gosh, i think my blog is dead. hahah! ive just gotten so lazy to update that it slowly becomes a habit.

anyway, right now im back inoq Singapore! and it's been pretty awesome.

firstly, it's been raining non-stop and i can do raining because it's cooler. hahah!

recently i went to YM camp and i must say, it has changed my entire outlook on life. Just so happen, I got back my results during camp and it wasnt what i expected, it was actually lower which meant i couldnt get into melb uni. initially, i was way beyond devastation, because i really wanted to get there, you know. to do commerce, then come out and just start earning money... but then i didnt make it in. i just missed by this - - little bit. So my whole plans literally fell apart altogether. and seriously, i couldnt have made it through without God. the title of the camp was "destination" and it ironically became my pillar of strength. I went to camp thinking that i knew my destination, my future. but through the four days, i went through like soooo much and now, im just waiting upon the Lord to give me new direction.

but besides that, i also gained so much new friends and became closer to some. (: truely happy on how He has blessed me.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse