my pig/cow and feline's platapus/duck.
  3. i love campfire night. it was just the time to bond and just dance and look stupid. hahah
  4. the stay overs and the mornings when we get up. cos' it's the time where you listen to all the slient gasps and screams in the girls toilet when the freezing cold water hits their bodies. well, beauty is pain. hahah
  5. EVAN! my ever so paitient dance partner who actually knew the steps faster than I did. how embarrassing. hahah!
  6. basically EVERYONE IN COUNCIL. each and everyone of you made a difference in this orientation and well, it wouldnt be the same without you. that's for sure. (:
  7. well i wana thank bryan too! hahah especially. thank you bryan for talking to me for two and a half hours in the dark container room. omg, it was fun. hahah! oh and thank God that my group came to save me first. hahah thanks for all your help and advice pal! (: what would i do without you man.
  8. and OF COURSE, the cam-whoring moments we had on the last night. heh
  9. and last but not least, MON! hahah my OL partner in LOVE! hahah omg, what would i do without you?! hahah thanks so much (:

okay i took TONS of photos and i cant possible upload all of them so i'll just upload some. heh (:

to all council people : i'll burn them all on a disc for you guys. (:

here's some of you (:


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