Remember, because that's all you can do

Sunday, July 29, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@8:18 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

this will be a VERY wordy post because all the pictures are not with me! ): yikes! but anyway, i'll edit it when i get them. (:
i have not blogged in ages! omg, okay here goes. a complete run through of my week. (:
the weekdays have been all work work and work and a little drama. i hate it! and of course, just as usual the weekends came at last (:

tuesday night:
spent the night with kathi, nigel, justin and kevin at nigel's place . silly boys.

wednesday:
WHAT A DAY! i blasted at NICOLAS heng chee bai because i was so pissed off with him! Argh, totally got on the wrong side of me. to summarise the whole thing, he's a plain shit-ass jerk bastard. if i could kill him, i would. but he's not worth it.

thursday night

we had pot luck with the april intake people at sem and belle's place! by the time everyone got down, it was So late! But it was sooo good. Great Food, Great company. by the time we got home, it was around 5. and so again, i couldn't wake up for school . but luckily, i only had two periods after lunch . (: *phew!

friday night

after the one and only lecture of HOI, swang, kathi and i went to watch the simpsons. we went there with nigel, justin, kevin and jean at first but because swang and us had to meet tert and kate for a before party, we watched the earlier one. *thank God.

winter wonderland! a party at Seven. it was Okayy.. i cant say it was great great, but it was alright. i was so pissed drunk, i can only say Embarrassingg!! ): SIGH i dont think i can ever drag my ass up to school anymore. ): but overall, it was awesome (:

saturday night

joined sem, belle and sam for dinner at chilli padi. (: then we had a semi movie marathon at their place. OhMyGod, i ADORE chick flicks. HAHAH! i was going crazy wild while watching it. SO sweet! but before the chick flick, we had to watch this movie which was so Intense! ): it was about drugs and what it can do to your life and man, i'm NEVER taking drugs. so it was an intense movie then a chick flick followed by a relaxing movie. the holiday and boys&girls! (: we went home at like FOUR! and we walked all the way back.. *cold!*

sunday night:

hello tonight! i woke up at like 4 today and by the time i finished eating lunch, it was time to meet lix and ricebar for dinner. i came out in my specs! and it's Grey's Finale tonight!! but but but, cant watch since sem and belle are watching the Big Brother Finale. ZACH I SUPPORT YOU! omg, i LOVE him! (: he's so cute. so anyway, i'm here now typing out this entry while waiting everyone to come over for our usual sunday night talkie. (:

i have only known [him] for -. But if you took every memory, every moment, if you stretched them end to end- they'd reach forever. - Jodi Picoult

i just finished reading 'my sister's secret' by Jodi Picoult and i must say it is an Awesome book. i recommand it to anyone.

pictures will be updated soon! i promise (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Monday, July 23, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@11:18 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"

Sem's most recent song obsession. I must say, it's not bad.

this is the new shit- marilyn manson

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

♥

Last footprint@7:58 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

I'm such a tv addict. ): every night it's just way too cold to go out and so, i resort to accompanying the tv and occassionally having crazy people who can walk in the cold drop by.

i forgot to say thank you victoria, jerilyn and ben for being there when i got my tatt. (: omg, VIC! thanks for holding my hand. HAHAH! sorry if i squeezed it too hard. i love you THISSSS much (:

well school has been alright, nothing much has been happening except for getting back results from last exams. GOSH, everything was okay except my maths! silly me thought that by taking up All Maths subjects, it would pull my grades up. but Nooo, they're pulling me down instead! ): SIGH and it's only the second week of school and i'm already so stressed. i feel the need to study! gahh!

we had our 'non-alcoholic, healthy' Friday meeting at starbucks. something i've not done in a really very long time! (:

then i had to spend the weekends with my daddy and brother because they just came down from the mountains. They skiied! omg, so damn fun. i wanted to go as well la! but my daddy fell down and hurt his leg! and now he has to go for operation. ahiyoi.

saturday night:

Bass Lounge- Uniform Party

It was fun (: so anyway, i'll let the pictures do the talking (:

i only have that a few with me now because i didnt bring my camera. but i'll post them up later. the boys will be up soon.(: internet's really slow now.

“Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.”
i miss you james! ):

Sunday: went to CHURCH!with kat and sem (: planetshakers. and this time it was MASSIVE! the two services joined together and it was awesome. SO MANY PEOPLE! so after, we joined belle and SAM (belle's best friend whom last minute took a flight down with belle and is gona be here for the next 10 days. whoohoo!) for meekong. (: and after that we had our sunday night talkie.hahah! sem and i lost our bet! ): gahh.

i love moments like these. (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@11:02 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

OH M GEE i've got a new idol: VICTORIA BECKHAM.
she's major. (:
HAHHA! i just watched her 'documentary?' on tv and she's so funny. it's no wonder she's called posh. she IS posh.
'it's time to look miserable"
i hope youtube has it.
ah! i'm gona wear damn damn high heels everyday to school because she does that All The Time. HAHAH ! gosh, i'm a fanatic. (:
"i would be caught dead in flats."

perish the thought (:

Ah, this shows I've really become a tv addict. Fuck!
But you have to agree with me, Victoria Beckham is MAJOR.

life in Melbourne is really mundane. ):
just cant wait for the weekend. (: whoopiee!

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Monday, July 16, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@12:58 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

I just arrived back in Melbourne. ):
I cant say i'm happy to be back because honestly I'm really not. I'm in no mood to go back to class and much less stay here. I wana go back to Singapore!

Although it was for such a short period of time only, I'm still glad I got to spend every minute with you guys. (:
Pictures will be uploaded soon.

Much love.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Thursday, July 12, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@10:30 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

I met Ben zd today.
I watched Harry Potter today.
I got my tattoo today. (:

M, i dont know if it's your doing by if it is, ask your friends to back off. it's childish and immature. If you want to vent, then I'm open to hear whatever you have to say. but doing this, is just stupid. get it?

signing off to watch grey's. (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@11:10 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

You make me wana love again.

i went to sentosa yesterday! omg, ive not been there for like god knows how long, much less swam in dirty sea water.
met up with clara, nicheng, justin, xiu, kevin and jean ! a supposedly meant to be a 10.30 be-there-at-sentosa date became a 12.30 we-are-here-sentosa at last date. heh

i'll let the pictures do the talking. (:

honestly, i'm getting really annoyed with you. SERIOUSLY, grow up. you know, i actually thought you were more than that, but i guess you changed or somehow i thought of you wrongly. and yes, i am upset that things turned out this way, but understand this when i say that She means more to me than you will ever be. i'm sure as hell lucky to have such a great friend. and right now i dont even ever wana see you again.

I wont apologise because what i did was the right thing to do.

saying this would say i'm a bitch but i just have to.

deal with it, life sucks.

yesterday i went to the wet market with my mummy! oh gosh, seriously tai tai already. ): i love my mummy! i dont wana go back to melbourne already! no no, i wana stay here! ):

i forgot to mention that on saturday night when juncai was like piss drunk, i 'accidentally' burned him with a cigg twice. HAHAH! and this is his burnt mark.

that is to all the bullying cai! (:

ah that feels good. anyway, went mambo with belle and sam last night. OMG SO CROWDED. i can safely say i am not going clubbing until i reach melb again. way too crowded. it was Packed full of people that i couldnt even move! gosh, i saw lix dancing though. HAHAH! lixxie love!

gona meet ben today for the whole day! whoohoo. (:

he's gona buy me take-out lunch. how exciting.

i have to go meet ben now, so i'll continue to blog later. (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Monday, July 09, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@1:36 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i have not posted this yet, but I PERMED MY HAIR!
comments about it: i would say it's about even. some like it, and some prefer me with straight hair.
well fret not, it's only gona be there for at the most a month. ):
it was for the spur of the moment that's why we got it. (: fun fun .

Friday;
i bought a new phone! (:

nd i love it! (: the first thing kathi said was "how can kristi have a sexier phone than me! "
Yay !
then i met JERILYN! omg, the day keeps getting better. at first, i went to have bah kut teh with my daddy and brother. i swear, you will never know what you will really miss until you dont have it. and bah kut teh was one of them. so yes, satisfaction in my tummy, i meant jerilyn (my bimbo partner) , bryan and kat and sushi teh and holland v Again. HAHAH it's def our second home huh. however i couldnt stay long before having to leave to meet nephew GLENN for tea after his chinese oral. HAHAH! that bugger, i miss hanging out with him man. he makes me laugh like no other with his lame- ass jokes.

hurried home for dinner before leaving to meet kane, james, juncai and leonard (? i think that's his name) for kbox. HAHAH! i admit, it was kinda fun. was stuck with guys who couldnt stop making fun of me. AH! makes me miss them even more. ):

saturday:
Whiee! Night life is goooddd.. just for that night. it was so entertaining to see juncai drunk ass on the floor. HAHAH! met nick for tea first at wheellock before rushing home for dinner and change. met shumei, johnny, marcuseng, ellen, sheryl at wheellock again and then met kane, jerilyn at ten-ish to go down to en-lounge to meet a drunk juncai, becs, jeric, bev, hannah, jon(?) and their friends . hanged around for a while before walking down the Cheeky's. (however you spell it) GOSH, no comments. Hahah though i loved seeing kane dance but mostly, cai rocking to the music. HAHAH after a while. that guy was like all over the road. gosh, love you cai. (: i wish i had my camera.

sunday:
i still love church THISSSS much. cant believe i am leaving in exactly seven days time. ): oh wells, life sucks. today was the first time the WHOLE cellgroup (except desmond) went out for an 'outing'. and boy i must say i miss you guys so much. i grew up with them! ever since like primary school till now, we still stuck to each other through thick and thin. you guys are irreplaceable. (: it was fun, going to shashi and jean's place. watched their wedding video and saw their photos. A wedding that i missed! Sigh, looking at their video, i thought to myself "shit, i cant wait to get married."
HAHAH! i still think i make an awesome housewife.
jean and shashi, truely a fairytale ending.
first boyfriend and girlfriend (to each other , can you say WOAH) and they ended up married! shucks, this is the only proof i have that love exists.

after that, i had a wonderful lunch over at my aunt's place. Sigh, i must say i'm blessed with such a wonderful family, extended as well. after a really filling dinner, we had DURIANS and then..
too tired to say it in my words cause talking to richie on the phone now, so yeps! ripped from kathi's blog.

'haha come to think of it, we've been throught a lot together. with my uncle's death last year and all. i must say we've grown so much from that experience. anyway, we were in their room singing really old songs at the top of our voices! hahaha like 'i cant help falling in love with you', 'skater boy', 'girlfriend', etc. :D Arhh! i cried when i had to say goodbye to them cause i knew it would be the last time seeing them before going off on sunday! ): i'll miss my relatives so much! especially my aunts! ):

alright! gona go off now. (:
lovelove

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Thursday, July 05, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@12:35 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

I'M SORRY I CANT REPLY TAGS, MY STUPID INTERNET BLOCKS IT SO I CANT EVEN READ WHO TAGS ME! BUT I'LL GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! (:

LONG POST UP AHEAD!

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up. And every night I miss you, I can just look up and know the stars are holding you, tonight.

basically, i have been busy with trying to meet friends After their school times and just hanging around town shopping while they are busy dying in school. Hahah it's been fun. (:

the feeling is sadistic awesome.

anyway, i shall start from my Birthday!

although this 17th birthday was so different from my 16th birthday party, it was so much more meaningful. last year, i threw a big party with like a dj and stuff, but this year, it was more mellow. (so to speak). it was nice different. (:

29th June,

EXAMS WERE OFFICIALLY OVER FOR EVERYONE! (:

it was like a time-to-get-drunk-and-party- time. HAHAH

so the 29th night was awesome! and at the same time, it was to celebrate tert, kat, and my birthday! Whoohoo!

