okay, JAPAN was amazingly boring. i couldnt wait to jump on the next plane ride home. and like i swear, i hate the drama. i hate everything! i should be able to like leave everything behind and go on a nice holiday, but i cant! and i know i cant. ah! but well.. i spent many hours on the bus to the airport and plane ride back just thinking about my life and what was happening. and i swear, not a good thing to think on the plane and all, cause well i didnt talk for like 7 hours STRAIGHT. i thought i was like mute or something. i almost went crazy! hahah and so right after that, i couldnt stop thinking. i think i drove kathi nuts. hahah! she was just sitting there nodding her head in agreement. HMM.

so anyway, i shall get on with japan.

samchow, mingyui and jeremy came to send us off! hahah me kat and liz.so sweet!

samchow bought liz a chocolates,

mingyiu bought kat chocolates

and jeremy bought me the whole store! hahah nahh.. he bought me chocolates too.

so yeah, we left on a jetplane to japan.

then took a 1 hour 30 mins bus ride down to saporo (not sure if i spelt it correctly) to club med! hahah i must say i was super anti social the first two days. cause i was really tired and i really didnt feel like talking. so well, kat told me off. so i went out to make friends! hahah

HELLO TZELING! (: hahah

oh oh, i met a pair of TWINS there too! and they were guys! hahah so cool. i always meet girl twins but never guys. but i did over there! hahah i swear i thought they were 15, but they were 18! omg, everyone was shocked la.they looked so young! their names were ping and an. hahah so i made up a whatever for them. hahah!

and together.. we're ping an!

hahah how cool is that right! omg, i was so amused with myself. hahah terrible.

it was the last night that was the most fun. like it was almost as if all the kids in club med (in my own little world) came together to make friends, and surprisingly all of us were leaving on the same night. hahah oh oh i was on the same bus and plane as ashley for the whole ride to the airport and we took the same plane. ahah HMM.

so then we went to tokyo and ate and shopped. but i didnt buy anything! just didnt feel like doing anything. my mind was just so preoccupied and i was moody and just so utterly pissed off. oh wells! i think i overreacted and stuff. SIGH. but my mum had tons of fun in the food halls. just shopping for our coming up christmas parties and all while we just sat in a corner dozing off and camwhoring.

oh oh! kat and i had like fan clubs in japan! hahah like a whole bus load (: i swear, we were just amusing ourselves. but anyway, we were walking down and suddenly this bus appeared and the school people inside just started waving and all. hahah so it was quite cool. then we took picture with them. hahah AWW. i was so touched. hahah!

the guys in japan are So hot if you only look at their hair. i swear, puberty does them no good at all, well to most of them anyway.

i had this stupid crush on this guy in club med. wait, let me show you a photo of him.

THERE!

damn cute right?! omg, i wonder how he will look when he grows up. i hope not too bad.

alright! that's about it.

this is why i love clubmed. hahah (:

my funky crazy ski instructer. doesnt he look like mr santa claus?

a short note to that special someone: mr hersheys, im really sorry if i screwed things up for you. i really REALLY didnt mean too.. i swear. and im just so embarrassed to like even face you. i dont even know what happened. i dont even know how i can get to tell you this since, i dont wana friendster msg you again. ): gahh, im so confused! i feel so bimbo. hahah but i hope that you're doing fine and all. HMM, i am screwing up alot these days huh. i dont know..! i really dont! all i know is that it's killing me cause i keep thinking it's my fault. and i cant take it! im so embarrassed! ive never been so embarrassed in my entire life before. but well, if you need an explaination i would love/die to explain it to you. so yeps! i would love to be friends again..but only if you wana.

okay, i guess this will be a really long post since ive not been updating. this blogger has been pmsing on me so many times lately i cant sign in! ): gosh. oh wells, i guess it's a blessin in disguise since ive been so lately that i dont even have enough sleep! ever since i came back from japan, it has been so hectic i dont even have time to think! hahah oh wells.

so when i came back, i must say it was kind of drama. but still, i enjoyed myself. hahah

I LOVE ACS INTERNATIONAL!

omg, i wouldnt trade the people in it for the world. we are like one big family. hahah (: okay, so i have been going back to school for the past week EVERYDAY for orintation training. whoohoo! im gona be an OGL again! (: so fun so fun. hahah fun but tiring. i love taking candid photos. hahah i missed SO MANY people in school. i swear, when i just saw like feline sarina and all, i just couldnt stop talking. hahah cause i missed them so much! laughed till i got abs. hahah WHIEE! i love love love everyone.

oh oh everyone, SARINA HENG IS LEAVING US TO ACS INDEPENDANT. OMG, FINE SARINA! hahah you silly ass, im gona miss you so damn much. ): school definitely wont be the same without you and your retarded-ness. hahah but well, good to know that independant is so near us, we can always have tea in holland! hahah

anyway, on the 20th was SO crazy. hahah it was the day daryl was going of to the UK to study. boy am i gona miss him. the class rep for 4y , the horniest guy ive ever met.. hahah omg, AH! hope he's having fun in the UK now. hahah

okay, im too lazy to type all that happened, so i'll just rip it from kathi. hahah i hope you dont mind my dear sister! (:

okay, that's about it. the rest of the days.. well, it's just going out with people or staying up till 4 in the morning finishing christmas presents. hahah (:

i really really really enjoy this year's christmas. all my close friends around and all. hahah and of course the lovely presents. never fails to put a smile on my face.

my mum has tons of parties to like organise and all, so yeah. it was really REALLY tiring. omg, but

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR CARDS AND PRESENTS! I LOVE THEM VERY VERY MUCH (: MERRY CHRISTMAS!

today was christmas! (: okay, i spent it with my family and my church friends! omg, WHIEE! i love my family. they are my number ones. heh followed by my friends. so after church, i had a family lunch then i went out to meet glenn chua tiff mildred amanda hans wayne samchao and jeremy. hahah i wanted to watch a movie, but everyone watched the movies already! so OH WELLS, im TOO outdated. hahah someboy save me! ): so then we went to ben&jerry's for icecream! hahah oh oh, but i played POOL today! hahah omg, i suck at it.. hahah! when i like just put my hand on the table to hit the ball, mildred started laughing and all. so like i couldnt play! not i i could at first. hahah oh wells, then EVERYONE started looking at me to hit the ball. damn stressful la. and so as expected, i didnt get the ball in. hahah! OH WELLS.

after that, i met my family inthe car to send hampers to the convict's familes for the church. hahah my mum said we were like angels on christmas day. aww, so sweet right. hahah so actually we wanted to go to the night safari to see ANIMALS! but it was too late, so we just went to east coast to eat and hang out on the beach. hahah it was quite cool. i mean, christmas on the beach, what more could you ask. hahah (:

okay so on the 23rd night, kat and i met up with jerilyn mich sarina and sarah for dinner at the esplanade! was planning to go to DXO for eve, but it was too tiring. hahah oh wells, we had fun hanging out at chocz and all. omg, i love those girls. hahah

oh then i met timchan! what a coincidence. hahah

ah! okay, ive not uploaded those photos yet, so i'll post them another time. heh (:

♥ Love, your pathetic excuse