Friday, December 21, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:51 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whoreSo I'm leaving on a plane for Taiwan tmr morning at 9am and I've no idea why but i feel so moody now! maybe it's because ever since I've been back it's been constant, non-stop packing and unpacking my luggage, getting ready for the next trip. It's been fun, but really tiring.
I just cant wait for the Taiwan trip to be over so I can finally start planning things like, TRY to get a job and stick to it...
Also, I'm really gona miss some people when I'm away; especially during Chrismas. Boy, was my Christmas last year Completely different. but hey, not gona go into details. (: Thank God, my WHOLE family is gona be in taiwan and when i say WHOLE, i mean WHOLE. like 18 people going down to Taiwan for holiday. hahah! All my close relatives are gona be travelling down with us, so i guess it's gona be a REALLY noisy trip. thinking about it, makes me wana cover my ears. hahaha! but it's gona be like a new adventure because as a family, we've never done something so extreme before. It has always been all talk, but now it is actually happening. Excited (:
Today i spent my one free day with Marcus ENG! (: my best buddy; Ipod charger pal. kat and i went over to his far far away house. i swear i almost fell asleep in the car. it was so long! all the way at the east coast. but oh wells! it was worth the journey there because ever since we've come back, we've not had a full chance to actually just bum around and catch up and i'm glad we did. I MISSED MY PAL! (: he's grown so so much. hahah! so then priss, calvin and daniel came over and joined in. heh
marcus eng! you're an ass! but i still love you all the same :D pal, you never fail to make me laugh.
Boy am I gona miss some people.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Thursday, December 20, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:08 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
gosh, i think my blog is dead. hahah! ive just gotten so lazy to update that it slowly becomes a habit.
anyway, right now im back inoq Singapore! and it's been pretty awesome.
firstly, it's been raining non-stop and i can do raining because it's cooler. hahah!
recently i went to YM camp and i must say, it has changed my entire outlook on life. Just so happen, I got back my results during camp and it wasnt what i expected, it was actually lower which meant i couldnt get into melb uni. initially, i was way beyond devastation, because i really wanted to get there, you know. to do commerce, then come out and just start earning money... but then i didnt make it in. i just missed by this - - little bit. So my whole plans literally fell apart altogether. and seriously, i couldnt have made it through without God. the title of the camp was "destination" and it ironically became my pillar of strength. I went to camp thinking that i knew my destination, my future. but through the four days, i went through like soooo much and now, im just waiting upon the Lord to give me new direction.
Should i appeal to Melbourne university?
but besides that, i also gained so much new friends and became closer to some. (: truely happy on how He has blessed me.
BETHEL, TRIBE JACOB!
my BFFL
alex, yangshen and I
more photos will be uploaded soon! (: there's a problem with my computer.
oh and i just got back from KL and then on friday, TAIWAN! i'll wait on the streets for someone to gao bai me.
feeling loved (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
