Monday, April 03, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:39 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
oh my god. i think i can faint now, hahah! shit shit shit! this someone, just said hello to me. hahah! okay, i sound really retarded but im serious! it was a damm big shock, but a super super nice surprise. hahah! i cant help but smile now. :D
mt ! anyway, today was my uncle's funeral. sigh, i felt so sad. i mean it was the last time i ever in my whole entire life that i get to see him again. and i guess it was only then did i really cry. throughout the whole time, i just put an emotional barrier so that i wont cry, so that i wont feel the hurt, the emptiness thats there. but seriously, the hurt was there. it was like your heart would just burst anytime because strings were tugging at it too hard. sigh. when my uncle was being carried away by his friends, everyone was crying, my grandfather was so aggitated that i was so worried for him. he was crying so badly , and so were many of the elder people. omg. sigh, okay i dont wana talk about it anymore. just that, no one should ever wish to go to a funeral. anyways!, i wana watch the notebook! shit, it looks damm sad and sweet.. gahh! its so cool. if im not wrong its an old movie? ive no idea. or it might be coming out soon. ah whatever, i want to watch it. HINT HINT! hahah.
would you swear that you'll always be mine?
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
