Remember, because that's all you can do

Friday, August 31, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@2:02 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

hahah! you know, when i was thinking whether or not i should post that photo, i was worried that it would send off a wrong message or whatever. and i guess it did. but i went ahead with it because jem means nothing more to me than a friend. there was seriously no intention to cause dispute or anything because i mean it's Just a photo. One photo that i just found and thought it was nice; that's all to it. i dont see how it would in any way 'hurt' (?) or cause any harm to jem's feelings. i'm truely happy that jem has found a girlfriend that he cares for and i wish them all the best.
To me, he is nothing more but a friend that i have not spoken to in a really long time. (:

I miss everyone of you like crazy! ): From P5 till now, it's just amazing how we have all grown up together and leading different lives now. although worlds apart, we know that deep down we'll be there for one another. we must have another reunion soon!! december okay?!

I spent the entire day today trying to work on my maths. it was a failure. belle and sem came over for dinner and we watched 'so you think you can dance' !! boy do i love that show.

SEX came back! hahah! (: what a moron. i must say he has a really REALLY high self-esteem.

p.s i cant tag on my tagboard now, no idea why. but i will soon! (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Wednesday, August 29, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@10:23 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

If there's one thing you should know, it's that I'm stuck on you.

kathi is going for the death trap. and im helping her go into it. HAHAH!

i love you too kat.

Argh, i was SO tired today. I literally fell asleep in literature lecture and maths 1 tute. All because of i stayed up late last night talking to jm. Ah, i miss that bugger.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@10:12 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

Thank God for Weekends too! (:

omg, partying through friday, saturday and sunday really drains your energy. but Fun Fun Fun!(: saturday was ladies night over at bass lounge, though i didnt really wana go because i was so exhausted from Friday, i still went cause kathi dragged me there. ahiyoi. but anyhow, it was still fun.

on sunday, we spent the night at sem and belle's place.

today is tuesday ): we're in the middle of the week now. Sigh Time to STUDY.. term 3 exam

are coming up!

today eng msged me! omg pal! i miss you SO badly.. ):

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Saturday, August 25, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@6:21 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!

omg, last night was awesome! (: i had SOOO much fun and the good thing was that i was not drunk. YESSS! and i woke up with zero regrets or "oh-no-s" heh (: (: i woke up with a smile!
last night was like a little adventure for kat and i.

first, we met at belle and sem's place for pre-drinks before heading down to seven.
jeremy (stranger) called me So many times to meet him at seven now now . and i was like i cant! so i told him that my girlfriend didnt allow me to. HAHAH! so belle dear was my girlfriend for the night.
first response was "YAY! I'M ATTACHED AGAIN!" hahaha! omg, laughs.
was kinda sad that sem wasnt going with us. ): she had to finish her essay! (which in the end she didnt complete ANYWAYS)
so belle, kat, rim, celina and i made our way down to seven. WHOOHOO! what started out as a girls night ended up with like groups of guy friends joining us in the Queue. it was kinda funny how everyone ended up at the club last night. i mean, esp for celina. *PHEW!

kat and i had to 'escape' from these two guys. HAHAH! after getting free drinks from them (52 DOLLARSS!) we sort of ditched them. and i swear it was so hard shaking them off. okay, it's mean but i mean, they offered to buy us drinks and just because they bought us drinks doesnt mean anything. so yeahh, we had to like get people to save us. heh like ben, richard and shawn? omg, hilarious.

"omg, save us!"

but the night ended on an awesome note. i swear, trinity people are seriously an extrodinary bunch of people.
maybe except for belle. my poor girl got SO drunk. AT LAST i could take care of her and not the other way around. hahah WHOOHOO! i love belle!

p.s i wish i took pictures. ):

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Thursday, August 23, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@8:42 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

Please send me anything but signals that are mixed

i stayed at home for the whole day today (besides yingthai for a late lunch) and i finished my HOI essay. Hurray! (:

1900 words in two days. I'm awesome. hahah! cant wait for tmr! it's time to party baby. whoohoo!

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

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Last footprint@12:49 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

crazy sexy losers, loaded with beer. this shit aint welcome here.
HAHAH! it was what kat and i heard from these two drunkards screaming out that phrase over and over again on the street while walking back.
AHH I LOVE MELBOURNE!

dong just said he misses me on his nick. HAHHA! i miss you too dongdong!

right now, i am going GAGA over this boy. Omg, he drives me insane. Ah! SOOOO CUTEEEE! Although i think he's not my type, but who cares. he's so cuteee!! wth. im like swooning. it's been a while since i've felt this way.

the little things i miss. Random photos!

mummy and daddy

my huge family

clarissa's birthday banner! alex, jia, remember this! (:

shumei and johnny. Ah, those were the times.

jerilyn! my bimbo in crime, i miss you so! omg, you little skank! come back from LA!

a random photo of nigel i decided to post (:

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before, everything that I do reminds me of you
I love the things that you do, when you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
We were made for each other
Out here forever
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Saturday, August 18, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@9:29 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted

i have posted for so long because i have no internet! omg, i'm dying. hahah!
but well it has been an interesting week. (:

last week in melb uni, it's called the weird week. where a group of students will do retarded things like running into lectures naked. that sort of thing. hahah! anyway, i saw 'borat and his fat partner' running butt naked out of union house! OMG, the boys and my mouth dropped. HAHAH! i wish i had the quick enough reflexes to take out a camera and snap a photo, but NOO! i was too slow! gosh. could have been picture perfect.

i've been going to the gym EVERYDAY ever since wednesday. WHOOHOO! hahah deciding to change my unhealthy lifestyle to a healthy one! YAY!

it was rim's birthday this week and so on friday we made a trip down to seven to celebrate. (: on the way there was major packed with fun and laughter. HAHAH! in the club itself.. it was alright. hahah i had nice company(: photos!

happy birthday rim! (:

Birthday girl

(the april intake people that were there (: )

tert!

tert, me, swang, kate, kat, belle

sem! my gym buddy (:

katkat

rim!

