Thursday, January 11, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@1:52 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
okay, im confused and really annoyed right now.
i think people should just get a life and just be concerned about their own lives and let others live theirs. i mean SERIOUSLY, if it's between three people then why barge in? i dont feel the need to explain anything to anyone. but with the constant questioning, i feel so annoyed by it that i just
have to say this once and for all. (if you dont understand, then just skip this, you dont have to know)
- yes we are together
- he says that he and her are just good friends.
- if she says that we're not together then it's a lie OR he is really just lying to both of us.
and now seriously,
IF he is lying to the both of us, then this whole drama thing is just not worth it. it's not worth the time, the effort and the stress.
if he is such an asshole that he's lying to both you and i, then well, i dont think either of us deserve/need someone like that.
but i trust that he isnt and well, yeah. that's about it.
to all the anons out there;you can say whatever you want and think of whatever tickles your fantasy, but i know what im saying, i know what im doing, i know what i feel and i do know what's happening. nothing i say is/will be a lie, cos for god's sake, this is a freaking online DIARY, it's meant to say whatever i feel and whatever is happening in my life. i dont go around making up stories and spreading fake stuff.
so will please everyone just fuck off? i am
SO DAMN ANNOYED with everything already.
ah! okay, i dont feel much better but at least i feel a little satisfied. i really am not like that at all, it's just that i feel so disturbed by this and i really have to vent. i'm really not a bitch.
to jz: if we need to talk, please contact me. i seriously dont think this should carry on any further. i think you and i know that it just drains the energy out of us both. i really want this to end.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
