to tell the truth, i was feeling really lousy this morning. kat is sad, i'm sad too. i dont know.. but then the boys came (: hahah! i love justin, nigel and kevin. seriously one of a kind. they were bullying me as usual! but this time, they were trying to put a whole cardboard box over me! ): omg, i was like "go away go away!" hahah! and of COURSE they succeeded like ten thousand times. SIGH. i tried chasing them, but oh wells you know i cant run ): nigel was skipping while i was running after him . ):

playing outside the union house, good.

i've been doing alot of thinking lately, all bottled up capped safely. i seriously dont know why this year has just been full of just horrible guys. sigh, it just comes one after the other and it's like not stopping.. i just wana get away from all the 'drama', and all that shit. but i always go right into another one again once the other is 'gone'. i love 2007, but can you please go a little faster? i want this year to end so badly. you have no idea how sick and tired i am... sometimes i wana scream but most of the time, i just wana cry.

sometimes i just wish you could just come over and give me a hug and tell me all will be fine. Because that's all i need from you.

i'm a little more than what you think of me.

music on my mind: happy ending- mika

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse