Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:58 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Yesterday:i felt really loser just now. i was so bored and so yet so full of energy that i just started talking to the TV! wtf! hahah extreme makeover is REALLY stupid and disgusting. i was like commenting my way throughout the show TO NO ONE! shit, im such a loser. hahah! it must have been the chocolate overload. ):
though lix came over! (: that girl, it was so fun! hahah we like cooked dinner and stuff, then like just had girl talk all the way. silly lix was doing up her xanga and i just turned to the tv while kat and her were dunno- doing what. HAHA!
lix is gona have her stretching later on tonight. HEH
kathi is such a cam whore now, she's over taking me. i dont know why, i hate using the camera these days. joy to the world - maybe because im looking like shit these days and i really cant be bothered to smile for the camera. im beginning to be such a pessimist. it's really bad. i was going to post pictures up, but i decided i'll do it next time.i actually planned on studying tonight, but i guess that didnt happen. i spent my day just sleeping. gahh! tmr i have to practice my mime with shaun! ): i HATE acting,it's the one thing i just cant stand compared to like everything else in the world.
i miss my world!! ): i shall stop mopping around and stop popping oh so delicious tiny teddies into my mouth to curb my mouth watering cravings. AH! someone save me AND my body (if possible!) okay, i shall send out three shoutouts :
1. ha ha, if you wana go with someone who's like a tramp and is SO disgusting looking then be my guest. i obviously didnt miss out on much if so. you're definitely lowering your standards day by day i see.
(fuck im such a bitch. slap her! she's french! bitch !)
2. argh! im tired of thinking of you and what you say. so please, i need a break. i'm not mad at you and yeahh, that's all. just give me some time . i dont believe in long distant relationships, and im glad you're starting to see it my way.
3. you do mean alot to me you silly nerd.
dont judge me.
today:
i'm in school now using one of their 1000000s mac computers for free. yay! the world is good again.
ah fuck, im so angsty now. it has not a really good day for me today. i was rudely waken up by a phone call from KATHI saying that felicity(one of the admin people) was looking for me. apparently it was for my attendance. and shit, just on that day i HAD to just skip maths 1 too. ): so screw me. hahah ! got into bigger shit and BLEAH, got into this BIG scolding and now i cant miss anymore tutorials or lectures
if not, bye bye melbourne, hello again singapore.
i'll be like DEPORTED BACK to singapore. HAHAH how retarded but true. SIGH there are three pairs of identical twins here now. how amazing. all the twins unite! hahah and like all the same age? how awesome is that. but too bad, we're all girls.
im really having a really bad mood swing! ):
hours later...
i reached home and fell asleep. and when i woke up, i had this unforgivable craving for ice cream! omg, and so i went out in my SPECS and home clothes to grab some icecream. yes yes, the embarrassment of being SO overly underdressed- it's unsightly. it's like walking past MOS in your pjs. uh huh. that's right. HAHA so anyway, when kat and i were walking back, mummy called and she started nagging at us, as usual. heh i love her.
when i told her what i was wearing, she said :
"ahiyoi, can you not be so underdressed?! even if it's just down the block, just dress up nicer a bit sometimes. you never know, you might meet your future husband.. and ARE YOU PREGNANT?! why do you have such weird cravings in the night! next time do it in the day!" RIGHT mum.. hahah! i'm sure that one of the thousand of drunkards down my street will be my future husbands. and NO?! im not pregnant?! HAHAH! wth
my mummy is so cute.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
