monday: the day my parents would flying to AUSTRALIA! omg, fun fun fun. i couldnt contain my excitement! (: then in the afternoon, i received a call from my mum saying that I GOT IN! okay, i got accepted in less than 12 hours?! that's just bullshit. so of course now i'm REALLY going. like confirm confirm. i broke down in miss loh's class. here i am, leaving singapore on thursday. wow me. i couldnt take the shock la! the reality is just not there yet. so i told my mum that i seriously CANT leave on thursday. i cant just pack up and leave in less than 4 days. it's crazy! so my mum said okay, i shall leave on monday.(because i wanted to go for the KL trip) time, time was all i needed and i got it, for a while..

so at night, when my parents left i went to serene to meet juncai and james with kat. HAHAH!

did i ever fail to mention that JUNCAI IS THE FUNNIEST SHIT EVER?! ah, and of course james was just being him.

i love james! jonho and marcusphooi came down later at newton where we had our supper. we walked to a playground and just talked. i love these guys man, i've been through tons of shit with them. (:

so then at around 3 plus, we decided to head home since there was school tmr. so then i met a friend. (: he drove me around!! hahah! gosh, at like 4 plus at night, I WAS DRIVING! HAHAH! okay, i TRIED to drive. and like WHAT THE SHIT! it was the coolest thing ever. hahah! luckily there wasnt any road blocks and all. hahah! okay everybody, DRIVEE!! it's so fun. heh thank you my FRIEND! heh (not sure if i can post a picture so i dont think i will. *smiles)

tuesday: lack of sleeppp!! i only had like 2 hours of sleep after getting back at around 6 in the morning then waking up for school at 8. i dragged my silly ass to school where i just slept in the sick bay for the whole morning. hahah! ah! then my mum called to say that i couldnt leave on monday i should leave after easter. and THEN she said that i had had HAD to leave on thursday. THIS thursday! omg, i almost died. fuck, i didnt even have time to think about what is the ONE thing that i wanted to do most before i leave singapore. i had NO TIME! i didnt even have time to make goodbye gifts and all. sigh, my heart was going to break for Second time in 2007. it was damn hard to tell just anyone!

i met alex, clarissa, jiaen, glenn and chua for dinner! (:

then i met up with james, jonho and johnny for drinks at fashion bar. but by the time we got there, it was closed! so we sat at some other bar . ah! i must say, i wana drink with johnny again! HAHAH! the stupid people gave us a waterfall instead of my flaming lamboguini! SIGH, i was SO HAPPY at first when i THOUGHT i could at last have my flaming oh so sexy car. but oh wells. it was a waterfall. hahah! johnny is so cute! we were going to walk in fort canning park BUT, i got picked up my my friend. ah, then all i remember was just puking and puking. i was so sick. kat and i crashed his place and yeps! THANKS YOU GUY! you know who you are. (: i really appreciated it. you saved my life! hahah then i dragged my sorry ass back home at 6?

wednesday: woke up at 9 plus hoping to get some goodbye notes done. but NOOO, i had a freaking hangover. it was so bad, i couldnt eat anything or drink cause i would just vomit it all out. you're right ellen, it sucks. SIGH, totally not the plan i had to spend my last day in singapore. so well then i went to holland to meet shun for lunch then we went back to school! but not before we dropped by the florist to by TONS of flowers. (: (: i got this really really pretty cute bouquet of flowers for kwok. it's seriously pretty. (:

so then i followed jonwong and marcusong to independent to meet SARINA HENG! the guys went to watch the waterpolo match while i went to see sarina heng! sigh, that silly girl. i miss her so damn much! (: met up with marcus ng too! if it's one thing that hurts the most, it is leaving your friends behind.

so then i left independent and went back home. i actually planned to go to my uncle's grave since it was his anniversary that day too, but it started pouring so we changed our plans. instead, kat and i started packing. Sigh, it was damn hard to pack! i was like just lost. i had no idea what i was putting into my bag! ): i was leaving TMR! ohmygosh

so at night, i went to meet marcusng at great world for icecream! before meeting vic for her to pass my muffins! (: they were damn sweet! heh so i met marcus until like 10 then i rushed back home to meet my cellgroup leaders and richie!ah, i'll miss shashi and jean's wedding! omg, i was looking forward to it! and like RICHIIEEE!! thanks for coming down. it meant alot. (:
now i know cl--- and youu.. hahah! kding kding.

so after that, i was so zonked out. two nights in a row without sleep, is not funny. i was so tired i wanted to crash, but i didnt! i stayed up until FOUR OKAY! gosh, talked to marcusng for a while, then carried on with my goodbye notes, then chatted with james for a while. (: then i crashed.

thursday: THE NIGHT THAT I'M LEAVING. now what is the one thing that i wanted to do before i left. I STILL HAD NO IDEA! ): but anyway, i woke up at like 8 to meet esther for breakfast at gim mo market (i dont know how to spell it! but you know where.heh ) for all the singaporean food i will miss. i was planning to like eat EVERYTHING but at the end i could only eat chicken rice, then i was so full! oh wells. singapore food will always be in my memories. heh (:
i dropped by marcusng's place for a while then i rushed down to international again! sigh, my last goodbyes to the school. saying goodbye IS the hardest thing. i really was just so tempted to just stay behind, but i know that that wouldnt be the best decision. SIGH, i just hope the rash decision i made is for the best. then i had to rush back home to pack! basically i have Not packed at all because i only started yesterday. so i had two hours to pack EVERYTHING before heading to the airport. crazy, i know.
at the airport, i realised that i forgot to bring the most important thing- my documents for the school for my mum AND i forgot to take my pig/cow along. sigh, priss says that it's alwyas the most important things that you will forget to bring. and well yes, i guess that's true. but i got my maid to bring down the documents la. but not the pig/cow cause by the time kathi reminded me about it, it was too late. SIGH, oh wells. Daddy please bring it over when you come to visit me?(: i really want it around.. at least.

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR COMING DOWN TO THE AIRPORT. I DIDNT EXPECT SO MANY THERE! THERE WERE LIKE MORE THAN 50 THERE! GOSH, GO COUNT! sigh, i'm so blessed to have friends like you guys. i really couldnt ask for more. i'm glad it wasnt a sad farewell because i would have hated leaving like that, i'm glad there were laughter and some smiles. (: i cant wait to get back you guys! you're everything i look forward to in singapore. I LOVE YOUU!
i'll visit you guys in my heart or in my dreams. (:

PARTS OF MY BEAUTIFUL HOME THAT I'M GONA MISS SO DAMN MUCH.. ):

in melbourne: ive just been bombed with questions such as "what colours do you want for towels.. what kind of quilt do you want?.. what do you need.. what do you think.. " ah! i dont knoww! my thoughts were just blank because every where i went, the reality was just sinking further and further in that i'm gona be Here STUDYING for the next NINE months. i was NOT there for a holiday! gosh, i was like in a state of shock, i hardly talked and all. i wana thank my mummy and daddy because if not for them, none of this would happen. i'm now in my apartment! gosh, how cool la. it's like JUST opposite my uni. hahah! i'll get my address soon! and like my handphone number. YOU GUYS! CALL ME SOON! CAUSE EVEN IF IT'S AN OVERSEAS CALL, ALL INCOMING CALLS ARE FREE! think of the happiness that came over me when i heard that. * KAAACHING! SMILEEE! (: (:
i heard a live band playing this afternoon and suddenly i felt a whole lot better. it reminded me of that night at timbre.. and nights at the esplanade.. (:

MY BABY COUSIN IS STARTING YOUNG.. (:

MY SISTERS! (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse