Tuesday, January 23, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:06 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.
today was the slack-est day ever.
i went to school late (as usual), stopping by starbucks to get my mocha.
i skipped two periods of maths
i skipped chinese
i skipped english
i didnt have history today.
and i felt so sick, my nose was running!
so basically i didnt go for lessons for the whole of today besides biology. only because everyone knows that if you skip miss loh's class you're officially insane.
so i spent the whole day just talking to aqeel and slacking around. hahah oh and of course, playing
socialbles! omg, the most retarded disgusting game ever came about. but it was So Fun, it was addictive! hahah
asshole james dared me to stand on top of a cocktail table and scream " i'm a slut" to the whole damn school! hahah of course, i did. but i just sort of fumbled on the last word..hahah
goodness, you're a man-whore james. (: so then after school i went down to independent with andrew to get the application form for that school. but they didnt have it! Omg, it's such a retarded school. jeremy came down to see me for a while (: totally made my day.
okay, then i had to go through the worst experience of this year. i swear, it did not feel good at all. sigh, im really sorry. i really really am. so then after god knows how long, sarina finished school and we went to town! with her og group ? i think. they were nice people, just too smart for me? hahah i swear, they were doing homework.. gahh! oh wells. then i left with patrick. this new friend, and we were supposed to go to wheellock, but we walked the wrong way! gosh, we're too clever i swear. hahah! but he was quite an interesting person. i mean, just walking with him made me feel as though i was running a marathon. i swear, no one can walk as fast as he can. it was like sprinting!
i love sarina heng! (:
to m.n.
i hope you realise that it was a really difficult thing for me to say too. but mn, for you to move on i had to. there wasnt any other way. i really dont know what will happen in the future for us, but all i know now is that i just cant get my life into any other more complications or i'll just burst. i really want you as a friend and nothing more. yes, i cant deny that i still care for you alot. but let's just give each other time yeah? and well, if it's meant to be then it will. it may not be now, or even this year. it may be even ten years down the road, but who knows right? we did have great times together last year. we did enjoy it tremendously. but i guess things change, people change and feelings change. i'm sorry for everything and i didnt mean to hurt you the way i did. i just hope that one day, we can just be friends; the best of friends. that's my 2007 wish for us.
love, me.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
