Friday, September 30, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@11:08 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
travis barker is so HOTTTTT!! *swoons.
there is my proof. hahahah! -->SCREAMS!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
♥
Last footprint@5:44 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i rather smile than to frown,
rather laugh than to cry.
the hurt that you have caused me, i will never forget.
you changed my life and made it a living hell,
after you said those few words, there was no turning back,
my heart broken and scattered onto the floor in a million pieces.
you changed me yet again in that second.
so choking back the tears i will smile, and laugh
but it will be a facade.
a cover up to every ache i feel in my broken heart.
my lifeless eyes are searching, trying to find the meaning of life.
i rather smile than to frown
rather laugh than to cry...
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Thursday, September 29, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@8:37 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i dont know what to say.. sigh. i guess i saw it coming. but i guess i wasnt expecting it that fast. and on this day especially. but whats done is done. it cant be changed as we cant turn back time. it will hurt me to see you everyday and know that we are not what we were. but i guess time will heal everything and one day i will get over you. but for now, i will just keep it in my heart silently. and i swear to God that i will try my very best to get over you.i hope that you have made the right decision. now, all i want for you is to do well in your exams, and do your parents proud. no matter how cliche this sounds, your parents really want you to excel in your life, and i can see that. so yeah, if you need any help in your work or whatever, im always here.
its been a great eight months.
you say that you are not good enough for me, and i will say,thats what i love about you..
goodbye..
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, September 24, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@7:32 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
this post is specially dedicated to glennlim! hee. yay! glennlim is like oh-so-cool. hahah! BUT BUT BUT! he called me an auntie! hahah but well i deserved it since i was wearing my ugly specs cause of my stpid eye. bleah! anyways, glennlim is isaaclim's brother! heh. my intentional friend in ym camp. hee. glennlim was in my group during ym camp and like i had NO idea that he was isaaclim's brother. oh wells. heh . i was majorly shocked. heh. i didnt believe it at first. hahah! thought that they were just joking around. until like the convinced me. hahah! glennlim is my NEPHEW! hahah! my dear, as your auntie, i should tell you something, dont forget ME! hahahah! better not or ill kill you. heh.and when i see timong, i dont act all drama okay! hahah i was seriously surprised. heh. cause you know at the most i only see him like twice a year. hahah! i think i see you more than him! heh thats why. hmph! hehokay tmr, which is sunday, i think ill look like an auntie again, cause i will have to wear my specs of the next two months?!?! yeahh yeah.. it hides my pretty eyes right? hahahah! okayokay. look at this. so many words all for glennlim! hahah i bet this is like the best post ever for you right?! hahaha! i should put it blue since guys like blue right? hahaha! so corny. hehanyway,
auntie loves her nephew!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
♥
Last footprint@7:27 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
oh my gosh! i have high fever and all! gahh.
the doctor think i have dengue fever. hahahh! i sooo hope not.
gahh!
but have to wait a few days more to see if i have dengue fever. hahah! if the fever has not gone off, then i have to go for a blood test. gahh!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Sunday, September 18, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@11:15 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hello! hahah! okay by request, this entry is going to be written for
marcus eng! hahah! yay! *claps hands. you are so welcome marcus! hee. hahaha
okay well anyways, today was an a-okay day.hahah went to the 930 service today cause i had to send my dad of to laos this afternoon, so couldnt go for the later service.
UWEI! you werent there. boo! hahah then
glennlim called
ME an
AUNTIE! omg. i was like so insulted.! hahah! but its true la. hahah! cause i was wearing my specs to church today, i mean hello, its not my fault that i have an infection on my eye right.. hahah! yeahh.. i looked like shit. but you will only see it once in a lifetime okay
glennlim!
hahah! you stupid
ah beng! heh
afters, i left with my family to the airport. but like we didnt stop at the airport but at like another building next to it called the vip lounge building or something like that. omg. it was so freaking cool! hahaha! i was like
WOW! hahah i love my daddy! hee.
i had lunch with my great grand auntie cause it was her birthday.haha so sweet right. oh wells. hahah! she is such a nice lady.heh ate at the neptures and like they had some mexican performance on. first impression, omg. its so fucking loud! secrond impression, omg. its so fucking loud! hahaha! yeah thats about it. heh but like seriously, the girl dancers were like so thin and like sooooo pretty.. gahh! i was like omg. i want to be a mexican! hahaha! but seriously, it was really really loud. hahah!
then i came back home to like complete the biology project. omg. one project in one day. thats majorly heavy.hahah! i was like joking around with kat for like the whole day.omg. so funny.heh! she was like spraying paint on me la! oh my goodness.heh i was like screaming " im so freaking pissed" [white chicks] at her. hahah! then we were like laughing and all on the floor.hahaha! so dirty. heh
take my hand and never let me go
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Monday, September 12, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@11:08 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hey hey! omg.. my right eye is like so swollen at the side. so painful! gahh.
