im in love with you, but i dont wana be with you...
does that make any sense?
im depressed and the only way im dealing with it is to go to my second love of my life; FOOD!
okay, just like the old saying - once on the lips, forever on the hips.
well now it's not only on the hips, but on the THIGHS too. kill me, just kill me.
im so damn fat, i have to exercise. and also not to forget i have not exercised in about a month? i suck.
and i didnt manage to eat kwok's cheesecake!! okay, i REALLY wanted too. it was like the size of a baseball! hahah and it looked so yummy. but like i dont know why, i just said i wanted to, but i never really got down to eating it. and thus, everyone else grabbed it. ):
talked to aqeel for a while today (: i must say. only He knows my deep deep DEEP secret. hahah! Shhh okay! i'll just die if he teases me about it or even worse, tells that special someone.
because i cant go pass a single school day without talking to him.
we were gambling in the middle of the canteen today. i love texas hold em'! (: i won and of course, then i lost EVERYTHING. hahah! Oh Wells, the principal was like on the right and jonho was so nervous. hahah! damn cute. and i didnt go for Any lessons today. i really really must start being a good student because im running for student council. *cross my fingers, hope to get in. heh i just spent the whole day in the canteen, talking and staring at a photo. god i need a life. ):
i went to independent to meet SARINA for a while! i missed that girl so much! (: i hope everything is better now love! it better be. heh I LOVE YOU NANA!
i hate people who contradict themselves, even though they said it a year back. for example, i know a person who said that she wont attend ym because it's a place where all the fake people are, where people go only for friends and not for God and so she doesnt go. she Never attends church and i dont see her. and then this year, just because of some of her new friends she attends ym. oh wow, what a big surprise there. look whos the fake one now huh. it got me thinking what was her Real reason for leaving ym in the first place, was it because she wasnt close to anyone then? i hate people who cant decide how they wana look. seriously, you wana look jap, look jap. you wana look english, you english. dont be so half half. it's so over-doing it. it's so.. try- hard.
