Monday, March 05, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:36 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i hate hanging on every last word you say -
today was just such a bad day for everyone. and i mean really, everyone.
ELLEN! i hope you're doing better now bing! it's painful to see you like that. no one should ever feel this way. Hmm, i love you sweetie! (:
and well, i also got into this damn huge ass fight with
andrew patrick hill. i swear if he had a blog i would be the one he always complains about. Argh. i really did hate him for those minutes.
we were sitting down on a table, eng charmaine and andrew. and well, everyone was having a bad day; shall not explain. and well the thumbdrive -
'wahh andrew you're so cool' phrase came up.
and i mean we were just laughing about it trying to lighten up the spirit but apparently he didnt like it.
andrew: dont say that again or i'll throw your phone into the dustbinkristi: oh really? is that a dare?andrew: yeahkrisit: andrew, you are so cool.and so off he went, he threw it into a whole garbage full of used soft drink cans.
at first i was okay, as in i mean it's just cans right.
but then eng went to the bag to try to look for it and it was not there. it fell all the way to the bottom.
OhMyGosh. there was like all the leftover drinks and everything at the bottom, so i got really pissed off and thus i dragged the whole garbage bag to andrew and asked him to take it out himself. and he didnt want to .
so in a moment of anger, i picked it up from the bottom and spilled all the cans and everything all over him (his leg only) and walked off.
ah! i got some of the mixed up drinks all over my shirt.
james said im very hot-tempered. but! i was having Such a bad day, no matter what it didnt deserve my phone to be thrown into the bin. argh, so yeah.
mr west came and like spoke to both of us, saying it was like some primary school fight, and he didnt come to a secondary school to see this kind of things and whatsmore, we're JC1 students. gosh, yes yes.
so my phone came out all drenched with sugar water and smelt terrible. but luckily it still worked.
thank you eng for cleaning it up! (:
and now we're having a cold war. i really dont want to take the first move and talk to him first. Gosh, i cant take it! so freaking petty just like a girl.
i guess i'll have to msg him later on.
im listening to you eng. he better not show me attitude. i hate it
i was in such a bad mood because i realised that next week is the march holidays and that means
866836937502752957275027476 hours without him. plus a million more because he's gona stay there longer. it's not that i talk to him every hour everyday, but it's just the thought of him not being in singapore kills me.
ah shucks. it's gona be a LOOONGGG week.
im being pathetic again, slap me.
i had detention again. but this time it was so much more relaxed. maybe because there were about 60 people in the room and not enough chairs and tables. so most of us sat on the floor. (: i had a nice chat with amrit! gosh, he's damn funny.
kwok bought me fries from burger king, but everyone else ate it except me. ):
again again kwok! i want it pipping hot! heh
i missed you today; again.
/edited.
im feeling really down now. mich is so cute.
mich. says:
OK KRISTI! no more !
happy happy thoughts!hahah yes dear, happy happy thoughts! (: i guess, the whole 'andrew' thing is really pissing me off. argh, i said sorry to him for maybe overreacting, and he says : "apology accepted".
what the fcuk?!
okay, cool down. i think i need to do something about myself.
or whatever for that reason. i think i have a pride issue. i think im a selfish brat. hell, even my mum said so ( last year) . that i'm a selfish girl.
ARGHHH okay, everything is pissing me off right now. i dont think it's mood swings since my period has just passed. so it has Got to be something.
ENG I NEED YOUU!!i really just honestly want to disappear from the earth for a while. wont it be great if you could just fly off and just leave EVERYTHING behind you? my group of girlfriends are all experiencing troubles in their lives now, and well sometimes we are so self-absorbed in our own lives we fail to notice other people's troubled lives. so what im saying is that, we should all just get our smelly asses out of our shitholes and do the world a better good by being there for friends and they will do the same for you too.
and once in a while, change topic. (:
on a happier note:
KANE CALLED ME ALL THE WAY FROM JAPAN WHEN HE WAS IN DISNEYLAND! (:omg, it made my day seem a WHOLE LOT better. i was sleeping in chinese class when suddenly HE called! RING RING!
KAAAANNNNEEEE!!! *smile smile smile. (: i miss kane so so so much! kane! get your ass back to singapore. no more shopping in japan. their economy is good enough without you. kane. tokyo ! desperate housewives season three ! yes yes yes. says:
ill get the opposite. ill look like brad pitt
but bettersure thing my friend (: and i'll look like adriana lima.
on one last note,
MY DAMN PHONE IS SPOILT! THANKS ALOT ANDREW.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
