Thursday, February 22, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@8:57 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on, so if I wake in the night your picture is clearly in sight .
So let’s meet at the mouth for a kiss that’s been so long overdue;
you've made a lasting impression my love.
im preparing myself for tmr's event. ive to go for some
'under no roof' camp where we have to live in cardboxes and with NO food for the whole night and morning. Hmm, sleep under the stars again mich? heh
mich is gona bring So much water because she doesnt drink watercooler water. hahah! hello global indian international school, and hello and the other international schools. i really hope that people are friendly and nice. i hope that it'll bring me away from reality for a while too. i think i need it. cause it's starting to show on my face. i was in the canteen today and angela came up to me and asked : kristi, are you in love?
!!??!!?!?
what!? hahah i have no comments.
straight after school, it started pouring like crazy again. so we were all stuck in school. russell and james were so sweet too! hahah they asked me if i wanted to play in the rain cause it makes me happy. hahah thanks guys, but i was too tired and not to mention feeling awful.
last night! (:
thank you kane for inviting us to your open house! hahah at first it was weird, i mean all his relatives and family there. thank God there were his other friends there like tracy, clovis, darius andddd.. JUNCAI! hahah mr qincai (in english terms- anyhow) man!! i love juncai! hahah (:
i come from a non-gambling family so when kane's family started gambling, Oh My Gosh. you can literally see the shock expressions on our faces. SO MUCH MONEY WAS BEING PLAYED! im not talking about hundreds, im talking about THOUSANDS! stacks and stacks of $50 notes, $100 notes, and $1000 notes. hahah did i mention that purple is one of my favourite colours.. and that a thousand note is purple too..? hahah *HINT HINT!
so well, then at last kat, cai and i managed to have the guts to place our $10 bets on the table. hahah! we won and lost, but i swear juncai had no luck that night. hahah only Kathi! (:
juncai: hold my cap for me for a while kat.(:
the table was so stressful! hahah especially when people place their bets on your hand as well. AH! you can literally sweat. hahah! i know who was (:
so then i went home at around 12ish because there was school the next day!
i had to be on stage Again for the class skit for the morning assembly. Gahh! i have major stage fright. i cant i cant! but well, it turned out fine in the end . pretty glad about that. heh
in english i got really really depressed again, so well i wrote this out:
ten things i miss most about my January
- i miss ralph lauren
- i miss being held safely in your arms
- i miss the esplanade
- i miss being just totally happy for one day
- i miss the fireworks
- i miss your smile
- i miss being able to miss you without me hurting on the inside
- i miss the way my skin tingles under your touch
- i even miss the way your words speak louder than your actions.
- i just fucking miss you
i've never taken things slow, but i'm trying to.
just one question, is there anyting at the end of this? or are we just trying to hold on to something that to you, might be already decreasing..
cant you see, you're still all that i want; no matter how hard i try.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