(sem's boyfriend: you wish belle! )

yond and celina!

i love this photo.

me, sem, kat and belle

brothers for the night

yond! the idiot that teases me every day

i am SO stressed out about my HOI essay, 1500 words to write and i have not even started. i dont even know what to write! gahh. and so, im moody, bitchy, grouchy and clingy. AHHH! all bad bad traits.
Oh Shits.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN! (:

we gave him a surprise birthday bash on sunday, and we played mindless drinking games and card games. heh (what school?) and only came back around 5. ah, needless to say, Monday was a useless day. gosh, Swang stayed over though!
i'll upload photos of his 'party' soon.

sem has a section of 'kristi quotes' on her blog. HAHAH! omg, i feel so stupid! because apparently i say something stupid or retarded every day. like for example:

kristi: omg, i feel so cold i feel like im in winter.

(sometimes i amuse myself.)

oh btw, SPRING IS ON ITS WAYYYY! (: HURRAY!
sem, belle, kat and i were on the high while walking to union house today and then suddenly, i saw PINK in my face. FLOWERRR! hahah YES! there were flowers growing from the trees! instead of bare naked branches. omg, happy happy! yes yes yes! that made my day all better.

i had a HUGE craving for snickers today; and i bought a MAXI one. *sighs.

i really should get started on my essay. ): save me please!

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Thursday, August 09, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@11:49 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

sometimes i find my heart slipping home from school to talk to you, because i know you'd be there.

sometimes i find my brain slipping into thoughts of you, because i miss you.

it's inevitable; at it's best.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

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Last footprint@11:32 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE! (:

omg, i cant believe im not in singapore right now . yes i am a patriotic singaporean. HAHAH! i love PAP!

every year i have always been going to the National Day Parade. and always something special happens.

National Day 2006

the sea of red, the kallang wave. whooo! hahah i miss home ):

the fireworks (:

after parade reception-

Mr lee kwan yew (:

they actually baked that cake. it looked so real . heh

so this year, 2007, we'll be celebrating it in Melbourne. hahah! you have no idea how 'on' singaporeans are. hahah! all wearing red AND white. pretty damn awesome. it's fun . heh

A group of 10 of us are gona go to chomp chomp for dinner to relive our 'eating singaporean food' moments. hahah!

so to those in singapore, soak in your holiday! while we self-declare one ourselves. hahah!

many misses.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@2:54 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i've been in hell for the past THREE days.
i've been literally bed-ridden with a temperature of 39.4 with severe cough and just body aches all over.
thanks to kathi who spread it to everyone on the planet, namely me belle sem celina.
and now, kathi is playing annoying songs that spin my head round and round

"have you ever been in lovvveeee?"
-best friend by toybox.

GODD seriously?!! it sure brings tickles in my tummy.

please pray for me that i will get well soon (:
my eyeballs feel like they are gona pop out any moment now, so i guess i better go back to bed. much love.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Sunday, August 05, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@12:53 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

today was Such a long day. i was abruptly awaken up by kathi who wanted to go to the doctor. and Stupid australia is such a retarded country. all the nearby clinics closes at 1 pm or that they are fully booked. OMG, kill me.
i had a panic attack cause i didnt know what to do, so i called my mummy and just cried. AH!
so convinced kat to go to the hospital with me, and called melvin and houyu just in case. they are such sweet boys. (:
and and AND the stupid hospital took SO long, cause kathi was a 'minor case'. so then we decided to go down to another one and at last kathi got a doctor. hahah!
i was so surprised that i didnt blow up at the blonde nurse.
she was so ignorant!
it's times like this that you look back and say, i wish i was in singapore right now. hahah! private hospitals, proper attendance and all the works.
Sigh.
i miss my family ): Really badly.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Friday, August 03, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@6:27 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life, But not together.

to tell the truth, i was feeling really lousy this morning. kat is sad, i'm sad too. i dont know.. but then the boys came (: hahah! i love justin, nigel and kevin. seriously one of a kind. they were bullying me as usual! but this time, they were trying to put a whole cardboard box over me! ): omg, i was like "go away go away!" hahah! and of COURSE they succeeded like ten thousand times. SIGH. i tried chasing them, but oh wells you know i cant run ): nigel was skipping while i was running after him . ):

playing outside the union house, good.

i've been doing alot of thinking lately, all bottled up capped safely. i seriously dont know why this year has just been full of just horrible guys. sigh, it just comes one after the other and it's like not stopping.. i just wana get away from all the 'drama', and all that shit. but i always go right into another one again once the other is 'gone'. i love 2007, but can you please go a little faster? i want this year to end so badly. you have no idea how sick and tired i am... sometimes i wana scream but most of the time, i just wana cry.

sometimes i just wish you could just come over and give me a hug and tell me all will be fine. Because that's all i need from you.

i'm a little more than what you think of me.

music on my mind: happy ending- mika

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

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Last footprint@12:02 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

Argh, i feel bad for that post..
i've never 'slammed' anyone on my blog before like this, and somehow i feel terrible.
i feel so bitchy! ):

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse