Sunday, March 18, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@5:26 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
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But your undecisive mind shows me that i'm "just another girl"
helped out at the go fish event in church today.
it was helpful. hahah it helped me to get my mind off some unpleasant stuff so i guess that's good. (: i was stonning throughout the whole morning because i slept at like close to 3 and woke up at 8 in the morning. so yeahh, i was like a walking zombie with a heart that's gona fail any minute. it took everything in me not to run away, i wanted to just run away and hide in a secluded area like in east coast for something. i kept looking up and down, up and down- praying and hoping that ... - and so thank God i didnt. i dont know what i would have done if, - . sigh, i think i would have ran away. im such a coward.
i love my BFFL! glenn glenn! Hmm, what would i do without you you lamespok! hahah !
hanged out with some of isaac's friends, then went to join kat and mildred. it was damn funny because of this toy gun. HAHAH! i swear it makes you scream when it's pointed at you. it's so scary! chills down my spine.
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
it's so hot now! i think i'll drag my ass down to my god foresaken pool to at least try to check one of the 'things to do during the march holidays' - to get darker.
It's taking everything in me
hahah! yeahh, i need to get darker. (: school is starting tmr! that means, i have to crash every piece of homework by tonight. gosh, help!
Just to forget your sweater so far
tag replies!
(i decided to reply tags here, too many! )
jiezhen: HEY YOU! (:yeahh im fine! thanks hon! i replied your msg :D
debbiegan: GAN! omg, ive not talked to you since like forever! omg, i wana see you on tuesday! hahah you better call me when you're in school sexy! (: forever my rapist . heh
sarina! : yes yes! you silly! next time it's YOU that's travelling down. heh i love you!
kathi: hello kathi fatty.
richie: hahah i did! go check! heh (: and yeps! since primary school . why?
priss: hahah! you're damn funny pricks. thanks (:
vic!: omg, VICTORIAA! i miss you so damn much! i even posted a picture of you! hahah nahh, you look good all the time. heh
marcuseng: hello pal! (: AAAWOOOOO! heh
i just wana sit on a road and hope a truck doesnt come my way. maybe that will be better than this - This is exhausting.
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you now and always...
Promise me that all you say is true -
that's all I ask of you...
i just watched the phantom of the opera. ive never watched it before and oh my gosh, it swept me off my feet. all the more i wana watch the musical noww! anyone wana watch? (:
my head hurts, again. it keeps like pounding non stop- i cant believe i did such a stupid thing just now. shit shit shit! i feel like slapping myself over and over again. ive been doing retarded, way not cool things and i always regret the moment i do it. But there is ONE thing i will never do, i swear that i will not m-- h-- f----. okay i know it's damn annoying to read and like not know the dashes. but like eng knows! (: oh my shit. im still pissed off so i guess that's good. now i dont wana run away, i wana just be ignorant. one step at a time, one day at a time- it helps. they say ignorance is bliss and i wana believe that it is. because really, sometimes it helps to live in your own little world for just a while.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
