Thursday, March 23, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:29 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
the sweetest thing anyone has ever did for me in my whole entire life.i guess its hard to pin point it to one specific thing. its just the small things that add up that makes it sweet. i used to be a suker for romance and all, but i guess, i learnt that in a relationship, it doesnt mean the guy has to give you flowers, give you surprises every other day. it is the silent things that he doesnt say, but you can feel it that matters the most. like if he says i love you everyday, after a while you'll doubt if he actually means it or not right. oh wells, i guess life's like that. ANYWAYS,
the sweetest thing anyone has every did for me in my entire life:
- this guy waited for me at the bottom of the hill for how long for me and i had no idea! until how long later.
- last year, this guy gave me this damm nice and expensive necklace for valentines day, with a 15 roses, because i was 15 that year. hhaha wth, funny but sweet.
- this guy, baked this chocolate cake with MnM's on it saying 'i love you kristi' (if im right...) with three roses, stood under a tree with candles around him. hahah! but it was in the day, so. yeah, i guess that has to be the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me..
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fck, i cant think right now. dont know why, i cant remember anything except what i just did a minute ago. im in such a bad mood now. argh. i need someone,desperately. i think im gona go to sleep now.
how will i know if he really loves me. --> i'll never know, and i dont wana know.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