DOCTOR! i need you!
shit. i should have taken that apple today.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Sunday, September 11, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@11:59 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hello! omg. im so tired! gosh. heh today was the 11 of september.
today we had a church event in WEST COAST PARK! hahah! it was fun.heh but it was bloody hot! hahah sweating like shit.
first, we had breakfast in macdonalds! hahah! everyone was all laid back, having a nice drink of coffee. then steph and jiaen came running in sweating and all.hahah! it was so funny. heh they ran all the way there for the DOG park.hahah! it was so cute. heh *cheers! hee. then we went down to like the area we were going to be in and like to pray for good weather and all. and like the ants kept biting me! omg. it was so horrible! ewww! heh.
all the things ran smoothly and all. hahah! cheryl and i sabo-ed isaac lim! heh. it was so fun. heh extra whipped cream, milo powder, and coffee powder! hahah all on the nice big slice of watermelon! hahah! *cheers! heh. it was so funny! omg. we kept laughing and laughing la! hahah! poor isaac.heh but too bad. heh
after all the games, we broke into our small cellgroups for lunch. heh it was so hot that i had no appetite. so i didnt eat. heh we played
matthew mark luke john! hahah so funn!! heh stupid shashi and richie always wanting to be in heaven.hahah! i mean hello, that place is for the girls and girls only. hahah!
after that, cheryl kat and i wanted to play at the playground! hahaha more specifically, we wanted to climb the spider web! ahaha! but then we were actually supposed to leave the place already.hahah but as
crosstrainers.. we of course told shashi that we were going and so he said can! hahaha so cheryl mildred kat and i ran all the way there! hahah of course halfway there cherly and i collasped.hahah no stamina! goodness.hahah! super funny. heh but anyhows.. we climbed it! heh super fun! omg. i was like shaking like shit! hahah and screaming of course. hahha! cheryl and i were like struggling.. gosh.hahah! but in the end, i reached the top. hahha after tons of like screaming. i was freaking scared la! it was so high. and like i think i have a small phobia of heights.hahah! goodness.heh getting down was MUCH easier. heh
when we got back to church, almost everyone left already.ahah since we took the last bus.heh but then laters,lisa and i met up with isaac and his friends and so we were at long johns eating! hahaha okay well actually only isaac was eating.hahah! goodness it tasted like shit! ewww! i was like gona throw it up.hahaha! then he scolded me.hahah saying that i spoilt his appetite cause i said it tasted like shit. hahah! but isaac lim, you got to admit it, it did tasted like shit. hahah!
then later i met my mum and my aunt at esprite.hahah! had to change my OH SO NICE TOP! i dont wana!!! hahaha! but oh wells, i must listen to my mum.. so.. OH WELLS!
loving you always.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Thursday, September 08, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@8:21 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
HELLO! hahaha okok here joel! im blogging! hahaha!
life is so boring..hahah stuck at home studying cause my mum grounded me cause my grades were falling. hmm.. i wonder why..hahah! yeah. so then i'm stuck at home studying. really studying.hahah! i want to anyways, cause i NEED to do well to prove to my dad that in the future, i wont become a waitress.. gahh that sucks. hahah!
im going to buy a new phone soon! hahah! i always say that but like until now, i have not bought it yet. heh i really am going to buy one, but because i have no time to go..hahah! and like what model should i have.. gahh. heh
i got my ic! omg. i look weird.. ahaha! but at least not as bad as kat. hahah! shh.. dont tell her that. heh. but oh wells!
its my godbrother's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICCY! hahaha
there is nothing much to say actually, lalalala just blogging for the sake of blogging..cause of j o e l f o o .. hahah!
you should be honoured! hee.
i love you
you love me
we are one big family
with a great big hug
and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, September 03, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@8:08 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hello everybody!
CELEFEST IS OVER! omg. it was like so.. tiring! but then again, it was like one of the funfair where not many people came. heh. like not jostling with the people and all.heh it was an experience. charmaine was sooooo funny! omg. she was like so worried! relax my dear! heh. and the games stall, coconut bowling folded up after 1 hour! ahahah it was hilarious. heh. lalalla my class is such a great class.heh
anyways, my finger hurts! its the forth one, so i cant type properly! sighh.. SOMEBODY COME KISS IT TO MAKE IT BETTER! hahahah.
anyways, got to learn my script for tmr! STRESS!
iloveyou!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Friday, September 02, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@8:19 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
hey dears! omg. im so tired! its like the celefest really did take out so much of my energy! hahah!
marcus and i were in charge of like the 'posters' and all so we went to the general office to photocopy.heh omg. im sure after us, they would have to charge people who come in to photocopy. hahah! then we were troubling the auntie to hlep us photocopy and she was so kind to help us cut it into half! hahah! it really did save up tons of our time to cut it ourselves with scissors! hhahah! next, we troubled anthony for the scotch tape. hee.!
then we went around pasting it all around school! hahah! its EVERYWHERE!
SUGARUSH!
baby, youre my sugar rush, i get weak and talk too much!
hee! we were like going crazy. hahah! pasting it everywhere. heh.
its sooo cool. ask DIBBIE! hee.
everyone! come down to celefest! if not it'll really be a disaster. BOO!
iloveyou!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Thursday, September 01, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@5:34 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
omg! i feel so freaking frustrated now! omg!
i think i wana scream!
AHHHHHH!
im so going to strangle her.
this is way too much to handle.
argh!
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
