Saturday, February 17, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@8:21 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
if love was enough, i'd still be there with you.for the whole day, ive just been rotting in front of my tv watching Grey's Anatomy season 2. how i love it. hahah ive just got no mood to do anything, too lazy to go out, too tired to think. so well, television with a box of baqua would do it. (: tonight's reunion dinner again, it's amazing how time flies huh. sometimes life passes us so fast, we're rushing through it maybe to be at the top or to be the best that we can be, but in the midst of everything we forget what's most important; we forget to enjoy life. we forget to smell the fresh air, we forget to be with the ones we love, we forget to slow down and be seduced by people's laughter or people's smile. if time could stop, when would you want it to? i know when it would be. if we could change back time, would we have the courage to?
that, im not sure.
hello everyone, how are you guys? i dont wana be a human traffic accident any longer and neither does he. so we would really appreciate it if things were left alone? especially for him. romeo and juliet were meant for each other, but just for a while. just like him and i, i guess things change, circumstances takes place. and even though we still love each other, it's better this way for now. we're just in a really dark room now, and cant find each other. but when the lights are switched on he'll see that ive always been standing right beside him all along. i heard that things arnt going so great in his school and all, but please dont judge him. both of us walked into a relationship together, and thus we walked out of one together. it was a mutual understanding and yes im hurting, but so is he. but i know that he is feeling worse than me, because he has taken all the blame for this failing. however, im partly to blame as well. i couldnt be there for him like how he wants me to. i guess i just couldnt love him as much as he wanted me to. it takes both hands to clap, so therefore i must have done something wrong as well for this to end. for one, he's like a dream come true. he crept into my life and changed it completely and i love him for that. without him, i dont know where i would be now. so please, dont judge him cause it's hurting him and it would be indirectly be hurting me too. i hope you guys understand where im coming from. with much love, kristicause baby outside I'm smiling but inside I'm crying. I'll just keep denying, till I get over you.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
