Monday, March 12, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:14 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Oh gosh, i feel like some pathetic sappy ass little girl who cant get over this damn hurdle in my life.
i need a new one- no matter what.
ive had enough of like the way ive led my days for the past few weeks.
i'm not very proud of it. so well, ive made up my mind to change it.
and i will.
so when i get over myself and my whole 'i will love him no matter what he does' theory, then i'll blog.
im over him. (: i wont think about him for the next few days; promise. and if i do, you can slap me or whatever.
im over him. (: i wont think about him for the next few days; promise. and if i do, you can slap me or whatever.
im over him. (: i wont think about him for the next few days; promise. and if i do, you can slap me or whatever.
im over him. (: i wont think about him for the next few days; promise. and if i do, you can slap me or whatever.
im over him. (: i wont think about him for the next few days; promise. and if i do, you can slap me or whatever.
okay, i just have to repeat that a few more times and maybe it will come true.
and on a last note, love does
Not exist. maybe with you, but certainly not with me. so bye bye love.
scratch- kendall payne
it's a big girl world now
full of big girl things
and everyday i wish i was small
i've been counting on nothing
but he keeps giving me his word
and i'm tired of hearing myself speak
do you get weary? do you ever get weak?
how do you dream when you can't fall asleep?
i've been wondering what you're thinking
and if you like my dress tonight
would you still say you love me under this ordinary moonlight?
i'm so afraid of what you'd say
i'd like to know if you'd be open to starting over from scratch
i'd like to know if you'd be open to giving me a second chance
i used to think i was special
and only i have proved me wrong
i thought i could change the world with a song
but i have ended up in india
with no map to guide me home
strangest place i think i've ever been
and all this time i thought that we were friends
my stubborn will is learning to bend
i'd like to know if you'd be open to starting over from scratch
i'd like to know if you'd be open to giving me a second chance
it's a big girl world now
full of big girl things
and everyday i wish i was small
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