Seven is an awesome club.

so despite getting bounced TWICE because they didnt accept STA cards, (suddenly you could see the whole queue shift out) FINALLY they did and i went in! YAY! hahah totally didnt regret waiting. (:

so then went for an after after party at palmerston, where they had a cake for us! hahah SO SWEET! i swear, with like sparklers as candles. damn cute! THANKS GUYS! you're seriously the sweetest!

too bad kat, your name was spelt wrongly. HAHAH!

basically, i didnt sleep the WHOLE night and left for the airport at 7 and WAITED to board the aeroplane at 10.

seriously, coming back to singapore was the best birthday present anyone could give me. i could hardly wait! (: (: when the plane landed, i actually had tears in my eyes. i was like sucking it in so as to not look even more retarded as i already look with 5 krispy kreme boxes in my arms. i swear the aussies were amazed at us. hahah! yummy in my tummy (:

so then once i landed, i was greeted with familar smiles and faces, my family and cherished friends. (:

see my silly adorable parents and brother through the glass window?

I WAS SO HAPPY! like a little girl in the candy store, beautiful. then my relatives came over to have a steamboat dinner and to cut my cake.

and then i left to go over to the Metz, my parent's new apartment with like some school friends.WHIEE! fooled around, gambled, and basically just enjoying each other's pressence. i missed you guys like fuck!

(much more photos, sorry couldnt upload all of it. )

that was what i did on my birthday. (: what a LONGG birthday celebration i had. hahah!

so from the 1st july to now, i have just been visiting acs international and shopping in the day.

night time, going out for drinks, bumming around.

it's nice to be at home on a holiday.

feels kind of weird.

i've also been pampering myself recently. been going to massages, and manicures and pedicures. Ah, that's life.

and of course, the ever occassional fights with kane and james. reliving our childhood days, and just loving life. Smiles cannot replace it. And of course, i am three months pregnant. GAHH! HAHAH! pregnant with Fats that is. i put on FOUR kg in just three months. SERIOUSLY?! WHAT THE HELL! Argh, i'm not surprised. hahah way too fat to be healthy . but i think i should just get over myself and stop talking how fat i have become. just slap me people.

the end. (:

p.s.

in short, the only guy that still believes in true love.

forever is overated. the way to go are Flings.

(from this Fling chocolate.)

honestly, she deserves more than you.

i cant do shit properly. i hate myself.today was such a bad day.. it started out all wrong. i dont regret meeting you, but i regret what came out of it. Fuck, why cant i just stay clean once in my life. why cant i just be left alone for once. Why do i always put myself in a situation that i will bound to succumb to temptation. i cried today,because of just everything. if you ask me to choose, you already immediately know who i would choose. & it's def not you. i thought you were more than that, but then again it just shows who you are. Today, you made me feel dirty and disgusting.

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse

Monday, July 02, 2007 ♥

Last footprint@1:38 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

hahah! gosh, okay i'm one day late. but Oh wells, I'm majorly fucking SEVENTEEN! hahah i'm such an old granny now, people should call me auntie. Yikes!

this 17th birthday, i can safely say i celebrated it meaningfully.
thank you parents for sending me back home to singapore! it meant the world to me.
although i had a really small gathering of friends at the metz, it was just such a joy to see all you guys again. I LOVED IT! (: everything feels so surreal. !

and SEVENS in melb was the BOMB. shit, if Ever you go melb and you want fantastic music and crowd, Sevens is the way to go.
afterall, it's seventh heaven. (:

pictures will be uploaded soon! once everyone goes to school and stuff, i will have time to do upload and just pamper myself. I CANT WAIT! (:(:

and one last thing:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERT! (: MY SEXY THAI GIRL, I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON!

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse