Friday, November 17, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:01 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
EXAMS ARE OVER!
omg, im so happy! hahah so so happy. whiee! i cant believe this is over. hahha!
anyway, after we finished our admaths paper , mich sweets marcuseng kane and james and kat went to namkee chicken rice to eat chicken rice! hahah as usual. so then right, we went to watch just friends in cine after like hanging around kane's house and all. hahah we all stood outside jerilyn's house screaming her name out for like a whole minute before we like realised that she's still sleeping. hahah oh wells. well, just friends were awesome. omg, MARIAH CAREY! hahah it's a total chick flick and it's hilarious. hahah i dont ever wana binge out on like mountains of pancakes filled with hot chocolate fudge and become that fat guy
watch watch! it's so funny. poor guy. hahah
but oh wells, i love the movie. hahah
okay well, i was watching one tree hill, and i CRIED okay. oh god, i need a life! hahah anyway, this quote came and well, i think it means alot. hahah i had to shush my dad to get this out. heh
chad's mother: it's about being careful with your heart.
chad: but if you're always looking for reasons to not be with somebody then i guess at some point that you should learn to let go and learnt how to give your heart to somebody.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Monday, November 13, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@6:29 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
I MISS THE JUNE HOLIDAYS SO SO MUCH. ah, those were the days. I WANT IT BACK! it's one memory i dont wana lose. it was THE best month of like the whole year. it was when i studied like crap and at the same time, i partied so so much. ah! the nights where like i was sneak out to meet friends. (: so fun. hahah! like watching superman in the middle of the night, going to the esplanade and all. just sitting there, reflecting. ah! so much fun.hahah no stress, no worries. okay okay, two more papers, three more days to go! i can definitely go through three more days after going through like almost five weeks of exams. sigh, i feel so tired and drained already. hahah i have almost no idea what to do after exams are over. i think it'll be really anti-climax since like i wouldnt even fel that exams are over. OH WELLS. life sucks. hmm, i think my posts have been quite depressing lately. and i should change it.shouldnt be depressed but instead happy that exams are FINALLY over. hahah well soon to be. ah sunday was so fun! hahah once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAYNE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISSA! kat alex jiaen and i made this big orange banner and like hanged it on the window so everyone could see it. but like guess what,when clarissa walked in, she didnt even see it! hahah omg, typical. it was hilarious. heh then lke wayne looked so sad! cause he thought that we didnt prepare anything for him. hahah! but we did! heh we bought like a $130 ice cream cake from haagen daaz just for him okay! hahah but of course, it was shared by like 13 people. heh and so we finished the WHOLE cake okay! hahah i'll upload pictures soon! heh
oh and glenn said i put on weight!
omg.. he made me damn sad la.
thanks for spotting the obvious genius. cheh!
hahah but then again, after church then he said that like he was just kding and all, saying that that's the only way i get afftected. GOSH. how did he guess. oh man, i was really so sad okay! hahah it was so stupid.
but well, i need to lose weight anyways, after weeks of just sitting down snacking and studying and months of not one exercise, even madonna can put on weight. hahah
although i weigh the same, i think it's because of my muscles that turned to fats, so like i put on more fats. SIGH. im so depressed.
i'll upload pictures soon. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, November 11, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:42 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
oh man, i really hate relatives. they drive me crazy! im not talking about like my cousins and all. im talking about my grandmother's sisters and all. OMG, THEY ARE SO LOUD YOU CANT HEAR YOURSELF THINK! and i really dont like them. they really give me a headache and like it's a POUNDING one someone. gosh, they just keep talking and talking about talking about the same old thing, like how old i am and like im doing my Os this year and not my As, and blah blah blah. it's so damn annoying! and somemore, i dont know what the hell they're talking about because they dont talk in chinese nor english. it's some weird language which sounds really annoying. i think i know what it is, but im not going to say it. OMG. i need a break. and like i had to lugg their SUPER HEAVY luggage up to our guest room at like 11.38 pm at night and they somemore ask if i can wake the maid up to get boxes and all to pack their stuff. i mean HELLO?! do i have a sign , "I AM THE MAID SO I'LL BE AT YOUR BACK AND CALL?!" i dont think so?! god, im really annoyed right now. oh wells. and now my grandmother who has no sense but to wait on them are doing everything. omg, she should have more sense than to do that. i mean i know that they are my elders and all and i should respect them. but leaving my grandparents to wait until; 8.30 for them and to find out that they are not coming to pick them up to the restaurant and so my grandfather who cannot drive well at night has to drive there?! i think that's really inconsiderate of them. so i dont think i should really bother with them. GOSH. and to think my grandmother would still want to go meet them after they like almost 'stood her up' is unbelievable. i would be SO upset. and somemore it was way past my grandfather's dinner time which is always at 7.30 AND i missed my ghost wispherer AGAIN.
i feel so annoyed.
ah anyways, i had a nice dinner at the cliff! (: my sister's birthday dinner. heh i was so tempted to be jerilyn to take all the nice photos of the food, BUT i had no camera. so oh wells, it's the thought that counts. and i got semi-drunk because of like i had a glass of wine. i know, im pathetic. i get like light-headed with just a few sips. oh wells, i think it's because of my mum. my mum just had like a glass and she was like almost way drunk. i had to like support her out to the toilet! hahah so please, dont get me drunk . hahah
today i had my maths paper. i must say it was not that bad. i mean everything i learnt came out(duh?!) and like i could do everything. so yeps! im quite pleased. (: heh so after that, marcuseng, kane, james, georgina, sarina, kat , jerilyn and i went to thaiexpress to eat! hahah we're suck pigs. and i swear im putting on weight. im not going to say what happened, but you could think along the lines of my jeans.. heh well so then after that, sarina eng kat and i RUSHED down to greatworld to watch STEP UP! hahah well, the dancing was good, but the movie was okay. I STILL WANA GO TO VIVOCITY! believe it or not, i have never seen vivocity until today, and it was only the outside. hahah oh wells. blame the exams. oh and omg, guess who we saw after the movie in the theatre?! MARCUSPHOOI AND MADELENE! AH! i was like okay.. that head looks familar.. and then THAT HEAD turned around and .. IT WAS THEM! i was so shocked! okay, to say the very least. out of all movies, timings and places, we bump into them. i sure hope its not fate. hahah! i bet they just followed up in. hahah yeps! must be. hahah and well, thank god we all didnt see each other until after the movie.the very least. (:
honestly, i dont think channing tatum is THAT hot. i mean in the movie, he was TOO tall for that girl, and when they kissed.. it wasnt like a sweet romantic awww kiss. it was like a taken aback eeewww kiss. seriously! i was like so grossed out. and well, he cant kiss for nuts. hahah
dont comment kane and james.
but okay he has a good body and he has beautiful eyes.
and he can dance, which is a major PLUS point for sarina. hahah! she was basically swooning when she first laid eyes on him. hahah!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Thursday, November 09, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@3:47 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i feel so miserable noww..
gosh, i cant take this 'miserable' feeling. it's so nerve-wrecking.
oh wells,
tmr acsintl has a mini carnival for like the lower years who have finished their exams. hahah i think that the school has just lost ideas on how to 'entertain' their students until the term ends, so i guess the only way is to have a mine fair. gosh, so stupid. oh wells, i think i have to be dragged there by kathi for god knows what reasons.. sigh. i just wana sit down and get fat. seriously, im so depressed! this is killing me and my arteries. i have a foresight that when im old and 70, a really hot and handsome doctor or really cool looking metal robot will tell me in this really technical or suave(for the hot and handsome doctor) voice that i have my arteries blocked and the only reason i can figure out at that point in time (because im like senial) that it's because of the
ben&jerry's icecream that did that to me while i was munching on lays chips at the same time while watching the wedding crashers today. sigh, what a sad and depressing life. i know i know. currently, my itunes is playing this song from allister, track 02. hahah i dont know what the title is! gosh, but well it's really cool. so people, download allister! they're soooo good. i miss listening to them. the genre is punkrock? if im not wrong. (: GO GO GO! all their songs are awesome. believe me
on a happier note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA! my sister, i love you! (:
kay, im really bored now so im just going to post pictures!
fabian and jerilyn! omg, i miss hanging out with fabian! hahah gosh, it was just in june but it seems like such a long time ago. and jerilyn, how can i ever live without you. hahah
indian poker! omg, retreat 05 was awesome. staying up late, playing indian poker and drinking gallons of water and forcing ourselves from pee-ing. hahah i miss those times! ):
i love this picture. hahah
our sweet sixteen party! ah, i love this picture because everyone that are close to my heart are there, or well at the sides but just cut off. haha
i can never forget these girls, who have been my life in mgs. whiee! another gathering soon! (: can hardly wait.
the stupid and retarded things we do in school. hahah!
i love bryan boy! <3
richie and steven! omg, i remember those june nights where we would all go to the esplanade and just sit there. hahah! WHIEE! it was so fun. haha
literature class! was that the time we got kicked out of class? hahah! oops!
okay im sorry, i just HAVE to post these pictures up. hahah arnt my dogs just SO cute. (: they are always there to cheer me up. like now!
ahhh! my life is so depressing i hate it.
stupid kane and james.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Tuesday, November 07, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@12:49 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
im speechless,
kanelim is such an ass! hahah i so do not sound like the birds. hahah! but well, now i know just how much you constantly think of me all the time. hahah! it's like every minute of the day! KANE! hahah stop being so obsessed with me! (: you even think about me at 5.44 am, oh my how can i save you. hahha!
i know you love me so god damn much. hahah! what will you do without me!? ahhh!
PRESENTING.. KANE ASSHOLE LIM!
he's my favourite person in school besides sarina jerilyn and kathi (:
i told you it wasnt that bad..i wanted to put a horrible photo up.. but i guess kane. TINGXUI@GMAIL.COM . omg. that's so hot. says:
ill swear there you go -_-kane. TINGXUI@GMAIL.COM . omg. that's so hot. says:
into the sweage.that's a big enough threat. whiee! today the maths paper was relatively easy. heh im so pleased with it. (: so then after kane kat and i went to crystal jade to eat! then mich grace sweets and georgina joined us. and oh my, we ordered so much, it was sinful.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Sunday, November 05, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@1:59 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
BIOLOGY IS OVER!
hahah okay you have no idea how pleased i am about it. but then again i feel SO jaded about the stupid paper. i should have never changed my answers, all thanks to my stupid brain. i should have just trusted my gut feeling but i didnt! so from two correct answers to two WRONG answers. omg, i feel So stupid. oh wells, i should just get over myself and just move on.
well after the biology paper, had lunch with sarina kane kat at the food courst then went home to sleep. after that i went out to meet marcus! hahah i was planning to go for this super goth look, but well i can safely say i failed miserably. hahah! OH WELLS, im not a goth person. hahha we had dinner at the esplanade at thaiexpress! hahah i must say that the thai fried squid is still the ultimate best. sigh..a taste of heaven, one bit at a time. (: so then after that we took MRT down to cine to wait for kat alex kane and cai. ahhh! i love those guys. hahah! but i must say that my feet were so darn painful! i was like hobbling all the way. hahah! cause i have not worn heels since like what five months? cause of the stupid exams i cant be bothered. so like yeah! that night, lets just say it was really painful. oh and i was so pissed off with this cab driver. man, he was just out to gain more money from me. argh totally pissed me off . oh wells. i had a great time.
JERILYN! omg, i tried calling you SO many times. you didnt pick up! are you pissed my dear? please please please dont.. ):
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Thursday, November 02, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@9:33 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
okay, watch this video. i LOVE LOVE LOVE this song.. ahh it's making me so emo. sigh, so watch it and listen to the lyrics and all. it's so damn meaningful.
lips of an angel
by hinder
this is all i wana say today.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
