Thursday, July 28, 2005 ♥
Last footprint@8:44 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
ah. tmr is the 29th. hahah! its gona be our 6th month anniversary.gosh. so long.. sighh.. dont know what to do with my life. all i know is that i want a new haircut. and well i will get it. no one is gona stop me, like my mum.oh wells..i want a new kind of life. i dont know in what way, but i just want something different.sigh.. i think i lack surprises. my life is like getting boring to really boring. anyways, today me kathi debbie and sarina just called ourselves
the plastics! hahaha!
kristi: regina george
kathi: karen[ the stupid one]
debbie: grechin [the one that knows everything]hahah! sorry dont know how to spell.
sarina: caddy [ lindsey lohan]
hahah! yupps. havent chosen who will be our aaron samuels. but soon soon. heh must be good-looking, tall and older than us.hahah!
sigh.. dont know why at the end of today i felt so depressed/moody.its like.. its not the same anymore. i dont know why.i guess its because i lost feelings for you? i guess you wouldnt know that, because i mean you seldom visit my blog and all. i think you visit her blog more than mine. hahah how ironic is that. oh wells..sighh..i am so confused.one minute i know that i do, and the next minute i dont. its like youre here, but not really here. get it? its like you would rather be somewhere else. its like, you would rather hang out with other people than me.its like i'm not important to you anymore.sighh..and its like you make fun of me like way too much even though its just in the joking way. like you do things to me to let other people laugh at me.i dont know.. i guess you have changed.oh wells.. see how it goes.hahaha i dont think you will even read this entry until maybe a month later.oh wells..i dont know.
is this falling apart?
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
