Monday, April 23, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@8:16 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
double accounts, one lousy period of EAP
and im done for the day tmr. (:
ive not been blogging recently, maybe because of my homesick attitude im having now.
i'm not saying im not enjoying it here now, i am. it's just that you tend to compare and well, you know which wins heads down.
i'm really sorry if i've not been myself lately . ah, ive not been myself at all recently. but yeahh, im just feeling really horrible and all inside and i'm a stubbon bitch. i hate being told what to do and how to do it. i get annoyed easily but i am trying to bring my mood down. it's just the time of the month and yeahh, my mind is crowded with things to deal with. that's why some times i may seem cold or aggitated, but really, just give me time. i'll cool off.
on saturday i met up with belle, sam, wiri and haoyu for dinner at some viet restaurant. omg, the food was A M A Z I N G. then kat and i left to meet lix, nicola and friends to go to boulevard .
i love lix. (: it was quite an interesting night i must say.
moving on,
i woke up on a sunday morning at like 730, having about only 3 maximun hours of sleep with this massive headache over-shadowing me. i had to put on a 'show' for t. molly who was going to bring us to like the countryside for some orchestra festival thing. i must say i had fun. (: getting over a hangover in a countryside was just icing. hanging out with 30 something year old people were also a change. it reminded me of my mum's friends, talking about all silly random adult talk you cant help but overhear. hahah the countryside is BEAUTIFUL. it was just so relaxing and stuff.
will upload pictures soon!
later on kat and i went to belle and sam's place again. (:
i kept to my promise man.
i'm proud of myself . hee
but at the same time, i suddenly realised what a stubbon person i am.
shucks,
I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
today:
school school school.
it was an eye opener too i guess.
i think im changing you know? i think that im becoming more quiet, i think i rather be alone most of the time and now, i rather take the backseat. i think i'm just not being myself. ah shit! wth
highlight of monday
- being in a lecture theatre for the FIRST time in my life. HAHHA! omg, i was like stunned la! i almost like paused at the door. amazing man.
- meeting lix , van and hugh for dinner! although kat and i were really totally planning to just bumm around at home, sitting in front of the tv with left-over food on our laps. i really did enjoy dinner with them (: whiee!
kat is flirting with our neighbour.HAHHA!
alter bridge - in loving memory
I carry the things that remind me of you, in loving memory of, the one that was so true
You still mean the world to me
it's just one of those weeks where i feel totally alone .
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
